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054 Two Possibilities

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    I feel very strange about that person's abnormal behavior.  After thinking about it carefully, I felt that this matter was a bit unusual.  It is estimated that the condition of father's examination is not very good, otherwise he would have gone to the hospital for examination in the morning, why he has not come back until now?  Thinking of this, my originally relaxed mood suddenly became tense again.

    When I got home, I put the New Year's goods I had handled in one place, and then rushed to the hospital in the town immediately.  After searching for a long time, he didn't see his father.  Was he hospitalized on the spot?  Whether it is or not, you have to check it out first.  So, I hurried to the inpatient department of the hospital.  An acquaintance among the hospital staff asked curiously when he saw my hurried appearance.  I heard that I came to find my father.  The acquaintance reminded enthusiastically: "The fourth grandpa didn't come. I heard that they seem to have gone to a certain (name of another township) hospital." After thanking me, I rushed out without hesitation.  Hospital.

    I rode the bike very fast, and I was still thinking about it in my mind.  A certain hospital, isn't that the hospital in the town where my little sister's home is located?  Presumably, the father chose to have the examination in that hospital because the younger sister's family had some acquaintances in the hospital.  Although the distance is not too far, it is rare for the father to go to the little sister's house to play.  In other words, after the inspection, the father will probably stay at the younger sister's house for a day or two.  After all, the younger sister is the father's daughter.  When I arrived at my daughter's house, how could there be any reason not to stay for a few days?

    Thinking about it, my cycling speed slowed down unconsciously.  Should I go or not?  Since my father went to the hospital at the little sister's house for an examination, and he hasn't come back for such a long time, most likely he wanted to spend a few days at the little sister's house.  In other words, my father did not suffer from some incurable terminal illness as he and others had speculated.  However, this possibility is not impossible.  Then should I go to my little sister's house to inquire about the situation?

    Perhaps, you will ask such a question: "Why hesitate, just call and ask if it is enough?" No, of course not!  Because, at that time, there were no wired telephones in rural areas, let alone mobile phones.  If there is a phone call, then the younger sister will probably notify me of the results of my father's examination immediately, so I won't have so many troubles.

    If my father really has no major problems, wouldn't it be embarrassing for me to go to my little sister's house and have "eyes are not eyes, and nose is not a nose" with my father?  If the father is really suffering from some incurable terminal illness, then it is estimated that the younger sister will try to find ways to hide it from the father for the time being.  If I just rushed in so recklessly, would it arouse my father's suspicion?  Once the father sees the clues, will the father's condition, which has suffered a huge psychological blow, deteriorate further?

    The bike has come to a complete standstill.  I leaned against the side of the road, constantly weighing the pros and cons in my mind.  At that time, I was a little hesitant in my heart. I didn't know whether to move on or go home.

    ?Although I have already quarreled with my father, but after all, blood is thicker than water, no matter how rigid the relationship is, it is difficult for me to abandon the inseparable father-son relationship.  In fact, I really wanted to rush to my little sister's house immediately and ask my father about the test results.  Only when I hear my little sister say that there is nothing serious about my father, can I be completely at ease.  Otherwise, my heart will only hang in that way all the time.  However, I was really afraid that my father, as the "signs" showed, would not be able to escape the pursuit of Hades this time.  Although I didn't really believe in any "signs" at that time, the so-called concern leads to chaos. It is precisely because of the existence of "signs" that I feel such fear in my heart now.  I am afraid that the "harbinger" will come true, I am afraid that what I heard from my little sister is the bad result of "father has an incurable terminal illness", I am afraid that I know that my father will die soon I have always been strong, but now  Some timid.  I wanted to avoid the cowardly thought that "it's better to know the truth a day later" in myself at that time.

    Of course, no one in this world is willing to admit that he is cowardly.  I was no exception at that time.  In fact, I'm not afraid of knowing the cruel truth, I just don't want to arouse my father's suspicion.  If I don't go, it's just for my father's sake.  Once the father knew the cruel truth, he would be scared to death.  I am so self-deceiving to think.

    Anyway, there are nothing more than two possibilities.  If there is really nothing wrong with my father, then it doesn't make much sense for me to go to my little sister's house now.  If my father was found to be terminally ill, then I, who had always been in a tense relationship, rushed over to visit so rashly, even a fool would realize that there must be something serious wrong with my body.  (Actually, this was just my stupid idea at the time. I can pretend that I went to my little sister¡¯s house to do other things. Maybe it¡¯s because of fear, so I must think so subconsciously.) Besides, if there is something  If it's a big problem, then the little girl will think about it anywayHe tried his best to inform my brother and me of the result of the inspection as soon as possible.  In other words, even if I don't go to my little sister's house to ask, then I will probably know about my father's condition tomorrow at the latest the day after tomorrow.  That being the case, why should I rush over now?

    Finally, I changed direction halfway and headed for my home.  Although there are two possibilities, my father may not necessarily be doomed, but I still feel restless because of nervousness.

    On the second day, I came to the main road early and kept watching from a distance.  At that time, my mood was contradictory. I hoped and didn't want to see my father as soon as possible.  No one likes the feeling of being constantly tormented psychologically.  So no matter what the result is, I will always feel more at ease after knowing it.  From this point of view, I hope to see my father as soon as possible.  However, I don't want my father to really suffer from a terminal illness.  If there are no major problems, then the father will probably stay at the younger sister's house for two more days.  But if the situation is very bad, then the younger sister will never dare to keep her father.  Because the younger sister is only a daughter after all, she naturally wants to let her father's two sons¡ªmy brother and I know about such a big event as soon as possible.  That is to say, if the father was really sent back early this morning, then the "sign" foreshadowed by the steamed bun would most likely come true!  From this perspective, I don't want to see my father as soon as possible.  Suffering from contradictions, my emotions gradually became irritable.  In the interval of watching, I walked back and forth restlessly on the side of the road, distracted.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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