When I woke up, the lights were already on, the room was not turned on, and it looked dark, but the light outside the window came in faintly, making everything in the room seem illusory. In such a half-dream and half-dream atmosphere, I was thinking wildly, and I always felt that this day, why is it so unreal?
After getting the degree certificate and graduation certificate, I left the school. Since then, I will never go back to the small nest in the school dormitory.
The days of college go by so fast, four years passed by in a flash, and before I had time to savor it carefully, I became a graduate. Although it is still the same as before, I go to work in the law firm every day and work hard. I hope to get a professional qualification certificate and start my career slowly. But I am no longer a student. I'm a grown-up, a full-fledged grown-up.
This is a matter of course, and the growth of a person is such a process, but why do I lie on the bed and think back to the past, I always want to go back to the days of college.
Those days of fighting with my roommates, studying hard with Zi Mubiao, racing against time, being extremely busy, getting scholarships and part-time jobs, the curtain call ended in front of me so gorgeously, so suddenly , I didn't even have time to see clearly what kind of role I played on that stage.
Zimu sent me a text message telling me that I would be working overtime today and would come back very late, so I didn't want to get up and cook, so I lay on the bed and continued to sleep. In the dream, there are flower petals floating all over the sky, whirling and dancing, returning to the embrace of the earth with a rustle.
"Luohong is not a ruthless thing, it turns into spring mud to protect flowers." Gong Zizhen's poem is really well written, no matter whether those Luohong are intentional or not, isn't nature and human society just such a process, from generation to generation? Cheng, for the successors, for the future, you can do anything!
Then, there are many people who repay each other, crows feed back, and grass knots repay their favors. Why can't I treat Wu Jin as my benefactor and think about repaying my gratitude.
Since Wu Jin gave me all his sincerity, why can't I re-examine the relationship between the two of us for him, if such tenderness and affection can't move me, wouldn't my heart be made of stone?
After making up my mind, I didn't have so many entanglements in my heart. I revealed to the light outside that I will treat my boyfriend wholeheartedly in the future, let him feel my sincerity, not for anything else, just to fulfill his sincerity.
Wu Jin listened to me and went to ophthalmology departments of several big hospitals. Most of the doctors suggested to get rid of that eye, so he cried like a child and asked me to wait for him outside the operating room.
Even if he doesn't ask, I will still wait for him. After all, for a person who has always been healthy, letting him lose one eye, such a ruthless blow, is absolutely unbearable.
Wu Jin's mother and I sat outside the operation room, looking at the three bright red characters "in operation", the anxiety and distress in her eyes are the characteristics shared by all mothers, I suddenly envied Wu Jin very much, there is a Mom was always by his side.
Without hesitation, I put my body close to her, and gently hugged the mother into my arms. We two women comforted each other with each other's body temperature, and kept praying for Wu Jin's safe return.
At this time, what a warm picture, there are no more hostile positions, no more vixens, shrews, we are just two women who need comfort.
After the operation was successful, the doctor regretfully told us that Wu Jin's other eye was slightly affected. Although it has been treated, I am afraid that he will have to wear glasses in the future.
I didn't tell Wu Jin about this, but just coaxed him that wearing glasses made him look very refined and knowledgeable, so he put them on obediently.
It wasn't until that moment that I realized that although Wu Jin is willful, he is also a very obedient child. As long as he uses the right method, he is actually easy to coax.
In the face of this man who is five years older than me, I have to play the role of mother and sister all the time. I am a little bit dumbfounded, and I laugh at myself in private.
"Zixuan, I'm an incomplete person now, do you still love me, do you still want me?" For a long time after the operation, he liked to hold my shoulder like a child, over and over again. ask me.
At first I was able to comfort him with warm words, but as the number of times increased, he kept asking like obsessive-compulsive disorder, and I became a little impatient, so I yelled at him, "Don't you Ask again, okay, are you inferior, are you inferior to me in any way, if you think so, will I also dig out one eye and you will be balanced!"
This finally stopped the problem. Of course, there are many, many similar problems, I thinkI'm so tired, is he torturing me, or is there something wrong with his mind that has been hidden so deeply that he hasn't been discovered?
I am becoming more and more impatient. A few days ago, I thought that this is my benefactor, and I want to repay the favor, but now, no matter how I remind myself, there is nothing I can do. I am about to be driven crazy by his nonsensical questions. .
So when he told me one day that he was sent by his father to a branch in Europe for a one-year internship in order to meet the needs of the group's development, I was as grateful to Wu Jin's father as I was to God.
Wu Jin is stubborn and wants me to go with him. How is this possible? I think it¡¯s good for us all to be apart for a while. Calm down. There is no harm at all. Besides, how could I leave Zimu, so I Come up with the most convincing reason to reject him.
"Wu Jin, you know that the legal system in our country is different from that in the UK. Even if I go there, I will not learn anything useful to me, but it will cause me confusion and illusions. In this way, my career will not be good. It's about to be interrupted, don't you want to marry me?"
Wu Jin said nonchalantly, "What kind of career is it? It's not that I can't afford you. Why do you have to work hard outside? A girl has to learn how to drink and socialize. I really don't know what you think of."
I turned my head and pretended not to hear. What he said is quite right, if you want to have a career, you must pay. Whoever made me like this line of work and being able to do what I like, I am already lucky enough, how could I expect anything else.
Wu Jin finally flew to Europe. Before leaving, he made an agreement with me to video chat with him every night and exchange heartfelt feelings. I agreed. He also said that he would come back to see me as soon as he was free, and I also agreed. Yes, he ordered me not to allow others to take advantage of it, I nodded in agreement.
In short, what he says is what he says, as long as he doesn't take me away, I don't want to leave Zimu, just like when Zimu gave up the great opportunity to work abroad for me, our brother and sister have been separated for long enough, we want to be together, Seeing each other get happiness. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com