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082 Regret

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    Originally, after lunch and a nap, the parents were ready to go back to their hometown.  But how can we have the heart for our father, who has not recovered to his full state, to endure the hardships of traveling and traveling continuously?  After our persuasion, our parents finally agreed to our reasonable request to rest in the urban area for one night.

    That night, my father took a hot bath.  This reminds me of my father taking a shower here before the operation.  Last time, my father always thought the water temperature was low, but when we took a shower, the water temperature was okay, and it didn't feel cold at all. This time, I kept standing outside the door and asked anxiously.  If the water is cold, then I can turn up the temperature of the water heater in time.  However, my father's answer has always been "the water temperature is okay, not cold!" Later, when we took a shower, the water temperature was just right.  The significant changes before and after the operation showed that my father's physique is now much stronger than that at that time.  This made my faith in my father's recovery all the stronger.

    The next morning, after I had sent my parents to the bus, I returned home with some reluctance.

    It is precisely because of the good test results that the vigilance in my heart has been greatly reduced, so I can stay with my wife and children in the urban area more safely, and I can do everything for my wife who is nervously reviewing for the exam without any scruples.  logistics work.

    The result of the second review is still good.  On the Saturday following the second review, I safely accompanied my wife and children to Nanjing.  Because, my wife's exam is on Sunday.  We still didn't go home this weekend.  In fact, it was a very special Sunday.

    At that time, I only thought about my wife's exam, and I didn't realize the special nature of that Sunday.  Later, I finally found out that that day was actually the annual "Father's Day"!  This is the last "Father's Day" in my father's life!  But on such a festival of profound significance to my father, I was far away in Nanjing; even on the last "Father's Day" that my father celebrated, I didn't even make a phone call.  I regret it!  I hate myself for being so careless!  I hate myself for not knowing that it was "Father's Day"!  Even if you are accompanying your wife to take the exam in Nanjing, it is not an exaggeration to call your father and say "Happy Holidays", right?  Unfortunately, I did nothing!  On that day, I actually did nothing!  Every time I think of this, I have the urge to slap myself hard.  If "smacking" myself can make me do it all over again, then I will definitely pump myself like a "dead pig" without hesitation!  Unfortunately, time cannot be turned back.  No matter how remorseful I am, I can't make up for the huge fault caused by my momentary carelessness.

    "Father's Day", as the name suggests, is a festival to thank fathers.  This festival originated in the United States. In fact, not many Chinese celebrate this festival.  Perhaps, my father didn't even know there was this festival.  But whether father knows or not, on this special day, it is not a bad thing to get together with father and let him feel our admiration.  What's more, the current father is still enduring the unbearable physical and mental suffering of ordinary people?  I think, in this very special festival, the true feelings of those of us who are children will definitely make my father's spirit very happy.  Regardless of whether this kind of spiritual joy is helpful to the father after the operation, just "making the father happy" is definitely something worth feeling extremely happy.  However, when I was supposed to let my father feel the warmth and affection, I was far away in Nanjing.  What's more, I didn't know that it was Father's Day, and I couldn't even do such a trivial thing as a phone call to say my best wishes!  Hate, I really hate myself!

    If I knew that it was the last "Father's Day" that my father spent, then I would not let my wife go to Nanjing for the exam anyway.  We are still young after all.  If you fail the exam this year, you can take it next year, and if you fail the exam next year, you can take the next year.  But by forfeiting this opportunity to celebrate his own holiday with my father, we have lost it forever.  I can be sure that this has become a pain that can never be erased in my life.

    If I knew that my father would pass away soon, I would definitely choose the former without hesitation between being with my father and supporting my wife.  Unfortunately, at that time, I did not have the ability to predict the future.  Therefore, this also led me to make a wrong decision that I regret for the rest of my life.  No matter how regretful you are, you can't change the fait accompli after all.  It is precisely because the facts cannot be changed that the regret in my heart still continues.

    I think it's not just that I don't have the ability to predict the future.  After all, people with such extraordinary abilities only exist in comics.  Although the old adage "tomorrow after tomorrow, so many tomorrows" is known to almost everyone, how many people can really put it into practice and truly cherish time?  I just made the huge mistake of "playing the game" when it came to dealing with my father.?, causing myself to lose many precious opportunities to meet my father who only had a short final time.  When my father's situation is unknown, I should put everything aside and wait by my father's side to fulfill my filial piety.

    Here, I just hope to remind friends who are still not vigilant through the painful lesson that made me regret my whole life.  Please cherish today's precious time!  Don't slack off just because your parents are in good health now.  Don't place your hopes on tomorrow!  "When you are free tomorrow, you must go home and visit your parents!" Maybe you will never have to go back until "tomorrow"!  The world is unpredictable, who can say what will happen "tomorrow"?  Let alone old parents, even young people who are alive and well, cannot guarantee that they will be able to see the sun tomorrow.  Every day, the world does not know how many young people lose their precious lives in accidents such as car accidents.  Rather than pinning filial piety on the illusory "tomorrow", it is better to cherish every minute and every second of the real "today"; rather than regretting for life because of the lateness of one's filial piety, it is better to earnestly start to be filial from now  .

    No one wants to regret, but life is full of regrets all the time.  In order to make yourself less regretful, you must have the awareness to seize every minute and every second of the present.  From now on, spend more time with your parents; from now on, treat your parents better;  Regret less.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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