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part two two great motherly love

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    It started twenty-eight years ago. Our father was a policeman, a criminal policeman, brave and fearless, and a young man with high ambitions. He died during a mission, so we, who were still in our mother¡¯s body, became posthumous children.

    The mother endured great grief and decided to give birth to the baby in her womb. At that time, she might not know that there were two babies in her womb.  As a result, on the way to buy vegetables, he encountered a car accident.

    I don¡¯t know if it¡¯s the two of us or my mother, but I don¡¯t know. In short, she, who was seriously injured, used the tenacious spirit unique to a mother to support her firmly. She was pregnant with her belly unconsciously.  the life in it, and then gave birth to us.

    It is said that after giving birth to us, she even secreted milk in the face of us crying and crying, but not long after, she went and left this world peacefully.

    Every time I think of this passage, I can't help but feel sour in my heart, proud and sad for my mother who has never masked.  I don't know if my mother in heaven will cry rivers of tears when she sees us living in the world?

    My brother is only 20 minutes older than me, and we both look almost exactly the same, but no one will mistake us as infants, because apart from gender, my brother's body is still a little different from normal people.

    That is, his right hand has six fingers.  This is not a fatal event, but many people don't think so.

    ?Because I am the only one who is alive and intact, maybe because of this, maybe because my grandfather is feudal, maybe rumors are spreading, he has soft ears, in short, I was said to be a disaster star.

    The lone star of Tiansha.  He killed his father before he was born, his mother after he was born, and his elder brother, and it became like this.

    It is said that he wanted to throw me away at that time, let me fend for myself, so as not to harm the only grandson of their family, but I don¡¯t know what happened later, he dismissed this idea and took me back.

    So, we grew up with grandpa.  Grandpa is a typical patriarchal, simple farmer. Although my elder brother is not so perfect, he is the only one in his eyes, and he can't see me at all.

    When I was little, I first learned to please my grandpa. When I was so young, I did laundry, cooking, beating my back, talking sweetly, and many things that a maid would do. I thought that as long as I was capable, as long as I was pleasing  , Grandpa will definitely like me, like my brother, but I am naive, but I don't understand, grandpa will not change his attitude towards me just because of this.

    He will even show his disgust and fear towards me intentionally or unintentionally. Yes, as I become more and more sensible, I can understand the complex emotions in Grandpa's eyes, including disgust, pity, pity, and fear  , but there is no love.  How he could be afraid of me, a little girl, and how could he hate it, I don't understand.

    Later, I realized that no matter how much you try to please me, no matter how much you know how to watch words and deeds, you can¡¯t ignite my grandfather¡¯s enthusiasm for me, so I hated that grandfather who raised me but never loved me at all. Naturally, I even hated the one who was less fortunate than me.  , but happier than my brother.

    Because my father is a martyr, the organization has taken care of our brother and sister and grandpa to some extent, so it is no problem for us to go to school. Maybe it is because of this, at least grandpa is not cruel enough to not let me, a girl  go to school.  For this, I should be deeply grateful, thank my father, thank my grandpa.

    Zimu and I went to kindergarten and elementary school together, and we were often inseparable. From the outsiders' perspective, we have a very good relationship, but this is only on the surface.

    "Look, this is Liuzhi's younger sister. It is said that she is a broom star. She killed her parents and turned her elder brother into a six-fingered monster. She is really a beauty. She has a fox face. Sooner or later she will be a disaster"

    Zimu must know something. Since I was a child, I have been pointed at by those neighbors. How could my brother not know? He was pointed at by others, but as long as he heard it, he would go up to them desperately  Desperately.  So in front of Zimu, such words rarely appeared.

    And when Zimu was not by my side, because I was not as strong as my brother, I couldn't beat them, so I became the target of being bullied and fooled.  Tong Yan is always free-spirited, and it's normal for those country aunts to like to gossip, but at that time, I cared so much.  I don't know how many times I cried because of this.

    Is all this my fault?  My father died, my mother was in a car accident, my brother Is all this to be blamed on me?  Why, just because I'm the only one, well, just because I was born with a beautiful oval face?

    this oneEverything about it made me hate them even more, my neighbors, my classmates, my grandfather and Zimu even more, I hated it so much, but I have to face these people I hate every day.

    Zimu doesn't seem to know my hatred for him, or he pretends not to know, in front of me, he always pretends to be an older brother, protecting me, caring for me, leaving me with delicious food and fun  Take me to play together, like all good brothers do.

    And the more he does this, the more grandpa likes him, the more he hates me, and I am contradicting, suffering, hating, and loving in this cycle.  I don't deny that I love Zimu in my heart, he is the only relative in this world who treats me well.  But resentment blinded my eyes. I didn't know at that time that my feelings for Zimu were so deep.

    Thinking about it now, if my parents were still alive, how harmonious and warm our family of four would be, brothers and friends respectful, father loving and mother loving.  It's a pity that the weather is not beautiful, and the fate of our brothers and sisters is not good.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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