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¡¾Monologue: Xia Zichao¡¿

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    "Aidan, Nana very much hopes that you will come to our wedding, and I also very much hope to get your blessing.¡ª¡ªLing Shao"

    The woman I love the most in my life is getting married, but the groom is not me.

    She came out of the ward, the girl I failed, and finally chose my elder brother.

    "I'm sorry" I owe her this sentence.

    I don't know why, that night, I clearly knew that the person next to me was her and not Tina, but I still put her under my body.  I knew that her left hand couldn't get away from me because she couldn't feel it, but I still refused to let her go.

    That night, I was actually sober, but I couldn't control myself.

    The next morning, I woke up in her bedroom. I felt guilty and blamed myself, but I still refused to admit it. I would rather use the most rascal language to hurt her self-esteem than say sorry to her.  .

    Yushan, forgive me

    You are the girl my elder brother likes, just for this, I can't give you any hope that you can be with me.

    Ever since I was a child, my elder brother has been the best person to me.  I have a great father who has a career waiting for my brothers and me to inherit.  But I don't want to, I don't want that job that can't be done all day long, I don't want to face endless entertainment all year round.  I admit, I'm not responsible enough.  The eldest brother knew what I was thinking, so he shouldered all the heavy burdens of Junhao alone, and gave me a world to pursue freedom.  The eldest brother is not in good health, but he still works hard for the company, never complains that he is tired, and never asks me to go back to help.

    I don't know how the elder brother and Yu Shan met, I only know that the elder brother who had always put aside love suddenly had his own concern one day.  I am very curious, what kind of girl is it that my brother can never forget.

    At the door of tina's house, I found the answer.

    At that time, I didn't know that Yu Shan was Uncle Lin's daughter.  Tina never told me that the Yushan she was talking about was just an ordinary person who couldn't be more ordinary.  I always thought she was just her assistant just like Xiao Ai.  So, I was surprised to see her walking with her brother.  I knew she liked me, but with my brother so soon, I decided she was just a woman who sold herself for money.  Brother, it's really not worth it for you to think about this kind of person day and night!

    What a coincidence, when I went shopping with Tina, I ran into them again.  The eldest brother is really generous, spending so much effort to please her.  I satirized her, she ordered all the new products in the store in a fit of anger, and even the manager respected her, only then did I realize that this woman is not as simple as I thought.

    Something happened to tina, and my first reaction was that she manipulated it all.  I went to find her, I was not at home, I went to my eldest brother's studio, and I saw her.  She was reading the magazine of the day with a complicated expression.  I didn't ask any questions, so I decided that she did all of this, and I blamed her.  But, I was wrong again She finally couldn't hold back her dissatisfaction with me as a bastard. She told me that she was Lin Haoze's daughter. I was shocked but shocked.

    Wrong, all wrong.

    Tina disappeared, and I was kidnapped when I was looking for her.

    That person looked at me condescendingly, his eyes were full of disdain: "I never thought that Shanshan would like someone like you."

    How could I be reconciled to being treated with such contempt for the first time.

    He seemed to have seen through my thoughts, and proposed to compete with me, which I wished for.

    I was wrong again, he is not an ordinary person, I lost very badly.

    Accidentally saw Yu Shan there, she seemed to know that man very well, what's going on?

    The man threatened her with my life, and she agreed.

    Ling Shao rescued Tina, but she was injured trying to save me.  Under the serious injury, she still didn't forget to say: "Let him go"

    Xia Zichao, do you know that you once hurt a woman who was willing to lay down her life for you, how can you pay back that love, righteousness and kindness in this life!

    My eldest brother came to see me and was very worried when he saw the injuries all over my body. I told him that Yu Shan was also injured.  At that moment, he didn't care about me, he just wanted to find him immediately.  It was obvious that this brother loved her very much.

    Yushan, I can't give you hope, only in this way can you accept the affection of elder brother, I can't repay your love, I can only help you find someone worthy of entrusting you for life.

    I continued to pretend to be indifferent to her. I knew she would be sad, but I had to.

    Tina finally chose Ling Shao, which was within my expectation. After being with her for so long, I can feel that she doesn't love me.

      I thought I could control myself, but I didn't expect her to be so important to me.

    I went to "Xiye", but didn't see them, drank a lot of wine, walked to the door of Tina's house without knowing it, and then made an irreparable mistake in this life.

    She left with a broken heart. It was the first time I saw my elder brother in a state of despair. I knew he blamed me, but he refused to say anything.

    Am I wrong again I thought I was the one who helped him, but I didn't expect to hurt him

    He was sick, very very sick.

    Hopeless thoughts made his will become more and more depressed, I can't wait any longer, I must find her back

    However, the sea of ??people is so vast, where should I find her.  No one knows where she went, no one knows where she will go.

    Eldest brother's condition is getting worse Will they have a chance to meet again

    In the lobby of the hospital, I saw her, it was great, she finally came back.

    "A week before I came back I found out I was pregnant"

    She said it calmly, but I felt guilty when I heard it.  I can't imagine what kind of mood she was in when she learned of this result, and I can't even imagine what kind of mood she was in to make that choice.  It turned out that I also cared about her

    Seeing how happy she and elder brother are, I feel a little lost. The story of the three of them, the one outis me.

    On the last night of my eldest brother's life, I sent her home and saw that she happily bought a ring. I really wanted to stop her, but I never did.

    Back at the hospital, my elder brother told me a lot.

    "Zichao, if I'm not here, you have to learn to do the company's affairs."

    "If I'm not here, Yu Shan will ask you to take care of me."

    "If I'm gone, give this to her."

    A letter, a photo album.

    Presumably at that time, the eldest brother already had a premonition that his life was about to come to an end, so he eagerly explained everything to me.

    I just said to him: "Only you can do it in the company, and only you can give Yushan happiness."

    The next day, after I woke up, I saw my brother who had been sleeping all the time.

    After all, he still failed to survive this hurdle. It was me who brought everything to this situation today.

    She came in all white, and her elegant and refined appearance almost made me forget the sadness. The shawl slipped off her shoulders, revealing the scars left by the gunshot wound, and I felt heartache.

    She didn't get to see him for the last time, but she didn't cry, she guarded her elder brother's body quietly, and completed the wedding ceremony like a couple.  Many people whispered that she must be crazy, but I understand that she is more sane than anyone now.  My parents have experienced a white-haired person sending a black-haired person, and they have aged a lot overnight, but she, like my sister-in-law, is in charge of the elder brother's funeral.

    Everything should be over

    In front of my eldest brother's grave, I handed the letter to her.

    Finally, she cried and leaned in my arms, crying out of grief.  I didn't know how to comfort her, so I could only hug her silently.

    That photo album is the photos taken by her elder brother, each of which hides his deep love for her.

    I'm sorry, brother, I didn't give her this gift, I can't let her look at things and think about others, and live forever in the grief of your absence.

    She is leaving, leaving this city again

    When I rushed to the airport, I only saw her back fading away.  He didn't have the courage to keep her, so he had no choice but to watch her leave, and said to himself: Yu Shan, I, love you
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