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Part Four, Eight Wu Jin, He, In My Heart

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    How many days have there been no news from Wu Jin?  Time flies so slowly.  It's ridiculous. When he followed me all day long, I always didn't know what was in my heart. I always hated him for this and that for him. It was like chicken ribs. It was tasteless to eat and it was a pity to discard it, but now he  After really leaving and disappearing from my world, I realized that his shadow had already been deeply planted in my heart.

    Maybe it's because I lacked love since I was a child that I can't see my heart clearly, I don't know what it feels like, and what is the reason.

    Could it be that you only know how to cherish after you lose it?  It's really ridiculous. Since I was a child, have I gained anything? If I haven't got it, how can I lose it?  The first loss in this life, it will be on a boy, and it will be under such circumstances!

    How cruel can a person be? Could it be that Wu Jin's sweet words were all fake? Is it because I am not experienced enough, or I am too naive. I have never doubted Wu Jin's sincerity.  But in the end, what did I get?

    Going to work in a muddle, living in a muddle, no matter how hard the days are, time is slowly passing by.  But I didn't know what it was like in my heart, and it was extremely uncomfortable.

    This feeling is hard to describe, just like you are driving a car on a familiar road, you are familiar with the surroundings and the environment on the road, and you believe that there will be no accidents, so you have no defenses.  Suddenly, a cliff appeared in front of the familiar road, and before you could react, you fell straight down like this.

    This is not the most uncomfortable thing, the most desperate thing is when you want to ask for help with your only consciousness, but find that the phone is beeping low battery and shut down, and you, with a hoarse voice, can't utter a word  up.

    That kind of despair, helplessness, and sadness enveloped me day by day. Even though I tried my best to keep myself busy and not think about these things, these emotions emerged uncontrollably in my mind.  To put it bluntly, it's a river of sadness.

    I really don't understand, is the matter over like this, at least there should be a break, at least he has to explain it, or announce it.

    I seem to have forgotten that I was the one who didn’t answer his calls a few days ago, and the one who even changed a mobile phone card to avoid it was me.  .

    I rummaged through boxes and boxes to find out the calling card and put it on the old mobile phone.  It's really strange, there is no downtime card, how is it so clean, no missed reminders, no text messages, nothing, nothing, nothing!

    My mind is very messed up, I don’t know what I’m thinking, I’m thinking about it today, I’m thinking about it tomorrow, but I can’t find anyone to talk to, I’m afraid people will laugh at me, I’m afraid people will see through me, that’s it, I just  Almost driving myself crazy.

    "Zixuan, have you been under too much pressure since you became a lawyer? How do I see that you are always depressed these days? Tell your master what is on your mind. You are still too young. I also came here from that time.  I know the hesitation and helplessness of you young people." Master Qingmian is always so considerate and considerate, but I can discuss it in business matters, but I don't want to disturb Master with it in private matters.

    So I shook my head and told Master that I am fine.  It’s just that I’ve been very tired recently, maybe after becoming a full-time employee I realized that I’m an adult, the burden on my shoulders is heavy, and the pressure is too heavy for a while, that’s why this happens.

    "Then, if you don't want to tell me, you can go to Yang Yi. He is my good friend. He can talk to you for free. It is very effective. I will go to him sometimes. I promise, little girl, you  You'll be happy again soon."

    Yang Yi?  It's been a long time since I thought of this name, and I almost forgot it. I regard my feelings for Yang Yi as a momentary infatuation.  But when Qingmian said his name, why was I in a trance for a while?  I'm really sick, I think.  How can a person like two people at the same time, isn't it.

    This erratic, swaying temperament is really harmful. Sometimes when I think about it, when I watched "Deep Love and Rain", I hated He Shuhuan in it very much.  Who said that if you hate a person very much, subconsciously it may be because, in some respects, you have something in common with him.  Not bad at all.

    Just like Scarlett in "Gone with the Wind", she obviously loves Rhett deeply, but she is obsessed with Ashley. For me, Yang Yi is Ashley, but unfortunately I am also like Scarlett  Same, to lose his Rhett.

    I took a deep breath and said to Qingmian, "Don't worry, I will." I want to cheer up, in this world, maybe your loved ones will leave youLovers will betray you, friends will abandon you, but only work will not. As long as you do things with your heart, you will definitely be rewarded. No matter how messed up my life is, I must not let go of work.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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