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Chapter 26: The Ending

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    At Zihao's funeral, many people came.  They are all regretting the untimely death of this young talent in the business world.  And I always stood in the corner, watching people coming and going, without saying a word.  until it's all over.

    At the end of the song, he will return to the dust after all.

    In front of the tombstone, only Zichao and I were left.

    The sky was drizzling with light rain, as if lamenting the lost soul.

    "There is no one now, so cry if you want to." Zichao held an umbrella for me and persuaded me.

    Indeed, these days, I have not shed a single tear.

    I helped the Xia family take care of the ups and downs, day and night, just like Zihao's wife, parents and uncles and aunts watched and persuaded me countless times to let me take a rest.  However, I can't stop, I know very well that once I stop, I really won't be able to hold on.

    Why, why is the happiness I finally found back so fleeting

    "Brother passed away without pain. At the end of his life, I believe he was happy." He took out an envelope from his pocket and handed it to me, "I found this when I was sorting out my belongings. It's for you."  .¡±

    "My dear Yu Shan:

    When you read this letter, I should already be watching you in another world.  I'm sorry, I promised to stay with you for the rest of my life, but I finally broke my promise.  I remember the first time I saw you, you were so sunny, you would be foolish and nympho, but all these are so beautiful to me.  I never believed in love at first sight, but when I experienced it myself, I realized that when love comes, you can't hide it even if you want to.  The serious illness a few years ago made my bright world gloomy, and the uncertainty about the future made me very nervous every day until you appeared.  It's you who light up my life again!  I remember when my cousin got married, you were my cousin¡¯s bridesmaid, and I was the best man. At that time, you were still charming even in the simplest dress.  From that moment on, I had fantasies, imagining that one day, you could be my bride.

    Until that day, seeing you lost in the heavy rain, I took you back to the studio.  In the high fever, you regarded me as another person, and you hugged me so painfully, telling you your love for him.  I really find it ironic that the person I love actually loves my younger brother, with a similar face, but you choose him.  Your words have become less, your cheerfulness has disappeared, it is he who makes your world dark.  Seeing you sinking step by step, even if he doesn't love you, you still love him like moths to a flame, do you know how heartbroken and desperate I am?  You tell me that your best friend is with the person you love the most, and you don't know how to face them, whether to bless or curse.  Seeing your sad look, I really want to tell you, I love you

    I don¡¯t know if it counts as taking advantage of the situation. When you are most helpless, I will always be by your side. I hope that one day, you will fall in love with me, even if it¡¯s just because of my similar appearance to Zichao, but I was wrong.  .  I'm glad you didn't regard me as his substitute, and I feel sorry that you didn't even give me a chance to substitute.  In this case, I am willing to be by your side and accompany you silently.  But waiting will also lead to collapse, that's why I had that gaffe.  I love you so much that I can't help myself.  We experienced a narrow escape together, but this catastrophe finally made you willing to give me a chance, I am really happy!

    But I can't figure out why our happiness is so short-lived.  Seeing you curled up in the corner, seeing your empty eyes, and seeing Zichao sleeping soundly, it was the first time I hit my brother who I have always loved so much.

    The next day, I went to find you, only to see that your family took all your things away.  No one knows where you went.  I've been looking for you like crazy, but I can't find you anywhere, and I feel like I'm going to lose you completely.  Isn't it ridiculous that I am like this?  This is how I love you so foolishly.

    I kept spoiling my body, and finally one day, it took revenge on me.  At that time, I was thinking, if I was very, very sick, would you come back to see me.  So, I tried my best to hold on and wait, day after day, you still didn't show up.

    God is still kind to me, and finally sent you back to my side at the end of my life.  You can't imagine how excited I was when I heard you say you love me.  I finally got your heart.

    But I was wrong. At this moment, I already feel that the breath of life in my body is decreasing, and I can no longer give you happiness.  I'm sorry, I know you will be very sad now, I said I won't let you cry anymore, but I didn't do it after all.

    Forget about me, you can still find your happiness again, promise me, you must live a good life, you must be happy, for sure!¡ª¡ª

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    The tears I have suppressed for a long time finally burst out of my eyes, and the grief I tried to suppress can no longer be hidden at this moment, Zihao, without you, how could I be happy.  There is still a slight smell of him on the letter paper, the handsome handwriting is his endless confidant to me, and he pressed the letter tightly to my chest, Zihao, did you hear me, my heart is talking about her  Love you.

    Zichao hugged me tightly with both arms, and threw the black umbrella aside, letting the rain hit him.

    No matter how warm his arms are, I can't feel them anymore.

    I do not know how long it has been¡­¡­

    The rain stopped, the tears dried up, and the heart died

    "Let's go back¡­¡­"

    "Wait a moment¡­¡­"

    I squatted in front of Zihao's tombstone, and slowly took out the painting in my bag, which was originally intended to be given to Zihao.

    The woman in the painting is wearing a wedding dress, and the man is wearing a straight suit. The background is a sea of ??lavender flowers. The woman is deeply nestled in the man's arms, and their faces are full of happiness.

    "Did you bring a lighter?" I asked Zichao with my back turned.

    He didn't speak, just walked to me quietly, and handed the silver limited edition zippo lighter to my eyes.

    The drawing paper was ignited, and soon it was reduced to ashes.

    Zihao, this is our wedding photo, have you seen it

    When everything is gone with the wind, our story has finally come to an end.

    I think of a song I once heard, our story, it¡¯s good to have loved it

    Do you believe it?

    (I believe it)

    I love you

    (You love me)

    Only after separation will I know you who I love deeply

    Honey

    (I'm worried)

    Don't worry about me anymore

    (It's your concern)

    But we all know that we can't go back

    It's good that we've loved, loved, let go

    It's not going to end, you and I both know

    Let's say yes together and forget

    I'm afraid of love to the deepest place I can't forgive

    "Mom and Dad, I'm leaving, take care of yourself." I hugged my parents and said goodbye to them.

    "Take care of yourself, do you understand?" Mom kept holding my hand and insisting.

    "I see, you should also pay attention to your health! It's getting late, you go back quickly."

    After seeing off my parents, I turned and walked into the lobby of the airport.

    In the blink of an eye, Zihao had been away for more than a month.

    Today, I am leaving this city that I love and hate again.

    I once told Zihao that I want to be a fashion leader, and he also said that he would take me to Paris to watch Fashion Week, and let me run freely in the sea of ??flowers in Provence.  This is our common dream, so even if I am the only one left, I will continue this dream.

    "Passengers, please note that the flight xxxx you are taking is now boarding. Please take your belongings and board the plane at gate x. I wish you a pleasant journey, thank you!" The boarding prompt sounded, and I nodded  Did not go back and left.

    At this very moment.  Not far behind me, there was a person watching me silently until my figure disappeared into the crowd

    Goodbye, Zichao (remember this website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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