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075 Thoughts in the Coffin

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    For a long time before, all my thoughts were focused on myself.  Anxious because I don¡¯t want to go into the ice coffin, worried because I¡¯m afraid of being frozen to death, sad because I feel like I¡¯m going to die soon, confused because I¡¯m still sane, proud because I discovered the reason why I didn¡¯t freeze to death, because I don¡¯t have to  Excited by death So, during this period of time, I hardly paid attention to the outside world.  It's different now, and I feel happier, so I started to pay attention to the changes in the outside world.

    Although separated by the ice coffin, my newly acquired special ability of hearing tracking is quite powerful, so all movements within a radius of ten meters cannot escape my tracking.  People keep coming.  The son was standing by the door, and whenever someone came over, he would kneel on one knee and return the salute.  Everyone who came brought at least a piece of yellow paper, because I could clearly hear the sound of the yellow paper touching the ground.  After putting down the yellow paper, these people will kneel down on their knees with a "plop", and then bow respectfully.  Few people leave as soon as they come, unless there is something urgent.  Generally, those who come to pay homage will take two steps forward after bowing down.  Even the slightest footsteps, I can capture them very accurately.  I can fully imagine the expressions of those people standing in front of the ice coffin and seeing their own faces through the transparent coffin lid.

    Possibly because I was in a better mood, I found that my thoughts seemed to start to become evil, which was a kind of mischievous evil.  If I suddenly opened my eyes while those people were watching through the transparent coffin lid, would there be any changes in the expressions of those people?  Perhaps, their original expressions of regret, sadness, or incredulity will instantly freeze, and then all expressions will turn into deep fear.  If you are a little timid, you will probably scream on the spot.  Some people even fainted from fright.  Possibly, among the people who come to worship, it is not ruled out that there are people who take pleasure in other people's misfortune.  I'd be more than happy to scare those people into fainting on the spot.  However, firstly, I can't control my own body at all, and secondly, I can't judge who has the idea of ??gloating, so in the end, such evil idea can't be put into practice.  Moreover, I am also afraid that if someone is scared out of good or bad, such as being scared out of mental illness or directly scared to death, wouldn't that be a crime?  Even those who gloat, I don't want to scare them into a bad situation.  Therefore, this kind of mischievous evil is only used to amuse oneself.

    After seeing my "remains", those people usually find a place to sit down and chat with relatively familiar people for a while.

    "Oh, I really didn't expect that he, who has always been in such a healthy body, would go so soon!" Many people would sigh in this way.

    "Who says it's not? Even now, I still don't believe it. Alas, this person is just fragile. He will be gone when he says he's gone" What's more, I will lament life from my experience  Impermanence comes.

    "However, it seems that so-and-so (the name of my nickname) looks very good, as if he is asleep." A wise man felt that it was obviously inappropriate to sigh so much at this moment of sadness, so he interfaced and changed the subject.  .

    "Well, I can do it too. It looks like XX (the name of my nickname) should be walking very peacefully!" The one who sighed just now felt something was wrong when reminded by others, so he followed the words of others very sensibly.  said down.

    At that time, my wife was standing by the side to entertain the guests coming in. Although she was a little busy, her attention was still attracted by such discussions.  "You guys are right. So-and-so (my nickname) passed away very peacefully. Before he left, he said more than once that his children are filial. They use money and work hard. What else is there?  Satisfied? In fact, not only us, even XX (my nickname) didn¡¯t expect that he would walk so fast. Alas, he couldn¡¯t keep his eyes closed for three days and three nights  But something happened while I was asleep No matter how I tried to rescue him, I couldn't save it" As he spoke, his wife's voice choked up.

    Seeing this, everyone hurriedly offered words of comfort.

    In fact, what my wife said is correct, and the children are really too kind to themselves.  I also remember my own words at that time, "Even if I close my eyes now, I will rest in peace!" Those were angry words when the severe pain in my body was unbearable.  At that time, I really wished that I would die immediately, so that I would not have to endure the endless pain.  However, what they said, including his wife, was all wrong.  It's not like I'm asleep, I'm literally "sleeping" all the time.  In my opinion, this is completely out of touch with the body, isn't it like falling asleep?  When I wake up, won't I still be alive and kicking?  Therefore, I cannot be said to have "walked peacefully" at all.  I haven't "walked" yet!  Unlike others, I am not really "dead", so can I be insecure?  of course??At this moment, I can only refute them in my heart.

    It's good that everyone didn't persuade, but this persuasion aroused the pain in my wife's heart, so she simply burst into tears.  Seeing my wife so sad, I really have the urge to break out of the coffin, and I want to tell her the good news that I haven't really "dead".  However, if this is the case, then the wife in grief may not necessarily feel happy, and may be frightened.  Maybe, if I really regained that ability, I might hesitate instead.

    Gradually, the wife's crying stopped.  What a good cry.  From it, I can feel the affection of my wife.  Oh, why didn't I notice it before?  Is this the so-called loss to know how to cherish?  I have begun to regret, why didn't I treat my wife better when I was healthy?  I bother!  What does it mean to "know how to cherish when you lose it"?  I haven't lost it yet!  I can definitely regain control of my body again!  Perhaps, this is just a test of our relationship as husband and wife.  In the future, I will definitely have a chance.  When I get back to normal, I will definitely treat my wife even better.  I will use the rest of my life to make up for what I owed my wife before.

    Although I didn't hear my son's crying, I know that my son's heart is no less sad than his wife's.  However, the son's personality is relatively reserved, so he will never cry like his wife in front of everyone.  Therefore, comparatively speaking, I am more worried about my son.  After all, this kind of crying is also a kind of emotional catharsis, which is actually very beneficial to relieve inner sadness.  Suppressing sadness in the bottom of my heart like a son is, but it is not good for the body.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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