After Yinyin left, I kept leaning against the wall, wanting to sigh weakly, sucked in the air, and couldn't utter a single word. I don't know what I'm thinking, when ken is close to me, I don't want to hug, don't want to push away. It's like I don't know what to do in the future, what I should think about and what I shouldn't think about, I have thought of it all. Other people's stories, staged, ending, turning point. My story makes me uneasy. I believe in fate, and I am afraid that An An's fate is the mold of my life.
Thinking about the past, thinking about the past when I was seventeen or eighteen years old, it is easy to imagine love and life. Now I have long lost that simple stupidity. Blue sky, pink flowers, purple lavender, green trees, I am brave and fearless for love, I belong to the past, and I have long been left in a corner that cannot be retrieved. The little match girl in the fairy tale turned into a witch who sold other people's stories. You can give medicine to make others cry, but you can't give medicine to make others happy.
Bury your head in ken's neck, feel the temperature, remember, use it for warmth in case you can't have it in the future. Can't cry, afraid that tears will wet the wound in my heart.
When I went online at night, I told Brother Luo these feelings, and he said: "Taozi, you are dangerous, you have trapped yourself in your own story."
I was at a loss, "Ah? What danger?"
"How should I put it, sensitivity is a good thing for your career. But if you are too emotional, you will put yourself in the cage of other people's emotions and cannot extricate yourself. The accumulation of this kind of sadness will cause subconsciousness in your life. Even if you want to resist subjectively, the more depressed you become, the more out of control you are. You don¡¯t know how to switch roles.¡± Brother Luo¡¯s remark made me quite scared, and I thought of An An again. Maybe she also got sick because of the same pressure and couldn't bear it. After the resistance was ineffective, she chose to commit suicide in despair. These are my guesses, I want to get more positive responses from others, so I asked Brother Luo: "If this is really the case, what will be the consequences?"
After waiting for a long time, Brother Luo replied, "To be precise, you are too tired. You should take a good rest and avoid being stimulated and sad. Adjust your psychology and emotions. If you don't, I'm afraid you will collapse. If it is more serious, you must see a psychiatrist. So in view of your overall situation, I decided to give you a five-day leave forcibly, to travel and relax."
"Relaxing? But what about my work?"
"You don't have to worry about this, I believe in your ability, you have to believe that only better rest can create higher efficiency and quality."
"Well, that's fine."
Brother Luo is my good teacher and helpful friend. His words may be true. For me, the things that happened and came into contact with me recently really made me want to escape.
"That's it, starting tomorrow, you are on vacation, go enjoy your leisure time, and wait for you to happily come to my office to report in five days." After finishing speaking, Brother Luo went offline, I don't know Did he dive in stealth, or did he really go to rest. He is a long-term diver. First, he is very busy. Second, I think he always wants to use black and gray invisibility to let his friends in the Q group show his original shape, and use it as the original shape of his novels after in-depth observation.
Behind his back, many people say that he is cunning and cunning, not because he is so bad, but because he is very smart. I know how to use and allocate everything reasonably, such as my labor. The balance between full use and saving is very well grasped, when to comfort and remind, and when to spare no effort to urge and force, it is very measured.
Looking at the gray qq of Brother Luo after he went offline, I want to laugh a little. His qq avatar is really similar to himself. I am very grateful to the person who made this avatar, allowing me to find the conspicuous Luo in the vast QQ big brother. I just don¡¯t know if Big Brother Luo and the person who made this avatar will cause copyright infringement? Thinking about this made me feel a lot more relaxed. It may be because I also feel that my thoughts are too funny, or it may be because it is rare to have a vacation, and I can temporarily use the future urgency for a temporary relief.
"Everything is temporary, and difficulties can be easy." I like to use this sentence to cheer myself up.
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