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Part VI 2. If you can’t bear it, you must also be willing

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    ? Part VI 2. If you can’t bear it, you must also be willing

    Ever since Wu Jin's case ended, when I dreamed of Zimu again, he no longer had that sad face, but put on a warm smile.  There is still an endless rain of petals, such a beautiful scene, coupled with Zimu's warm smile, this picture is no longer poignant.

    ?I'm still running around, Yingying has to take good care of it, Yang Yi has to find a way to avoid it, and more and more cases have been taken over, I suddenly feel a little powerless.

    A few words, because Wu Jin's case was a sensation, so the twists and turns were heard by the world, and many versions were deduced. I became a celebrity for a while, and a reporter even wanted to interview me.  Even Yingying was almost exposed.

    I am really afraid that the world will not be chaotic. Sometimes I feel that the journalist industry is cruel. Really, it is not professional discrimination. Some things that have happened to the parties are cruel and unacceptable.  The pain is magnified and magnified on the person concerned over and over again.

    Fortunately, there are too many fashions in this era, and it won't take long for this matter to be forgotten.  I can take a little breather.

    There are too many complicated things, coupled with prolonged depression, I finally fell ill.

    When I went to the copy room to copy a case file that day, I fell to the ground with a bang, hit my head firmly on the corner of the table, and passed out.

    It was a long and still long dream. In the dream, I was wearing my favorite white dress, wandering in the rain of flower petals, there seemed to be no fragrance in my nose, and there were dazzling falling flowers in front of my eyes, falling non-stop.

    I jumped happily, chasing those fallen flowers, I was alone, in such a beautiful world, I had a great time playing.  There was no one, Zimu wasn't there, Wu Jin wasn't there, and Yang Yi wasn't there either.  I don't even know what I'm having fun with, what to be happy about, what to be happy about.

    For a long time, I never knew that I could still dance so well and happily, even if no one was by my side, didn't I feel lonely?  Why do I like this place so much, it seems that this is the only piece of paradise in my spiritual world, I want to stay here and never leave.

    When I opened my eyes again, the harsh light forced me to close them again.  Yang Yi thoughtfully helped me adjust the light, "Zixuan, are you feeling better, do you feel dizzy?"

    I didn't dare to shake my head, and I would feel sick when I moved my head a little. Maybe it was because I was spinning and dancing in my dream, and I lost my head.  I opened my eyes, "What's wrong, Yang Yi, why are you looking so solemn, as if I'm dying?"

    Yang Yi covered the quilt for me, "Bah, bah, what are you talking about, I just look tired because I haven't had a good rest for several days. You are not easy to serve, and so is Yingying. The doctor said she  ,she."

    "What's wrong with Yingying? Huh?" I anxiously wanted to sit up, but I got up a little harder. I couldn't help but feel uncomfortable, and I felt so disgusted that I wanted to vomit.  Yang Yi hurriedly brought over the spittoon, it seems that he knew that I might need it, so he prepared it at hand.

    "Why are you in such a hurry? Yingying is just giving birth to her first child. The doctor said that she is a little weak and may suffer from pregnancy-induced hypertension, so she was told to take good care of her baby in the hospital, so she is staying here today.  Oh, and you, you came here yesterday, and you just woke up now, you two, oh."

    "How could this be? Then, will you be safe and sound in the hospital?" I rinsed my mouth and felt better.

    "Yeah, she lives in a high-grade ward, and someone takes care of her food and daily life. You can rest assured, but you yourself, don't you know your body at all, and you are so weak that you are so weak?  All of a sudden, the concussion can be big or small, you should take a good rest, you know?"

    That's right, there is a pain in my head, why am I so unlucky, hypoglycemia, and another big bump, but now I can find an excuse to take a good rest, I'm so scared, how much time do I have when I'm free?  It is inevitable that there will be opportunities to think wildly.  It's not as good as when I was so busy a while ago, when I had no time to be sad and sad, and I didn't have time to think about things, I felt at ease.

    I stayed in the hospital for more than a week, and the doctor said I could go, so I was discharged. I went to see Yingying Chance, and she looked very good. It seems that the professionals here take better care of us than us, so I don’t worry.  up.

    Back home, I made a decision, I want to resign from my current job, alone, to look around, to walk around.  In the past twenty years, I have not lived very happily. Now that Yingying is being taken care of very well, I will feel more at ease when I leave.

    this makes me sad?? place, goodbye first, turn off the phone, the world will be clean.  If one day I can heal the scars in my heart, I will come back again.

