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¡¾Monologue: Tina¡¿

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    My fans all call me tina, my boyfriend calls me tina, and my girlfriends also call me tina. Gradually, I almost forgot my original name¡ªTian Xuanna.

    I was orphaned at a very young age and was kicked around like a rubber ball by my relatives. No one wanted to adopt me.  Later, my uncle took me into his own home to take care of me. Since then, I finally have a fixed "home".  I noticed that the way my uncle looked at me was very unusual. When I was young and ignorant, I only thought it was a kind of pity. It was not until I grew up that I realized that that kind of look is called desire!  I study hard and learn to do housework, just to hope that I can be taken seriously.  I was admitted to a key middle school, and I thought that my uncle and aunt would be happy about it, but I was wrong. In this family, I have always been an outsider.

    Among my new classmates, there are many people who wear famous brands and sit in famous cars. I work hard to become friends with them.  In my opinion, only by building a good relationship with them can I use them to help myself.

    When I saw Lin Yushan for the first time, her clothes were nothing special.  But then I found out that she was always the first to arrive at school and the last to leave.  Are you so diligent?  I am puzzled and curious.  So one day after class, I secretly waited for her in the school, and then followed her.  A spotlessly clean black sports car with a logo resembling a fierce horse, a handsome and humble driver respectfully helped her carry her schoolbag and opened the door for her.  It turned out that she was the one who was hiding the most.

    I really don't understand why some people can have family and wealth right from birth, some people love others, why I am doomed to be lonely and live by watching other people's faces.

    Later, I began to deliberately get to know her and be friends with her.  Soon, she and I became so-called good friends who talked about everything.  She is different from other rich children, she never shows off herself, she just studies very hard in school.  She was nice to everyone and even better to me.  She knows that I am an orphan and that my life is very difficult, so she will often take me to eat something I have never heard of, take me to Disneyland, and give me some very delicate gifts.  I, Cinderella, finally found a canary.

    At first, I could accept everything she gave me calmly, but gradually, I began to resent it all, and always felt that she was giving me alms and pity me.  I don't need anyone's sympathy!

    Knowing that her birthday is approaching, I made up my mind to prepare a gift for her as a thank you to her.  Counting the money I have saved these days, it is still a lot worse.  So, when I got home that day, I asked my uncle for money for the first time.  My aunt used to give me a month's allowance at the beginning of the month, not much, really not much.  But on this day, my aunt was not at home.  If I could choose again, I would definitely not open my mouth to that beast.  He seems to have been waiting for this day.

    It was a lingering nightmare of my life.  He was like a hungry beast, and I could only watch myself become his prey.

    Since then, I have thoroughly seen through the indifference of human nature, what about relatives and friends!  That year, I was only 13 years old.

    ? That night, I took my few clothes and the little money I had saved so hard, dragged my exhausted body, and left that so-called home forever and ever.

    I started to hide myself, I started to be smooth and sophisticated.  During the day, I pretended to be nonchalant and went to school, going in and out with Lin Yushan, inseparable; at night, I went to ask the owner of the restaurant to give me a job and a place to live.  I don't know if uncle and the others have looked for me, maybe they are expecting me to leave soon.

    I passed the entrance examination to a key high school with excellent grades. Coincidentally, so did Lin Yushan.  The two of us became classmates again.  She said it was fate, but I felt that it was because of the lingering ghost and the narrow path of the enemy.  I didn't tell her about the nasty things that happened to me, and I didn't want to see that sympathetic look on her face, I hated that look.  We are still inseparable as before.

    People say that when God closes a door for you, he will definitely leave a window for you.  Yes, God did not give me wealth, but gave me a beautiful skin.  I knew that I was beautiful since I was a child, but I didn't expect that so many years of hard life did not wear away my beauty, but made me more charming.  Almost every man who sees me falls in love with me.  I receive gifts and love letters from different boys every day, and I don't care about them.  A superficial man, what qualifications do I have to treat him differently.

    But he is different.

