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093 At a loss

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    What my sister said was really reasonable, so after listening to it, my disordered and impatient heart gradually settled down.  "It's just that, apart from 'chemotherapy', I really can't think of any other way to have a glimmer of hope." I said in a slightly bitter tone.

    "I can understand your mood, because now I am as anxious as you. Regardless of the possible harm caused by 'chemotherapy', but as far as your father is concerned, are you confident that you can pass it?" Seeing that my tone was a little loose, my sister said  Without losing the opportunity, he asked me a question.

    "Father, what do you mean?" If it were normal, I would definitely know what my sister meant.  It's just that my mind was a little confused at the time, so my thinking inevitably seemed dull.

    "Originally, we stood in the same camp as my father and opposed 'chemotherapy'. Now, suddenly, we support 'chemotherapy' again. Will my father doubt it? Even if my father does not doubt it, but without knowing the truth, you  Do you think your father will accept 'chemotherapy'? If we tell the truth, first, can you guarantee that your father can withstand such a heavy blow psychologically, and second, can you guarantee that your father who knows the truth will definitely accept us?  The suggestion of 'chemotherapy'? If after telling the truth, my father has suffered an unbearable mental blow and is unwilling to accept 'chemotherapy', then what should we do?"

    My sister's realistic and sharp questions made me break out in a cold sweat.  It seems that what my sister said before is good, but I am concerned about it, and I am a little too impatient.  After my sister's extremely meticulous and in-depth analysis, now my determination to let my father try "chemotherapy" is not as firm as it was at the beginning.  "Then we might as well think about it carefully. But even if there is no 'chemotherapy', we can't just wait like this? Let's think about it together and see if there is any other better way to save it. Even if  There is only a glimmer of hope, we all have to try!"

    From my words, my sister heard the same concern and unwillingness as hers.  So after hearing my reminder, I hurriedly said comforting words: "You don't need to tell me, I know it too. Don't worry, I will work with you to find a way and try our best to save it."

    After hanging up the phone, I felt a little lost.  I don't know what to do next.  I seem to have lost hope.  As if in a vast fog, I lost my way

    At this moment, I began to miss the time in the hospital.  Although it was very bitter and tiring at the time, that kind of suffering and tiredness mainly came from the body and was completely tolerable.  From a spiritual perspective, I was full of hope at that time.  Watching my father recover day by day, no matter how hard and tired I am, I also feel that I am full of infinite motivation every moment.  Because, I feel that my suffering and tiredness can be exchanged for my father's health.  During that time, the spiritual pleasure could completely cover up all kinds of physical pain and tiredness.  Even now, I am somewhat amazed that I was able to "fight" (take care of my father) for more than 30 hours without sleep.

    However, the news of the recurrence of my father's esophageal cancer, like a heavy blow, shattered all my hopes.  In fact, even if I want my father to go to "chemotherapy", I just plan to give it a try with a ten-thousandth hope.  I know that when my father has already confirmed the recurrence, the probability of his "chemotherapy" success must be lower than the normal 20 to 30%.  What's more, through my sister's analysis, I have realized that I have to bear the huge risk of my father's complete mental breakdown before giving it a try.  As a result, the original one-ten-thousandth hope seemed to be stifled.

    what to do?  If there is no "chemotherapy", is there any other way to save it?  I racked my brains thinking about it, and my headache was splitting.  In this situation, how can there be any complete solution?  Don't say that I'm a layman, even a medical expert will probably have a big headache when encountering this kind of situation.

    At noon, when my wife came home from get off work, she was obviously shocked when she saw me.  "What's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable?" The wife asked with concern because of worry.

    "It's not uncomfortable at all! Why do you ask that?" I asked very strangely.

    "Why do I ask such a question? Go look in the mirror yourself and see your haggard appearance"

    Before my wife could finish speaking, I rushed to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. Sure enough, my eyes were red and my spirits were listless, as if I had changed.

    "Don't be dejected, tell me, what happened?" My wife knows me very well, and when she sees me like this, she knows something is wrong with me.

    "You know about my dad's relapse, right?"

    "Well, I see. Could it be related to this?" In order to cooperate with me, my wife asked me knowingly.

    "Yes. It is precisely because my father relapsed too quickly, so there is basically no sure way to deal with it. In a situation where there is nothing to doI only want my father to try 'chemotherapy' under these circumstances.  However, when I called to negotiate with my sister, my sister raised objections.  In her opinion, one, the risk of 'chemotherapy' is too great, and her father's current body may not be able to bear it; two, once her father knows that she has relapsed, it may bring a fatal blow.  Do you think we should try the effect of 'chemotherapy'?  "At that time, I still hesitated and struggled in my heart. After all, it was about my father's life. It was really difficult to make a decision!

    My wife knew that I was eager to get an answer from her, so I quickly replied: "You should know your father's temper better than me. If you don't let him know that your esophageal cancer has recurred, then he will definitely not accept 'chemotherapy'  Yes! However, once your dad finds out the truth, you are likely to take two major risks. One is your dad¡¯s complete mental breakdown.  The end; the second is that although your dad has withstood a huge mental blow, he still refuses to accept "chemotherapy".  ', then you can be sure that 'chemotherapy' will prolong his life? What if it is accelerated death? Maybe you are a fan of the authorities, and now you are not as wise as you used to be. I personally do not recommend trying  Try 'chemotherapy', a very risky treatment."

    Is it really a fan of the authorities?  Of course I disagree with my wife's point of view.  In fact, I just cared too much about my father, and I just didn't want to give up my efforts.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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