Walking out of the ward, I saw Xia Zichao sitting on a bench in the garden. The scene was a bit lonely. Between us, there are some things, it's time to make it clear.
"Can I have a chat?" This time, standing in front of him, I was finally able to remain calm.
"Tina is married" He just stared at the ground without looking up.
I didn't expect him to say this to me.
Tina still chose Ling Shao after all, she can finally face her heart truly.
"Let it go, respect her decision, if you still love her, bless her."
"I'm sorry this time, sincerely." He sighed, stood up, and faced me.
"It doesn't matter anymore. If it wasn't for that night, I wouldn't leave, and I wouldn't know clearly which one of you I really love in my heart."
"You know, you left without saying goodbye, and he was so worried about you that he was going crazy. He went to every possible place, but he couldn't find you, and your phone couldn't get through. For three days, he didn't call back. He doesn¡¯t care about his home or company, he feels that the world has nothing to do with him, he only thinks about you, and only wants to find you.¡±
"I really didn't expect Zihao to be like this." I felt a little heartbroken, I didn't expect that I was so important to him.
"This is the first time I have seen my elder brother so out of control. From childhood to adulthood, he has always been so calm. I even thought that no matter what happens, his expression will not change." Zichao lit A cigarette, sat down.
"When I was young, no matter what I did or what trouble I caused, he never scolded me. Only that day, for you, he actually beat me."
"He couldn't find you, so he started to get drunk himself, drinking wine as water. I know, he is angry with me, and even more angry with himself."
"He asked the company for a long vacation, and then rented your previous apartment. He said that you will come back sooner or later."
"Until one day, I went to find him and saw him curled up in pain in the bedroom."
"He had a kidney problem a few years ago, and it took a long time to heal. Since then, he has paid great attention to his body, and no matter how busy the company is, he has never had any problems. But this time, because of you, Recurrence of old symptoms."
"The doctor said that it was very difficult for him to get through this time, especially since he had no desire to survive before. Do you know that when you leave, you take away everything from him."
We were all silent.
I can imagine him falling into a hopeless mood again, I was wrong, I forgot, how could a man who would risk his life for me give up this relationship so easily because of my leaving.
Under the setting sun, a bench, two lonely figures, the birds stopped singing, there was no breeze, and the world seemed to be quiet.
"I will be with him, no matter how long he has, I will always be with him."
As night fell, I got up and wanted to walk back to the ward.
"I think there is something that I need to let you know." Without looking back, I was hesitating, and finally decided to tell him, "A week before I came back, I found out that I was pregnantbut don't worry You did for me and for him what everyone would think was the right choice."
When I was in Luoyang, I thought that I would have nothing to do with that man named Xia Zichao. Who knew, God made such a big joke on me. I also felt reluctance. After all, he was an innocent life, but I still made up my mind. I can't let the child be caught between the three of us. It's too unfair to him. After a few days of rest, I went to that small town in the south of the Yangtze River. I wanted to live there quietly for a while, but because of that story, I changed my original thoughts and chose to come back and face everything I should face.
"You" Zichao was a little surprised, but he didn't know what to do.
"I don't want to embarrass everyone. This result is the best for you, me, and everyone."
"I'm sorry, what I said at that time was too muchI don't knowyouI thought" Xia Zichao, who has always been conceited, finally apologized for his self-righteousness.
"I don't know? I don't know how much I loved you. I thought that I was hanging around you just for my own satisfaction? Xia Zichao, not everyone is like what you think. Is it in your eyes, except yourself, Don't other people have true feelings? Thank you for letting me see you clearly"
I didn't see Zichao's speechless expression, and I didn't want to hear what he said. This time, it was finally my turn to leave first, and slowly disappeared into the night in the direction of the person I love.
"What did you tell that kid?" Zihao asked jokingly.
"I told him I love you!"
"Love who?"
"Love you, love you, I love you! Lin Yushan loves Xia Zihao!"
Nestling in Zihao's arms, telling him my love, every minute and every second with him is so precious.
"Yu Shan, how is your hand?" He stroked the scar on my wrist, feeling very distressed.
"It's ready to move, look!" I tried my best to raise my finger to show him, "It's really much better!"
"It's all my fault, I didn't protect you well!"
"I'm the one who got you in trouble" Through his clothes, I could feel the scars on his body from being scratched by the blade, "It hurts, doesn't it?"
"No pain, no pain at all!"
"Promise me, don't do stupid things again, okay?"
I cried, thinking of everything this man around me had done for me, I really couldn't help crying.
He didn't speak, just dried my tears with his lips.
This night, we hugged each other and slept without any lust. Today, we have become each other's sense of security.
"Yu Shan, I will never make you cry again, I promise" Before falling asleep, Zihao whispered in my ear. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com