"Ajie, let's talk." Li Ya sat by the bed with the child in his arms. I sat down too.
"Thank you for not telling me about him and me in front of my parents." I knew it had something to do with it.
"I'm sorry for you. You don't need to say thank you. As long as you can be happy." As long as she is happy, my sense of guilt will be lighter.
"If I tell you that I still love you in my heart, you may feel sorry for me again, but the fact is that, he also knows my heart, and he didn't force me. In fact, he is my high school classmate. He hopes that I can I did not agree to marry him." Li Ya changed a lot, and stopped crying when talking about this.
"He is a good man, you should trust him, he will give you happiness." As a man, I, and I in the same situation, of course know that if a man accepts a woman who is married and has children , that means he really loves this woman. Isn't that what happened to me and Li Jing?
"I don't know either. Although I know you don't love me, I still want to wait. I don't have confidence in myself, but I still wait. I think one day if you are tired, you will come back, even if you just hold me Son, I will feel very satisfied when the family sits together and have a happy meal. I really don¡¯t have any extravagance anymore. My brother approached me, he was afraid that I would divorce you, and I said I would not leave, he I left with peace of mind. Can you understand what I have done?" Li Ya has become a sad person.
"Ya, don't be like this. I'm not worthy of your love. In fact, I approached you for a purpose from the very beginning. It was for your sister. I wanted to know her as early as when I was playing games. Before you came back When I was playing, I saw your sister, and she smiled at me. From that moment on, my heart was at a loss. Until I was sure that your sister in the game was Li Jing, my heart was fixed on her. Never I left. I'm sorry." Let's be more honest. I don't want Li Ya to wait any longer.
"I knew it a long time ago, otherwise I wouldn't have taken my sister's QQ number, and I wouldn't have stolen my mailbox. In fact, I lied to you too, as early as the day you picked me up, I knew that my sister was a gamer. At that time, I already guessed your love for my sister. Because that day, you kept looking at your brother's co-pilot, and the person sitting on it was my sister. Those emails you sent to my sister , do you know how I feel when I read it? I really want to hate my sister, but I find it hard to hate. My sister has always been a very kind person. Whether it is before high school or after high school, she puts The family is the first. But your appearance has changed the family. I have a new you in my heart. Let me tell you one more thing. In fact, my sister was pregnant with your child, but I aborted it. I still accompany her I went. Although my sister didn¡¯t tell me who the child belonged to, I could see the pain and reluctance in my sister¡¯s eyes.¡± My heart was in a mess again, how could this be? Did it happen after what happened in her dormitory? It turned out that she, her brother and Zhang Chao were deliberately contraceptive.
Why didn't she tell me, and wanted me to marry Li Ya, why did she hurt herself so much. Li Ya quickly supported me and fed me medicine. Said to me "Don't think too much, now you can only communicate with sister as relatives, you guys, it's really over, if you make things difficult for sister again, I really can't imagine your brother will do something What's the matter. He can really do anything for his sister. If you don't want to see more people get hurt, then don't do something wrong. Otherwise, you will be the one who regrets it." I have no doubts about Li What Ya said, I believe that brother will do anything for Li Jing. Could it be that the scene of letting her go a few years ago is going to happen again? I am really not reconciled. I punched hard on the bed.
"I didn't come here for me and them today, but for you, because I love you, so I don't want you to regret it in the future. If you are with my sister, it will only be pain, not happiness. Because my sister won't do it for you, And hurt more people. I think you know this better than me. I hope you can take care of yourself, I will leave Zimu here with you, take good care of him, and even more of yourself." Li Ya kissed Once Zimu was on the bed, he left.
I am very helpless and helpless now, and I keep thinking about what Li Ya said. It stimulates my nerves like a needle, my heart. My child with Li Jing is gone; my relationship with Li Jing will also end like this; so is my life also coming to an end soon? The woman I love with everything I have is about to leave again. I was overwhelmed with sadness. Zimu on the bed still called me hi-hah, I touched his face and hugged him in my arms. Let him fill my heart.
The Internet cafe is open again, and my account has been unfrozen, but I didn¡¯t go to Dad and Brother¡¯s company anymore, I opened a painting hall by myself, and I put Li Jing¡¯s sketch in the hall for everyone to see, but Put it in a glass cabinet by itself, so that no one else can touch it. My family didn't say anything about me,They are still very relieved that I have a legitimate career. Li Jing cried when she saw the painting. Because I have frozen her up. Between us, there is a thick anti-theft glass.
