"Zixuan, Zixuan, wake up, wake up, what's wrong, my poor baby?" I opened my eyes in a daze, the soft light in the bedroom made me uncomfortable for a moment, in a trance, where the curtains It was so vague, I thought it was Zimu, he came back to see me.
Yang Yi gently wiped away the tears on my face, held me in his arms like a child, and gently coaxed me.
"Yang Yi, this is me, what's wrong?" I felt like my throat was on fire, and it was burning, and every word I said was like being cut by a blade.
"It's nothing, baby, you're having nightmares again. You yelled hard just now, but your throat hurts now, doesn't it?" Yang Yi explained gently, his handsome facial features were full of love and distress. His brows were twisted into the word "Chuan", and his eyes were full of helplessness and sadness.
I stretched out my hand, pressed it between his eyebrows, and rubbed it lightly back and forth, "Yang Yi, do you know that every time you frown, I feel so sad that I wish I could die." There was a hoarse voice Even I was taken aback. Is this still me with a voice like a nightingale?
Yang Yi's brows are not flattened like this, but I have no other way, can't I find an iron? He grabbed my restless hand, put it to his mouth and rubbed it a few times, "May I pour you some water to drink, please, your throat hurts, wait for me."
I nodded lightly and let him put me back under the soft blanket. Seeing Yang Yi pouring water lightly, I couldn't help but tears welled up in my eyes. For a long time, I felt that I would never think of him again when I was awake, but when I had such a real dream, I couldn't help but want to cry once.
Before he comes back, I must wipe away my tears, otherwise, Yang Yi's brows will wrinkle again. As soon as he frowned, I would feel even more distressed and sad.
Drinking water at a suitable temperature, listening to Yang Yi babbling, "Zixuan, it's been so long, you still can't let go of it, it's different now, you're still pregnant with our baby, If you keep worrying like this, not only will you be tortured, but your baby will also have an accident.¡±
I gently put my hand on my slightly protruding belly. There is a little life conceived here, a little life that I have been wanting for a long time. Although it is only three months old, I can feel its existence. Tenacious, growing up day by day. It requires strong support from the mother.
I suddenly felt that I was going too far. After so long, I would often be immersed in my own pain, ignoring Yang Yi, who loved me, and my in-laws, who were eager to hold my grandson and promised me, and even more, my stomach. Here is a lovely and healthy child.
I once again made up my mind to forget Zimu, together with another person, completely forget, and then start my new life again. I can¡¯t remember how many times I¡¯ve made up my mind. Although I ended up failing every time, for everyone¡¯s sake, I won¡¯t allow myself to give up.
Although I want not to give up in my heart, some memories seem to be engraved on my heart, always popping up from time to time, laughing at my cowardice and my failure. And I, like a mouse in a cage, cannot avoid it.
I can't escape the condemnation in my heart, I can't escape the yearning for him, and I have inexplicable feelings for that person. Although Yang Yi has always tolerated me, comforted me, and cared for me with the most magnanimous heart, I still need more time to forget, to be grateful, and to gain rebirth.
As soon as Yang Yi settled down, I turned off the light gently. I turned my back to Yang Yi, weeping quietly, trying not to let him notice. These days, as long as I dream of Zimu showing my back, my tears always It flowed out like a river breaking its embankment, as if it was going to drain my whole life.
Just as I was weeping carefully, but I didn't notice that Yang Yi turned his back to me, clenched his hands tightly into fists, clenched his teeth, and tightly squeezed his mouth. His eyes were wide open, full of Frustrated and helpless (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com