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022 Joy and Worry

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    For me now, let alone a day or two more, even an hour or two more, that is a very happy thing.  Therefore, thinking of this, I can't help but feel a great sense of relief.  After the son left, the 120 ambulance started.  Lying on a bed-like stroller, although it still feels a little wobbly, is still much more comfortable than lying on a battery tricycle.

    I remember that before, when I was in a car by myself, as long as I swayed a little, drowsiness would come rushing in.  Then, he would snore like thunder without knowing it.  The people in the car are naturally disgusted, so someone will push themselves awake immediately.  However, it didn't take long for me to snore like thunder again

    Logically speaking, lying down should be more comfortable than sitting, so it should be easier to fall asleep while lying down.  However, I couldn't fall asleep while lying down.  What makes people feel even more strange is that in the past, they snored like thunder when they were in good health and full of energy; now, my body and spirit are exhausted to the extreme, even without the bumps of the car, as long as I lie down, I should be fine.  You'll be falling asleep soon.  During the whole journey, although my eyes were closed, my mind was very clear.  I haven't slept for three days and three nights. I feel very sleepy, but I just can't sleep.

    However, after closing my eyes and resting my mind all the way, I feel that my spirit seems to have recovered a lot.  When the small cart I was lying on was pushed again, I slowly opened my eyes.  What I saw was a very familiar building.  I know that the People's Hospital is here.  The staff on the ambulance couldn't be more familiar with this place, so after entering the gate, I was pushed straight into the emergency waiting room by them.  I was moved from the trolley to a bed in the emergency waiting room.

    Maybe it's because of the tossing along the way, maybe it's because the stiffness of the body is gradually disappearing, maybe it's because God wants to give me more time After I was lying on the hospital bed, put on an oxygen mask and received intravenous drip,  The excruciating pain began to reappear.  The lungs that had been quiet for a long time also began to toss, so the severe cough that had disappeared for a long time returned strongly again.  It would be better if it was just a cough, but after each cough, a lot of phlegm would be sprayed from the throat.  From time to time I had to take the oxygen mask off and spit out that choking phlegm.  Of course, at this time, my wife who is standing by will wipe it for me with tissue paper in time.  Although it feels painful, at least it made me regain the feeling of the time before "Back to the Light".  It seemed that in just a short while, all the vitality that had been almost exhausted in the morning returned to the body again.  This made me believe in my wife's words of "preparing to fight in the hospital for a few days".  In my opinion, although the body is very painful now, compared with the body stiffness in the morning, it should be regarded as a gratifying change.  At this moment, the pain that had tortured him to death before seemed cute.  Because, at least the bursts of pain from the body made me feel like I was still alive.

    Although he was tossed by severe coughing from time to time, his spirit became clear.  When I first came here, I saw my daughter walking out with a list.  I know that my daughter should go through various procedures for herself.  Alas, it would be great if I could keep up now, then I would be able to know some real conditions of my body.  No, it's better not to follow.  Because, once I follow up, my daughter will inevitably have scruples when speaking, so it will be difficult for the doctor to understand her true condition.  However, at this point, even if the doctor knows his true condition, is there any way to save him?

    When I was in pain and joy, my son finally arrived in a hurry.  Seeing his panting appearance, I feel a little distressed.  During this period of time, the children did suffer a lot for me.  Alas, perhaps, his departure is also a kind of relief for them, right?  Thinking of this, the joy of being alive was immediately swept away.

    After the son put the big and small bags of sundries under the bed, he immediately took over the position of his wife, and carefully and gently wiped away the spewing phlegm for me.  Alas, with such a son, I can leave with peace of mind.  The reason why my son did this is that on the one hand, he wanted to fulfill his responsibilities as a son of man to me; on the other hand, he felt sorry for his mother.  Reminded by the son, the wife sat on the edge of the bed for a rest.

    "Oh, my wife, I have suffered a lot for you these days!" I looked at the tired-looking wife apologetically, and sighed apologetically in my heart.

    "This nasty cancer!" I couldn't help cursing in my heart.  If it wasn't for this esophageal cancer, then how could I have fallen to this point!  The most important thing is that if it wasn't for the damn cancer, then the family members wouldn't have to suffer with me!  The point is, it's nothing more than a reward for such efforts.  Alas, seeing how I am now, what is the meaning of everyone's hard work?righteous?  Had I known this, I should have refused treatment at the time.  In this way, it is also good for relatives to suffer less.

    Just when my mind was stirring, my daughter had already completed all the procedures.  Then, a staff member came over and pushed the hospital bed to the corresponding department.  Since entering the Municipal People's Hospital, I have kept my eyes open.  Judging from the scenery along the road, the place to go this time should be different from the place where I was hospitalized for surgery last time.

    After leaving the outpatient building, under the stimulation of the strong light outside, I had to close my eyes slightly.  After bumping for a while, we came to another building.  As soon as I saw it, I knew it was the old inpatient department of the Municipal People's Hospital.  Alas, let¡¯s say goodbye to the old and welcome the new!  It seems that I have become an old man who is about to be fired!

    The staff didn't care about my state of mind, they just pushed the hospital bed into the old building and came to the elevator.  This place is obviously much colder than the new building, so I was pushed into the elevator after waiting for a long time.  This old inpatient building is much shorter than the new inpatient building, and it is impossible to have seventeenth, eighth, or ninth floors, so almost instantly, I was pushed out of the elevator again.  After passing through the long and narrow passage, I turned another corner, and then I was pushed into a ward by the staff.

    Looking around, I feel that this place is much dilapidated and crude than the ward I lived in before.  Moreover, in terms of feeling, the space is much smaller.

    At this time, although my body was in pain, I felt that my physical strength seemed to have recovered a lot.  Therefore, this time, I moved to the bed in the ward by myself with the help of medical staff.  This move of mine has undoubtedly made the mood of my loved ones who are in the midst of great anxiety a lot better.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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