Add Bookmark | Recommend this book | Back to the book page | My bookshelf | Mobile Reading

Free Web Novel,Novel online - All in hlnovel.com -> Prose -> City of Dark Flowers

Chapter 41 The White Rose Story

Previous page        Return to Catalog        Next page

    ?

    Three years ago, Qu Yang, who had been in Chongqing for half a year, had a certain improvement in his career, but he had very few friends. In the loneliness of a foreign country, he could hardly find anyone to talk to except a friend from Chongqing. He even ate a meal.  , I have to think about what to eat and where to eat for a long time. This is good, at least I can think about it, but I can¡¯t think of a person who can eat with me. Or, I don¡¯t have a new friend who can talk.  I asked a girl I met online to go out for a walk, and she readily agreed. With the mentality of meeting new friends, everything is right.

    If there was a mistake, it might be that Qu Yang shouldn't have lied to the girl he met for the first time. By the riverside of Shanshan Dam, he knew that her name was An An, and she was an Internet writer. Sometimes she smoked and talked, and sometimes  A girl who quietly picks up stones. Her life creed and philosophy attracted Qu Yang, and too many differences that he had never encountered in his life were attached to her.

    After talking all afternoon, Qu Yang felt happy that he had sincerely made a friend.  We went home safe and sound, and we met again on QQ.  Asked what she was doing, and knowing that she was unhappy, asked her out for a drink.  The original intention was to make her happier after drinking, but I didn't expect that the more she drank, the sadder she would become, and even burst into tears.  When asked why, she found out that her ex-boyfriend had gone to jail for committing a crime. When she heard the news at night, she was very sad.  Or if you have leftover love, you will be so concerned and uncontrollably sad for a person who has nothing to do with you.  Qu Yang felt sorry for this bad woman who claimed to be extremely strong, and even took her home when she was drunk.

    What I thought would happen, but it didn't happen, they just slept peacefully for the night.  For several days after that, An An got drunk and stayed in Qu Yang's residence, not going home.  Seeing her more and more intense self-torture, Qu Yang's bit of distress turned into pity, born in his heart.  Indulging her in smoking and drinking, not daring to stop her, for fear that she would leave.  This may be the reason she doesn't want to go home, the freedom she wants.  When you are sad, don't let anyone control you and indulge yourself to harm your body.  Don't die, live every day.

    Qu Yang could see An'an's true nature wrapped in a rotten appearance.  It is not the bad appearance that others see, it is gentle and has a clean mind.  After hesitating again and again, he told An An that he liked her.  It feels true, but, in order to fulfill his initial unintentional lie, he has to tell more lies.  In fact, Qu Yang has a girlfriend, and he also loves his girlfriend.  However, he still fell in love with An An.  When he got to know An An more and more, and knew that she hated others lying to her the most, Qu Yang struggled more and more in his heart.  Talking or not talking can only bring him from a confusion to a predicament.

    Thinking, if it is still possible to confess, you will definitely lose it after the concealment is discovered.  Qu Yang still told An An the truth by email.  He understood that An An didn't like him at this time, at most he only had a good impression.  He hoped that An An could take it easy and give him time to deal with this matter properly.  The truth is not as beautiful as imagined. After knowing the truth, An An felt even more sad. The seemingly cold-blooded she betrayed her inner goodness with tears after learning that she had become a third party

    Both of them are contradicting and blaming themselves, but it is really difficult to tell right from wrong in their relationship.  Qu Yang is greedy for his love for An An, and An An is greedy for Qu Yang, a seaport where he can temporarily shelter from the wind and rain.

    During the three years of avoiding Yin Yin's search, An An and Qu Yang were not happy.  Feelings can be used to keep warm, but they are not necessarily flames. They warm the body but cannot burn the chest.  There is always a gap in the unilateral contribution, and no amount of happiness will slip away.  After being together with Qu Yang, An An is still obsessed with the past love, and is intoxicated and decadent for those who regret that they cannot be together.  Time after time, Qu Yang hugged An An, who was so drunk that he was unconscious, and wiped away the tears all over her face.  Time after time, An An said in her dreams that she was very tired, and begged Qu Yang to let her die.  Every time after An An fell asleep, a sad figure would appear on the balcony, smoking a cigarette that was quickly blown out by the wind.

    Deep love will be tiring, patience will be annoying, it's not that Qu Yang didn't think about giving up, it's not that he didn't think of Yinyin's goodness.  It's just the thought that the person he likes will be so fragile that he will die immediately if he doesn't take care of him and protect him.  Immediately, all thoughts about An An's happiness disappeared.

    God likes to tease other people's lives, and love is the best at teasing people.  The complicated and thin thread like silk is drawn between people, which is called liking.  Like and like, sometimes opposite, sometimes intersect.  It is drawn into a net, but there is a gap but can't get out. People trapped in the center sometimes have to hug someone they don't like in order to stand up.

    It's hard to think clearly whether An An likes Qu Yang, maybe An An herself is also very confused, otherwise she wouldn't have made a cruel choice for her life and ended her life irrespective of the seriousness.

    The days with An An are not all sad, but also happy, otherwise An An leaves,??Rose, I suddenly thought of the white rose story created by An An: If I leave, treat me as a white rose, forget my body fragrance, and remember my purity.  When An An said this last night, Qu Yang also praised her as a sentimental and talented woman.  It never occurred to her that she actually used actions to achieve such a weird farewell.

    That car was a birthday present from Qu Yang to An An. An An likes odd numbers, so Qu Yang specially asked a friend to buy the license plate number for An An.  Familiar figures brought his favorite An An to a strange country.  He couldn't speak, and wanted to light a cigarette, but he couldn't light it.  Denying the reality of An An's departure, he even preferred that An An's arrival was just a dream, an illusion.

    However, everything that happened cannot be changed.  Qu Yang didn't know how he was brought to meet An An by his friends from the traffic police team, but he only remembered that his once favorite eyes were on the cold corpse, which would never open again.  When a friend from the traffic police team told Qu Yang that An An was speeding and intentionally crashed into the safety barrier and committed suicide, the pain in his heart spread all over his body.  He began to feel that he couldn't breathe, and buried An An according to the funeral that An An had imagined before, but Qu Yang still couldn't get back to everything.  The one you love seems to be still in front of you, still by your side.  Just no more talking, no more anger, no more laughter.

    The sweetness of the past and all the beautiful imaginations cannot support the emptiness of the building, and the future collapses in the direction of efforts.  No one wants such an ending, not only Qu Yang, but also An An who let go too quickly, lying in the transparent crystal coffin, they all look so confused.  Every time I think of An An's last face in the world, like a doll with a broken heart, Qu Yang thinks that this is the result of his betrayal of Yin Yin.

    The person who left finally left, but the love could not be taken back, Qu Yang took the words of sorry as compensation for Yin Yin'ai, and then left alone.  Going there was even more confusing than the past three years. Yinyin knew that the person she loved this time not only disappeared into the sea of ??people, but his heart also followed An'an to a distant heaven, and he would never be able to catch him back.  Living is no match for the tenaciousness of dying, Qu Yang's laughter and pain are all thrown in a place where blood doesn't flow, called the past.

    (Loneliness is a scary emotion, panic, fear, and loneliness like death. How many loves start because of loneliness, find the same kind, ask for hugs, and warmth. Especially when women feel lonely, they are most likely to accept a man,  It¡¯s unknown whether it¡¯s love or hurt after that. It¡¯s just that they don¡¯t know that love will cause resistance, hurt will cause pain, and they are not prepared enough courage to face it. Thus, they misread the meaning of life.) (Remember this site  URL: www.hlnovel.com
Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report