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    Such an uncertain weather is somewhat similar to our mood during this time.  The slightest change in my father affects our sensitive and fragile nerves.  Even a little bit of aggravation brings our hearts to the bottom of our hearts, and we rejoice when we see even a little bit of hope.  The extreme mentality that appears alternately is almost breaking through the limit that our spirit can bear.  But, for the sake of our father, we can only grit our teeth and hold on.  The most painful thing is that no matter how worried and hurt we are, we cannot show even the slightest bit in front of our father.

    I don't know what this "moody" weather actually symbolizes?  Good or bad "signs"?  Fortunately, my father did not associate the abnormal weather with the so-called "symptoms".  In the turbulence of the car, the extremely exhausted father finally fell asleep soundly.  Perhaps it had something to do with his mood. The father in his sleep showed a rare and peaceful expression.

    Nearly half of the journey, my father was sleeping.  In order not to disturb my father, the car also fell into relative silence, except for the roar of the engine and the occasional car horn, there was no other sound.

    finally reached.  Before we could shout, my father woke up by himself.  He opened the door and helped his father out of the car first.  Then I ran home with the sponge pad and pillow as fast as possible, while my mother and cousin supported my father from left to right and walked slowly.

    When I made the bed in the middle hall, my father just arrived.  With our support, my father slowly lay down on the bed.  I covered my father with the quilt, and then I breathed a sigh of relief.  Although it was already summer at that time, my father's body was extremely weak, so as long as he was lying down, he needed something to cover his body.

    Compared with the last time we went to Nanjing, we were obviously much more prepared this time.  There is a special car, which saves the tiredness of walking; with a sponge pad, you can lie down and rest more comfortably while waiting in the hospital; the time to come and go is shorter, and you can effectively avoid greater physical and mental consumption  However, the current father can no longer compare with that time.  Although at that time, I also felt my father's weakness, but compared to now, both physically and mentally are much stronger.  Therefore, even with full preparations, my father still felt very tired after such a long journey.

    Seeing my father's appearance, I was not only heartbroken, but also deeply worried.  I am very worried that the fatigue caused by this trip to Nanjing will hurt my father's vitality; I am very worried that my father will lie down for three or four days like last time; I am very worried that the benefits of going to the doctor in Nanjing will outweigh the benefits

    It is not the first time that this feeling of worrying about gains and losses has appeared.  I don't like to worry about gains and losses.  However, under the circumstances at the time, I could not control my thoughts and emotions at all.  I think that no matter who it is, when they encounter the same situation as me, they can't help but worry about gains and losses.

    It's past twelve o'clock, so we naturally have to stay with my cousin for dinner.  However, my cousin said that there are still many things waiting for him to deal with at home.  So he hurried back.

    With the joint efforts of my mother and me, lunch was ready soon.  After a short rest, while eating, I felt that my father's spirit seemed to be much better.  However, the worries in my heart have not diminished.

    After lunch, I quietly accompanied my father at the dining table.  During the operation, the attending physician once solemnly ordered that he must not lie down immediately after each meal, because it would easily cause food reflux and infect the esophageal interface.  Therefore, after each meal, my father insisted on sitting for ten minutes.

    Looking at my father who was picking his teeth with a toothpick, I always felt that he inadvertently showed a faint worry.  Could it be that father has realized something?  Although he was worried, his expression was as calm as ever.  I tentatively asked with some worry: "Dad, is there something on your mind?"

    "What's on my mind? No, what's on my mind?" After resolutely rejecting my guess, my father went on to say, "I just remembered after eating that I often have stomach gas.  It's like hiccupping. This 'old woman' (a kind of nickname, which means close relationship) is really powerful. After feeling the pulse, I realized that I have such a problem. But, at that time, when she asked, I didn't reply for a while.  I took it easy, so I answered her with 'no'! I am a little worried now, will my wrong answer affect her prescription?"

    After listening to my father's explanation, I knew that he had no doubts about his illness, so I finally let go of my long-hanging heart.  "Dad, what you said just now is just a small problem, and the impact should not be too great." I said comfortably.

    "Didn't you say earlier that the results of the reexamination showed that I have residual gastritis! I'm afraid that the upsurge of gas is due to something wrong with the stomach. If it's because ofThe answer made the old woman prescribe less medicine to treat gastritis. What should I do if the gastritis worsens?  "

    What my father said next immediately made my heart that had just let go hang again.  Because, according to the results of the examination, the recurrence of my father's esophageal cancer started from the stomach.  Now, my father already feels sick to his stomach.  I was really afraid of what my father would learn from it as it got worse.  Fortunately, after a long period of exercise, my level has been greatly improved, and now I am fully able to calm my anger and "be happy and angry".  Try to get out of the chaotic thoughts in the shortest possible time.

    "Dad, you don't have to worry at all. Because, before you entered the outpatient room, I had already told her the results of the reexamination. She knew that you had residual gastritis. I think this Chinese medicine should contain ingredients for treating gastritis.  Besides, even if you don¡¯t have it, you don¡¯t need to worry. Don¡¯t forget, you have to hang the water every day! When the time comes, I¡¯ll tell the doctor in the town hospital to add some medicine for gastritis.  .¡± At that time, I myself admired my resilience.  My extraordinary performance this time was completely forced out.

    After listening to my reasonable analysis, the worried look on my father's face gradually disappeared.

    Of course I know, "Paper can't contain fire after all", and one day, my father will know the truth.  But, for the sake of my father, I can only "keep it a secret for a day".  At that time, I still had such fantasies.  That is, before her father discovered the truth, the traditional Chinese medicine prescribed by Xu Hefen had played a huge role, successfully controlling the proliferation of cancer cells.  At that time, even if my father knows the truth, I don't have to worry at all.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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