Brother often introduces people he knows to buy paintings in my painting hall. I don¡¯t know how to paint, so I can¡¯t explain to them the structure of the painting and who made it. I can only tell them how I felt looking at those paintings. The paintings I buy and sell always give people a poignant feeling. Make people obsessed, make people sad.
I still often go to the wooden house, and every time I close the painting hall at night. I love lying in that bed and thinking about everything about those ten days. Am I getting older? I often ask myself this question.
Zimu is five years old, and Yuki is five and a half years old. The two little guys are like brothers, playing together all day long, Li Ya will come to my hall to help every day, and Li Jing works in my brother's company. I didn't live back home either, I always lived in the house I rented. Li Jing and I occasionally met at home, and we only smiled politely and didn't say much. My brother treats Li Jing as well as before. It seems that my previous changes are all because of me.
Xiao Ximu is really handsome. Sometimes when they were not around, I would secretly take him to Xiali to change into girls' clothes. I hugged him along the way, and everyone said that this little girl was so cute. Little Ximu would be a little angry, and said childishly, "I'm not a younger sister, I'm a younger brother, and this dress is the latest style." This was my excuse to trick Ximu into wearing clothes. Just tell him that this is the latest style. Xiao Ximu is very fashionable, I think it is mainly because Li Jing often dressed him up when he was a child. Of course, when I got home, I would be scolded by my mother. Xiao Ximu also helped me and argued with his grandma, saying that this is the latest model. I am really happy. Zimu also clamored for the latest model, but my guy, no matter how he looks like a handsome boy, is not as handsome as Xiao Ximu.
My Ale seems to be a little old and doesn't like to move anymore. Of course I still dye it often. Xiaoxin was dead, Li Jing was unhappy for several days, and Li Ya was also unhappy. The dog has been with their family for almost ten years. It's not easy to live till now. Seeing them so sad, I was also a little scared. I was afraid that I would be sad when A Le left, so I quietly gave it away, but when I went out the next day, I would see a big silver-white wolf dog squatting sit outside the door. From that time on, I decided not to let it go, what should come will always come.
Li Ya didn't associate with that doctor Cai anymore, I knew her intentions, but for me, this kind of ordinary life can make my heart calm. I changed again to the me when Li Jing was not around, but my heart started to go numb.
Jay Chou's songs are very popular, and I have heard some of them, but the one that impressed me the most is "The End of the World". Let me feel a kind of intoxication in decadence. And I also listen to Faye Wong's songs. I like to listen to her song "Fleeing Years". This woman is another kind of lonely beauty.
Li Ya taught the two little guys how to play online games. Xiao Ximu and Zimu both like to play karting. The two asked Li Ya to apply for an account for them, and they often competed together. They didn't change the scooter. Bi, but Xiao Ximu wins every time. I quietly comforted my son, "People with simpler brains will be faster than smart people, because smart people usually chase these people all over the street." My son didn't understand my words at first, but after watching that kind of American blockbuster, he proudly said to Xiaomu Xi, "Brother is only chased by people, like a mouse." I swear, this last sentence is definitely not me Zimu must have learned it from TV. Fortunately, Xiao Ximu didn't understand. Sure enough, the brain is relatively simple.
I have been watching Prison Break recently, and Zimu is also watching it with me. He often asks me, "Dad, do you think Xiaoshuai looks like that Mike? Brother looks like that Sarah?" I laughed out loud, in Zimu's eyes , I feel that Ximu is like a girl, sometimes when the two of them play with relatives' children, Zimu will warn others not to bully his brother or touch his brother's face. It's really like being a brother. Fortunately, his fierce appearance really made those children a little scared.
Zimu likes Jackie Chan very much, and learned to fight from TV. Of course, he can't fight Yuki, and often finds me in trouble. Xiao Yuki doesn't like to watch these, he likes to watch cartoons, especially Naruto. Two children, one is strong and the other is gentle.
My life is to play with these children, and Li Ya is like an old couple, smiling occasionally, and Li Jing rarely sees them. We are all avoiding it. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com