This is a long and painful waiting process. Although I can't write at all, I still try to stay in the room as much as possible. Because I was afraid that my father would see through my anxiety and worries.
In the evening of the next day, I finally received a text message from my wife to remind me that the result came out and it was malignant. Although I have already made mental preparations, but because there is still a little fluke in my heart, the moment I saw the text message, I felt my head "boom", and the whole person completely fell into a state of almost stillness. It took a long time to come back to my senses.
After quickly adjusting and feeling as usual, he walked out of the room. Force a smile. "Baby, didn't you say you wanted to go out to play? Let's go, Dad will accompany you."
"No, I want grandma to accompany me!"
"Hey, grandma wants to accompany grandpa!" I said while stretching out my right hand.
Children are easy to coax. After listening to me, I jumped up and down and took my hand, and went out to play happily.
In our community, I found a relatively safe place far away from the main road. After telling the baby to "play by yourself for a while, don't run away", I quickly called my sister.
"Sister, the results came out, and it's malignant!" I said straight to the point.
After my sister heard this, she probably sank to the bottom of her mood all of a sudden, and was in a daze for a long time. "Should we go to Nanjing?"
Although the tone was hesitant, I could hear the anxiety in my sister's heart. "I'm just afraid that Dad won't go." I replied with some helplessness.
"It doesn't matter, let's say that everything is ready, even the car is found. I don't believe this, Dad will insist!" The sister's attitude was very firm.
"You underestimated Dad's stubbornness!" I didn't want to hit my sister, but I just wanted her to have a mental preparation in advance, "It's okay to try it. You call a car and come here. Be sure to remember, just say that the fax is not It¡¯s possible to post it, but I just sent the pictures from the Internet. From the pictures, we can¡¯t judge whether it is benign or malignant. We must not reveal any flaws.¡± I reminded with some anxiety.
"Okay, don't worry, I know!" After speaking, my sister hung up the phone immediately, probably looking for a car.
Immediately afterwards, I called my wife again, and very solemnly agreed with her. After thinking about it several times, I felt that there would be no more flaws, and then I returned home with my baby who was having fun.
My father was watching TV in the living room. When he saw my baby and I came back, he asked a little puzzled, "I'm back so early! Why don't you play a little longer?"
After I sent the baby to watch TV by himself, I replied in a calm tone as much as possible: "So-and-so (the name of my wife) called me and said that the result has come out."
Father was obviously stunned for a moment. Although he soon returned to normal, the trembling in his tone was very obvious. "what's the result?"
"Don't know?" In order not to reveal the truth, I tried my best to maintain my emotional stability.
"Didn't the result come out! How could you not know?" My father asked very dissatisfied.
"Because the fax couldn't be sent, Tongxiang sent the most important pictures of the inspection results from the Internet. So-and-so (the name of his wife) said that she couldn't understand those pictures, so she couldn't judge whether they were Benign or malignant." I patiently explained.
It can be seen that the father's hanging heart was temporarily relieved, and he continued to watch TV without further questioning. It's just that the father's spirit seems to be in a trance. The result is about to be announced. At this moment, the tension in my father's heart can be imagined.
Finally got confused! While I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, I hurried to the room as if fleeing. Because, I was very afraid that I would accidentally show my flaws in front of my father.
Not long after, there was a knock on the door, and I knew it was my sister. Hurry up and open the door.
Father's actions were obviously much slower. Although he was closer to us and planned to get up, he still fell behind me in the end. Seeing my sister coming, my father asked with some doubts: "Why are you here?"
"Dad, I'll pick you up to Nanjing!" My sister said straight to the point.
"Why are you going to Nanjing?" The father's tone was a little displeased.
"The result has come out, take it to the doctor in Nanjing." The sister replied.
"Why did you show it to doctors in Nanjing? Wouldn't the doctors at the Municipal People's Hospital not see it?"
"It's not the same. The level of Nanjing University Hospital must be higher." After my reminder, my sister was already mentally prepared, so she persisted very patiently.
"I don't know what's going on now? Maybe there's no need for surgery at all, ?"To put it another way, it doesn't mean that the Municipal People's Hospital can't do such a minor operation even if it requires an operation. Why do you have to go to Nanjing to spend those stupid money? "Although my father was reclining on the sofa, his words were rather forceful.
"Dad, I have already called the car. Why don't you go?" My sister said pleadingly.
"Return the car!" My father replied without hesitation.
"Dad, I also think it's safer to go to Nanjing. Don't worry about money, my sister and I will find a way. I have already brought my bank card and so on"
"You don't need to say any more!" My father interrupted me resolutely, "It's still the same sentence, if the Municipal People's Hospital refuses and can't do anything, then I'll say it again, otherwise I won't go anywhere!"
Seeing my father's unusually resolute attitude, my sister and I could only look at each other and smile wryly. I don't know what my sister thinks, at least I insisted on the point of view of "not revealing the truth to my father". In the end, my sister didn't insist either.
After my sister and I made an appointment to go to the Municipal People's Hospital early tomorrow morning, I left in a hurry. Because, the called car is still waiting downstairs.
Not long after, my sister called and said that there was a friend in the Municipal People's Hospital, and she would contact her right away. I don't need to worry about this issue.
In the past two days, I noticed that my father seemed to be moving slowly, so I asked my father if he felt some discomfort. My father said that apart from the burning pain in his throat when he swallowed, his legs were also a little swollen. Father rolled up the trouser legs, and then pressed down on the calf with his hands, and a dimple appeared on the calf, which could not be dissipated for a long time. Although I am not a doctor, I have a vague feeling that this does not seem to be a good phenomenon.
Finding a gap where my father couldn't hear, I called my wife's cousin. My cousin said that the appearance of edema generally indicates that the cancer has reached a very serious stage. Hearing this, I feel like my spirit is almost broken. I checked again to find out the reason for the edema phenomenon. My cousin said that it was caused by low protein in the human body. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com