    Before leaving, I thought about it for a long time, and decided to leave a letter for Yang Yi.  Otherwise, what is this? Is it missing without reason, or running away from home?

    That night, in order to write this letter, I thought for a long time and spent a lot of letter paper before finally writing it down. I hope Yang Yihui understands my heart and don't blame me.

    Yang Yi, I hope that when you read this letter, you haven’t reported to the police that I’m missing. Forgive me for not being able to contact you with your mobile phone and tell you that I’m leaving, because I’m afraid of myself, so I won’t say anything  not come out.

    I was hospitalized for a while, and I was too leisurely, so the emotions suppressed by my busyness a few days ago raised my head one after another, forcing me to almost collapse. I can’t stay any longer, because if I stay here again, I’m afraid that I will  He was sent to a psychiatric hospital, or found a very high building, and jumped off on the spot.

    What happened to Zimu really hit me hard. I don't know how to describe the shock and pain to you.  can you understand

    The home Zimu gave me is in a real sense, my first home.  At that time, I was so happy that I almost fainted. Living with my relatives, even if it is simple, as long as there is love, it is a home, so this home is many times better than I imagined for me.

    And at that time, in my career, I was fortunate enough to follow the most admired Master Qingmian, and emotionally, I was very good with Wu Jin at that time.  It can be said that everything is very good, I almost climbed from the ground to heaven at once, and I was so happy.  I thought I was bitter before sweet, and the days to come will get better.

    Extreme joy begets sorrow, perhaps because of this, after losing him, the pain is magnified countless times.

    Some things, you don’t know, the shock that brought me is more sad than Zimu’s death, I don’t know how to express it, maybe the pain that cannot be expressed is more painful.

    You may not know that Zimulin left me a letter on the day when the accident happened, and it was because of that letter that I risked everything to save Wu Jin. I don't know much about the specifics.  I said it, but the information revealed in the letter was not only that Zimu wanted me to save Wu Jin, but also two meanings.

    One is, Zimu told me that Wu Jin's feelings for me may not be because I am good and worthy of his love, but because he is sick, hehe, it's funny, when you wholeheartedly think that being loved by a man  But the truth is, he is sick and he is like this, what do you think?  That's all, what makes me more uncomfortable is still to come.

    My elder brother Zimu knew on that day that he would not live long. Can you believe it? He told me in the letter that he had cancer, and he didn’t have many days left. It was lymphoma.  So he told me that even if I was going to die, it would be sooner or later, so that I don't have to be too sad.

    Tell me, what is this called? When I was a child, I was pointed out by my own grandfather and neighbors, saying that I was a broom star. I used to resent and hate at that time.  My adoptive parents came and warned me to stay away from their son, but I didn't listen.  At Zimu's funeral, that hard slap didn't wake me up.

    I just feel that these tragedies that happened to me were not caused by me. I have to blame, but also blame the coincidence of the world and God's tricks.

    In Ke Zimu's suicide note, it was mentioned that he had cancer, which crushed all my desire to defend myself.

    Zimu is as old as me, how young he is, how could he suddenly suffer from such an incurable disease?  God is too close-minded, how could it be like this, God wants to fight against us brothers and sisters?

    What do you think I should think?  If I wasn't really a bastard, why would Zimu be like this, right? I have to admit that I am a bastard. I was suddenly panicked and scared.

    First my parents, then my elder brother, who will be next, Yingying, the child in her womb, or you?

    I don't want to see anything happen to any of you again, really, I'm scared, so scared, so scared, I'm already like a frightened bird, but Yingying is pregnant at a young age, and she has to be hospitalized when the time comes  , to the point of protecting the baby, I was even more panicked.

    Yang Yi, do you understand, so I can only escape here, maybe an ominous person like me should live alone, or be shaved to atone for his sins.

    Please take good care of yourself for me, take good care of Yingying, until she finds someone who is willing to take care of her for the rest of her life, okay, Yang Yi, let me say one last thing, don’t come to me, take good care of yourself, forget about me,  I am not your lover.

    ——To Yang Yi, whom I once loved (remember this website URL: www.hlnovel.com)nbsp; ——To Yang Yi, whom I once loved (remember this website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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