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045 Staying Late at Night

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    After ten o'clock in the evening, the lively ward gradually fell into silence.  There is no sound of TV, no sound of chatting, only the sound of even breathing after falling asleep soundly.  Such a quiet environment is the most suitable for sleeping.  But it is precisely because it is so suitable for sleeping that for me, it feels extra painful.

    Although I know that without the infusion, the potential danger faced by my father has been reduced a lot, but I can't guarantee that there will be no danger.  I dare not have the slightest negligence.  As the tiredness continued to strike, the temptation of the bed became more and more obvious.  For someone like me who hasn't had a regular rest for several days in a row, resisting such temptations is especially difficult.

    The eyelids are getting heavier and heavier.  Especially after just beating his father.  It is precisely because my father does not need to eat with his mouth, and every time I control the temperature of the soup just right, so at night, every time I fight for food, I do it quietly, and I have never woken up my father from his sleep.  Brilliant record.  When hunting for food, if you have something to do and are careful, you will naturally not feel drowsy.  But once this tedious and delicate work is done, as my mind relaxes, and there is still plenty of time (one hour later, I need to eat again), the sleepy bugs in my body start to activate.

    At first, with his strong will, he could barely resist.  I tried my best to support my increasingly heavy eyelids and try my best to keep my eyes open.  Later, not only did the eyelids become heavy like a mountain, but even my own consciousness began to blur.  His incomparably strong will seemed to become weaker and weaker under the strong temptation.  Even if I try my best to resist, it seems impossible to stop.  Gradually, the state of opening the eyes became less and less obvious.  Finally, the upper eyelid and the lower eyelid completed the first victory meeting.

    Suddenly, I felt as if I had fallen into a bottomless abyss.  In the process of my head falling in a dazed state at an extremely fast speed, I suddenly woke up.  Nervous and ashamed, I raised my still confused head immediately, and lifted the indescribably heavy upper eyelid with great difficulty.  Concern for my father became the strongest stimulant for me to dispel drowsiness.  With the support of extremely strong perseverance, I vigorously shook my extremely heavy forehead.  Then stood up and walked back and forth a few times.  The effect is immediate, every step I take, my consciousness will be clearer, and the weight on the eyelids will also be reduced by one point.  When I felt refreshed and refreshed, I sat down at my father's bedside again.  Of course, even as I walked back and forth, my eyes scanned my father from time to time.

    After sitting down again, my heart was full of annoyance.  How could I almost fall asleep?  What if he really fell asleep and something unexpected happened to his father?  Could it be that my love for my father is not deep enough?  Otherwise, how could I doze off at such a critical moment?  Thinking of this, deep in my heart I was filled with deep reproach to myself.

    In annoyance and self-blame, I took out my phone and checked the time.  Consciousness suddenly tightened.  No, it's time for a snack.  damn it!  What's going on with me, I almost missed something big.

    After cursing secretly in my heart, I quickly got busy again.  Pour out an appropriate amount of the cooled nutritious rice soup in the thermos cup, and then take the bowl containing the rice soup to the public microwave oven on the 21st floor to heat it as quickly as possible.  And rushed back as fast as possible.  The next step is to draw it with a syringe and test the temperature with the palm of your hand.  Sitting beside his father's bed, he quietly took the nutrition tube on his father's nose, folded it backwards, pulled out the stopper, and stuffed the syringe into it.  Push the syringe slowly.  Push half a small frame each time, then count three silently in your heart, and then advance half a small frame.  After more than two minutes, a syringe full of nutritional rice soup was injected into the nutritional tube.  Fold in reverse again, pull out the syringe, and insert the stopper.  After washing the syringe, rinse the nutrition tube with a little warm water according to the above steps.  Therefore, a whole set of tedious and delicate beating process was successfully completed.

    I sat next to my father's bed again.  In the huge ward, everyone except me was sleepy.  If it is daytime, I have to look at the infusion bottle, wipe my father's saliva from time to time, and help him turn over from time to time, so I am constantly busy, even if I am depressed, I will never have the leisure to doze off.  Unfortunately, it is night now, no need for infusion, and my father has already fallen asleep, no longer coughing, no need to turn over.  Not to mention that I am physically exhausted, even if I am full of energy, but in the silent night when there is nothing to do, if I just sit silently, I will feel sleepy over time.

    I was annoyed and blamed myself just now, but not long after the beating was completed, my unsatisfactory eyelids began to gradually become heavy again.  The deep tiredness swept in wave after wave unstoppably, and they kept washing away the fortress of my strong will.  I resist desperately, I forceStrongly support.  But the upper and lower eyelids still began to fight unstoppably.  Every time you lift your upper eyelid, it takes a lot of effort.  The upper eyelid, which weighed more than Mount Tai, finally closed completely with the lower eyelid.  I, who was already unconscious, still couldn't stand the huge temptation after all.  My head fell heavily again.  The rapid movement of the free fall woke me up again.

    I stood up abruptly.  If it weren't for the dead of night, then I would definitely roar.  God!  Why am I so unlucky!  I really want to give myself a hard time.  I walked back and forth by my father's bed again.  There is a kind of anger in my heart that I can't forgive myself.

    asshole!  What a jerk!  How come I almost fell asleep again!  I growled inside myself.

    The soaring anger well dilutes his deep drowsiness.  So, I sat next to my father's bed again.  Now, until the next time, I didn't make the unforgivable mistake (dozing off) before.  This may have something to do with my fear of missing the time for eating.

    ?After finishing the food fight again, the anger in my heart has faded to almost nothing.  Sitting quietly, I was once again honored to be favored by sleepy bugs.  This time, I still had a "beautiful free fall" involuntarily!  Annoyed and blamed again.  Of course, having learned my lesson, I finally don't want to let this disappointing state repeat itself again and again this time.  Therefore, I began to think hard about an effective prescription to completely eliminate the bad phenomenon.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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