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    It took eighteen months, and this article commemorating my father was finally completed intermittently.  In fact, during such a long period of time, I spent most of my time writing.  However, sometimes, for some special reasons, I have to stop updating.  For example, when my father was on May 7th, or on the anniversary of my father's death, in order to worship my father, I had to let go of everything in my hands.  I remember that during these eighteen months, I experienced two Qingming Festivals, and this article happened to be finished on this special day of Qingming Festival.  Of course, I didn't write the last Qingming, but in order to better remember my father, I wrote an extra chapter the day before yesterday.  I think I will never forget this special day and this special article.  Of course, I will never forget my father's voice and smile.  Also, as the only man in the family, I had to bravely take the lead, so during the two Spring Festivals after my father passed away, I had a lot of things to do, so I was forced to give up writing for several days  .

    For my father, I have been persisting.  Maybe, in the future, I will continue to write, but it may not be like it is now.  Maybe, in the future, I will stop writing and take a good rest for two days without any special reason.  Therefore, this article has a great possibility to become a milestone work in my life.

    Originally, I planned to divide this article into three major parts.  The first part is the basic chapter, which is the "documentary chapter" that everyone sees now.  In this chapter, I faithfully presented everything that happened to my father from cancer to death.  The second part is the ideal chapter, which is the "fantasy chapter" that everyone sees now.  In this chapter, I wrote my father from "dead" to "alive". In the end, under my pen, my father's "soul" went to another broader space for development.  Of course, at this point, I also decisively end this article.  In other words, in my conception, there is still a stillborn "third part".  I'm calling it "Thriller".  In the original design concept, I would write myself as "dead".  Then, I went through untold hardships, traveled through the vast "ghost domain", and finally came to the more mysterious "underworld" and reunited with my father.

    Perhaps, you will feel that it is unlucky to write like this.  In fact, not only you, but even my wife thinks so.  My purpose in writing is not fame and fortune, so I have remained unknown until now and have never received a single cent of financial benefit from writing.  I can't blame my wife either, anyone who sees me sitting in front of a computer for a lot of time every day and not getting any benefit from it is unlikely to support me.  In addition, the content I wrote has always been considered by my wife to be very unlucky and will bring bad luck to those around me, so the opposition became more intense.  If it weren't for my desperate persistence, perhaps this article would have been interrupted for a long time.  Fortunately, in the end, everyone took a step back. I promised not to write such unlucky articles in the morning, and my wife stopped nagging and objecting all day long.  Then, I can continue to write in relative calm.  Although my wife is a bit domineering, so domineering that she seriously interfered in my private space, but, after all, "one day husband and wife, one hundred days of kindness", I can't ignore my wife's psychological feelings at all.  Therefore, I decided not to start the "thriller chapter" in conception.  Because, true affection is actually giving.

    For the inseparable "father-son" love, I started the creation of "Tears from the Fall" without hesitation; for the harmony of the family, I decisively ended the "Thriller" chapter.  Although it has gone through many setbacks and tribulations, in any case, "The Fall of the Sky and Tears" is finally completed, and it is the first full-length novel I have completed in my creative career.  I used the greatest perseverance to complete such a commemorative article, just to love me and love my father.

    In this article, I have invested too much emotion and touched too much sadness in my heart.  In fact, my wife is also right. I keep writing like this, which may have a limited impact on others, but it is quite detrimental to my own body.  In the nearly two years of persistence, I feel that my physical condition is getting worse.  Perhaps, as I wrote myself in the article, "the saddest thing hurts the most is the sadness that is suppressed in the bottom of the heart".  However, this repressed sadness is not without benefits. After all, out of this accumulation of sadness, I have created three poems.  Of course, in the eyes of professionals, they are not poetry at all, but they still remember my sad journey.  Therefore, for me, they have profound meaning!  Therefore, I will present these three crooked poems like a treasure (in chronological order).

    The sky collapses and tears flow

    ?My father suffered from cancer and was powerless to save him.

    I regard my father's death as a collapse of the sky, and I cry silently with tears streaming down my face.

    Thoughts to no avail

    ? The age wasted in sadness and love, and it has been more than a year without knowing it.

    Father's voice and appearance are always collected, no matter whether the missing is fruitful or not.?

    ? Painful father's death

    The father and son are separated by yin and yang, sad and depressed, and heartbroken.

    Finally, I was able to talk with my father, but it turned out to be a dream.

    Finally, "The Fall of Heaven and Tears" is over, really over.  Maybe, there is loss in my heart, maybe, there is also lightness.  But, maybe, I will never get rid of the burden of this relationship for the rest of my life.  However, I am used to doing things from beginning to end, so after this, I will resume the update of "Return of Souls" soon.  However, this novel has been put down for too long. Maybe, I will have to go through a period of reorganization before I can recreate it (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com
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