    The first time I saw him, I fell in love with him.  Cool, cold.  I thought he would be attracted by my appearance like other boys, but who knows, he turned a blind eye to me.  In this case, I only have the LordDepends on how the drug makes me feel.

    I know, I'm done

    An unexpected "yanzhao door" completely destroyed the last line of defense in my heart. Those photos are facts that I cannot deny.  Even if I confessed that I was involuntary back then, no one would sympathize with me.  In this circle, everyone is indifferent, so why not in this society.

    All my work has stopped, so that's fine.

    I get drunk every night.  I suddenly realized that I was really ridiculous. After fighting and fighting, what did I really get?  aidan is by my side all the time and also because of my constant arguments with my family.  I can feel his feelings, but it's a pity that his sincerity was wrongly paid after all.

    On that day, he was called home by his father, and I took the opportunity to leave his place.

    The way I am now, I can't face him, I can't face Yu Shan, and I can't face Ling Shao, whom I have always loved deeply.

    In the dark night, I was walking alone on the empty street. I was confused and didn't know where to go.

    However, my worries were unnecessary, someone helped me choose the path.  I was kidnapped.

    I don't know who those people are, and no one has taken care of me from the beginning to the end.  They just tied my hands and feet, blindfolded me, and sealed my mouthI don't know how long I stayed there, without food or water, very weak, when the addiction hit,  I really have the heart to die.

    Later, I was brought out.  With the last strength of my body, I saw Ling Shao, aidan, and Yu Shan.  She was embracing another man, a man I had known before.

    After sleeping in the hospital for a long time, the torment of addiction was even more uncomfortable.

    I begged Ling Shao to leave me alone, but he hugged me tightly and said he would not give up on me.

    I'm sorry, Ling Shao, for making you pay so much for me!

    I was taken to his villa by aidan, and he and Ling Shao took turns guarding me.  The process of detoxification was very painful, every time it was like walking through the gate of hell, I felt that my health was getting worse and worse, but they told me that this was an inevitable process, just get through it.

    When I was normal, Ling Shao told me what happened in Yejia Garden. It turned out that the person was Ye Luocheng, no wonder he looked so familiar.  I am in a dilemma between aidan and Ling Shao, and Yu Shan should be the same.  A turbulent predecessor, a strategizing admirer, and the person in her heart.  Unexpectedly, when I was most helpless, the person I missed and wanted to see the most was her.

    Ling Shao and aidan quarreled again, alasthey pretended to be nonchalant in front of me, but in private they disliked each other.  I went out of the room to see them, for the first time since I was out of the room.

    "Yu Shan, you're here!" She's still fine, and she's still willing to come and see me.

    I can finally open up to her and tell her my truest thoughts and true state over the years, without hiding or lying.

    Time seems to go backwards, the first us, the best time.

    For a whole month, the most critical and difficult stage of drug detoxification, the kind of pain has never been experienced before.  Aidan often beats the wall in frustration, wishing to share the pain for me. I am very moved and grateful for this.  But Ling Shao always said to me: Nana, when you recover, let's live again!

    It's time to end

    After recovering from a serious illness, I have to make my own choice.  In the love of three people, one of them is destined to leave.

    "Aidan, thank you for the love you have given me all this time, but I don't deserve your sacrifice."

    "Tina? You?"

    "I never loved you I'm sorry In the past I was too selfish and always wanted the best, so I lost myself. Aidan, there is someone more worthy of your cherishment, go find her, if she still loves you now  You, you will be happy."

    I have entrusted my life's happiness to the love of my life, Ling Shao, we have loved, and now we will continue to love.

    "Nana, let's go" Ling Shao took my hand, and we clasped our fingers tightly. From then on, we will never leave.

    "Tina is just my stage name, aidan, no, Zichao, I hope you remember that my name is Tian Xuanna, this is the real me"

    ?After so many things, only Ling Shao still yelled for my life, and I found myself and what I really wanted.

    It turns out that happiness is as simple as this (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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