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Part Six Wu Zimu's Log

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    I am very touched by Yang Yi's good intentions. With this treasure land of outstanding people, I should cleanse my soul well, otherwise, I will not let down this beautiful sunshine and this beautiful man.

    The negative emotions on my body seemed to have found a vent all of a sudden, and they disappeared bit by bit, like a thread.

    At this time, Yang Yicai took out a diary and gave it to me.  It looks familiar, isn¡¯t that Zimu¡¯s diary? Since he wanted me to forget those sad things, why did he give me Zimu¡¯s diary again? Aren¡¯t you afraid of me, seeing things and thinking about others, and falling into love again?  An abyss of pain?

    Yang Yi smiled and explained, "The love of relatives, even if they are not in the same world, is only a little bit more. This diary was given to me by Yingying, let me bring it to you. She said that you once complained that you didn't understand it well.  Zimu, but this diary is a good opportunity, your brother and sister have been separated for so many years, if this regret is always difficult to make up, I am afraid it will not be good."

    The diary is well preserved, and the small lock looks very new, but many pages in it have been torn out. Later, I learned that it was written about Zimu and about Yingying.  Think about it.

    The diary was written when the orphanage was separated. It seems that after Zimu was taken away by them, he started to have the habit of writing a diary.  But not every day, it seems that this is an extremely private thing, he must have hidden it very well.

    x year x month x day

    I am 12 years old this year. I have grown up so much, but I still can¡¯t protect my sister. I was brought by them yesterday crying, but I have no ability to bring my sister with me. I wanted to reject these two and now they are my parents.  However, what the dean said made me think deeply.

    She said, Zimu, even for your sister, she must go with them.  Think about it, there are so many children in the orphanage, and it is a great blessing for you to be adopted at your age. The older you are, the less chance you have.

    If you stay because of Zixuan, your brother and sister will definitely have a hard time in the future. Only if you leave and please them, your sister will have hope. She studies so well, and there is hope for her success in the future. You  Only by leaving can you help her and yourself.

    x year x month x day

    The dean has always understood me like this, liked me, and thought about me. I am deeply grateful.  Obedient children are likable. Only then did I know that although the adoptive parents were afraid of the rumors about Zixuan and refused to bring her back, they would regularly remit a sum of money to Zixuan for her to study. I am very relieved, my Zixuan  , I will definitely grow up strong and wait for the day when I can be independent and bring her back.

    Speaking of their jealousy of Zixuan, I also remembered that my grandfather once mentioned to me when I was a child that he really wanted to throw the newborn Zixuan in the hospital to fend for himself, and he did so at the time, but since I went back  He just kept crying, crying day and night, and tried many ways to no avail, so he brought Zixuan back.

    As soon as I carried her back, I immediately stopped crying and started laughing instead, so even though Grandpa couldn't do it, he still kept Zixuan by his side.  I figured it must be our unique telepathy as a brother and sister that brought us back together.

    No matter how long we wait, we will be together again. These superstitious superstitions will never hang over us forever, I firmly believe.  Zixuan, you have to wait for me.

    x year x month x day

    I once wanted to visit Zixuan secretly, but my parents saw it that time, they reprimanded me severely, and threatened me that if this happened again, they would stop taking care of my sister financially.  Although I miss her very much, for her future, I can only endure it.

    Originally, my adoptive parents were very good people. I am very grateful for the love they gave for me, and many things, even my six fingers, were healed with their money. No one will laugh at me for this reason anymore.

    But my Zixuan, how innocent she is, sometimes I really hate it, hate myself, hate the two of them, I suppress my hatred, and in front of them, I can only be as cute as possible.

    I think that one day in the future, when I grow up and become independent, and they get old, I will serve them both well, as a way of repaying my kindness. However, if Zixuan's life is not good, if her life is not good,  In my repayment, there will be a lot less sincerity.

    x year x month x day

    For the sake of Zixuan, I must study hard. My parents are both high-level intellectuals. If their son is up-to-date, they will definitely feel very proud and gratified.

    After exhausting all means, I finally learned that Zixuan's volunteer application was in another city not far from this city. In that beautiful city, there is a famous college.

    ? Fill in all the voluntary forms according to the institutionAfter that, my heart was terrified for a long, long time.  Zixuan has always been very competitive. I am really afraid, very afraid that my grades are not good enough to be admitted by that college.

    My parents have had trouble sleeping and eating for a long time because of my concerns.  During these days, I couldn't bear to look back. It was not until I received the admission letter, and Zixuan also received it, that my heart finally settled down.  God bless us, brother and sister, we were finally able to live in the same school when we were 18 years old.

    Although this school is really big, it is so big that if it is not intentional or fate, it is difficult for different departments to meet each other, but I don't care, these are not important, the important thing is that I, Ion Xuan  close.

    The only thing that makes me uncomfortable is that there are several professors here, all from my parents' old days. I am always careful and on guard everywhere, for fear that if I am not careful, I will be found out. University costs a lot of money, and I can't afford it.  Inadvertently, my sister couldn't go to college.

    I know Zixuan is very capable for scholarships, bursaries, and part-time jobs to earn money, but how can I feel at ease when she works so hard.  I can only do my best to help her share more.

    I quarreled with Frank that day because of that incident, and I didn't want to meet Zixuan in such a situation, but she didn't know what happened, and she was not very happy.  God knows how much I want to catch up and hold her tightly in my arms, just like when I was a child, hoping to give her some comfort.

    But no, no, I can't control myself, it's not the time yet.  I suppressed my footsteps fiercely, clenched my fists tightly, and I could hear the creaking of my joints.

    Frank probably had never seen me like this before. He was frightened for a moment, and even forgot that he was arguing with me. Instead, he persuaded me to go back with a good voice, temporarily stopping the turmoil.

    In the days to come, if he mentions chasing me again, I will squeeze my fist desperately, and it works repeatedly. Is this another kind of reward in the dark?

    x year x month x day

    The days in college passed quickly. I have been secretly standing behind Zixuan, looking proudly at her. Not only is she beautiful, but she also studies well. She is hard-working and not arrogant. She is really a rare good girl.

    It's just that she doesn't smile often, and she is calm all day long, not knowing what kind of turmoil is in her heart.  How much I want to ask her how to make her happy and live a happy life, but it's still not the time.  Until today, in my senior year, I am no longer a university that needs money.

    I secretly sold my parents' old house. The location there was good, and I actually sold it for a lot of money.  Coupled with the small private house I have saved over the years, I was able to buy a very small house.  I thought, nothing could make her happier than giving Zixuan a home.

    Sure enough, since Zixuan lived here, her smiles gradually increased.  I am very relieved from the bottom of my heart.

    She also has a family, and has a boyfriend who is very good to her even though she is a rich second generation. She has also started to start her career. What a wonderful day.  , some people are sweet first and then bitter, I think we belong to the former.  Good days will come little by little.

    x year x month x day

    ?I never thought that things would turn out like this, I still have a lot of things to do, I feel like spending too little time with Zixuan and Yingying, is God going to call me back?  When I heard the news, I was really, dizzy and desperate.

    But I can't despair.  My Yingying is still slowly coming out of her own sadness and needs my support and company. My Zixuan is still immersed in joyful or sad love. They all need me.  I have to plan ahead.

    There will be nothing later, this is an unfinished diary, this is my brother, the journey of his heart since he was a child, he loves me like that, loves me like that.  I'm not fair, now, I finally fully understand that this deep love is enough to make me rich and invincible.

    Zimu, your love for me has never left, I understand, I will live well, so that when you look at me in the sky, you will feel comfortable and happy.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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