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029 I'm not dead yet

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    After venting a lot, I tried my best to control my surging emotions and try to calm myself down.  In my impression, this "stroke" is usually just a situation where the body cannot move and the mouth cannot speak. I have never heard of a "stroke" that can't even open the eyes!  Even if you become an idiot in "Stroke", you should be able to open your eyes, right?  With such doubts, I began to keep trying to open my eyes.  Unfortunately, every attempt has ended in failure.

    It is said that unless the "stroke" kills, no matter how serious the "stroke" is, this ear can hear it.  Therefore, after a "stroke", the children of the elderly who are unable to move usually use unilateral speaking to communicate with them.  For example, whether to drink water or not.  Children make it clear to the elderly in advance, if the answer is affirmative, please blink your eyes.  Therefore, seeing the old man blinking constantly, the children at the side know that the old man wants to drink water.  Thinking of this, with the last ray of hope, I concentrated all my thoughts on my ears.

    Disappointingly, I also couldn't feel the existence of the ears.  At that moment, I realized with some horror that I seemed to have completely lost touch with my body.

    What exactly happened here?  Even if it was a "stroke", it wouldn't be such a weird situation, right?  Could it be that he is already "dead"?  Probably not!  If he was really "dead", according to the current popular atheism, he should have completely disappeared.  Even the feudal superstition in the past emphasized that people would turn into ghosts after death.  As far as I know, ghosts can also move freely, and at the same time, they can see the outside world and hear various sounds like ordinary people.  Judging from all kinds of common sense I know, I must not be "dead" yet!

    So, why did I completely lose touch with my body?  Perhaps the powerful thoughts I sent out just now had a certain effect, so when I was very confused, I suddenly noticed various sensations coming from my body.

    Haha I really didn't "die"!  After roaring with great happiness, I started my thoughts with all my strength.  At this moment, I feel that I have instantly become a powerful receiver, greedily accepting all kinds of information from my body.  It was a very magical feeling. Through the sense of touch in various parts of my body, I could tell that I was still lying on the hospital bed I was lying on before going to bed.

    Maybe it was because I was scared by the endless physical pain, so the first thing I thought of was to perceive my current physical condition.  Haha The endless pain miraculously disappeared completely!  This is really good!  This feeling without any pain is really wonderful!

    However, before I was intoxicated by that wonderful feeling, the sound of crying suddenly sounded.  Well, why is that voice so familiar!  Hey, it sounds like my wife's voice.  No, it's my wife!  Why is she crying so miserably?  Without knowing why, I listened carefully to my wife's cry with doubts.  Isn't that typical count cry?  According to what my wife cried, I found it amused that it was me who she cried!

    Alas, this silly girl, why didn't she understand the situation, so she started crying so disregarding her image?  In order to keep my wife from making a fool of myself, I eagerly yelled loudly: "Why are you crying! I'm not dead yet!"

    Hey, it's strange, why can't I make a sound?  In my opinion, since I can perceive everything in the outside world through my body, I should have regained the ability to act.  However, in fact it is not the case.

    Could it be because the consciousness has just recovered and I am still a little uncomfortable, so I can't make a sound?  Well, very likely.  Thinking of this, I was ready to scold again.  However, this time, I was obviously much more cautious than last time.  I first gathered my powerful thoughts infinitely, and then I started to send the strongest speaking signal to my body.

    What is frustrating is that this time, I still failed!  Could it be that my perception of the outside world just now was just an illusion?  I listen intently.  Yes, that is the cry of my wife!  I can't be more familiar with my wife's voice, and I can't go wrong with it!

    But, why, can't I speak?  Is it just the restoration of hearing?  It was precisely because of such doubts that I once again tried my best to perceive my body.  This can't be wrong!  I could actually feel that I was lying on a hospital bed.  This shows that my sense of touch must have recovered!  But why do I see a little light?  Even at night, the ward should be bright!  Because, at night, the lights in the ward will definitely be turned on.  Thinking of this, I tried to open my eyes.  noah!  I can't feel the existence of my eyes at all!  Could it be that he has completely lost his sight?

    What kind of shitty "stroke" is this?  It's a little too wicked!  Hmph, I just don't believe in this evil!  So, I started to issue various movement commands to the body again.  Sadly, I've failed again and again!

    It's really a bit evil!  People's "stroke" is at most unable to move the whole body.  But, when it's my turn, how come I can't move my whole body, can't see, can't speak?  In this way, wouldn't I become a prisoner completely imprisoned in the boundless darkness?  What's more, what's even more frightening is that I have completely lost all channels to transmit information to the outside world!

    Suddenly, a bone-chilling chill surged over.  God!  Could it be that I did something wrong in my previous life?  Why does God torture me so much?  If I can't get in touch with the outside world like this, I might as well just "die" and forget it!  In comparison, the original hateful scar that made people feel overwhelmed with pain, turned out to be cute.  After all, that kind of painful stimulation can at least make me feel that I am still alive.  But the current situation is definitely more uncomfortable than "dead".

    Just when I was so depressed that I wanted to cry, my son's familiar voice sounded in my ear.  It sounded like he was on the phone.  "So-and-so" "My dad has already left"

    "gone"!   What does "gone" mean?  Could it be that even my son thought I was "dead"?  This is really terrible!  "No! I'm not dead yet!" I yelled hoarsely.  It's a pity that now I can't reach my mouth at all, so no one can hear this "roar" except me!  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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