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    Chapter 108

    It has been a while since I came to Singapore.

    After arriving here, I found out that Chu Xuan opened a coffee shop. It is not a lively neighborhood, and the nearby office workers and school students patronize it every day.

    Chu Xuan is now a teacher in a training school. When she has classes, her girlfriend will come to help look after the store, and Wei An stays in the store to help.

    Chu Xuan's girlfriend is a girl named Siyu, a very quiet girl with big eyes, fair skin, and dimples at the corners of her mouth when she smiles.

    This kind of life is so dull, like a cup of tea, which looks clear but still has the fragrance of tea.  Wei An hadn't felt the calm and natural sense of satisfaction, this kind of total relaxation for a long time.  Now she wears shirts and denim sneakers every day, feeling free and comfortable for a long time.

    Ever since she came to Singapore, Chu Xuan has never asked her what happened in Los Angeles. Perhaps Chu Xuan has long understood that her coming here is already the answer.

    After the noon peak period, there are a lot fewer customers.  Siyu was busy behind the bar, while Wei An was wiping the tables one by one with a rag.  Recently, I have learned several coffee recipes from Siyu, and Wei An is also very happy.  I also heard from Siyu that she will buy an oven some time and learn how to make cakes or biscuits by herself.

    This was Wei An's dream when she was twenty years old.

    I still remember what she said to Chu Xuan at that time.  You don't have to make a lot of money in this life, just enough is enough.  Work hard before the age of thirty-five, retire before the age of forty, and then find a good city to stay, open a coffee shop, raise a golden retriever, and make coffee, make pastries, and walk the dog every day.  Happiness is so plain.

    And Chu Xuan's idea is that she wants to open a wedding photo studio, because she thinks it is the happiest place.

    Wei'an knew that she was full of illusions about marriage because of her parents.  But now, everything is different.

    Chu Xuan robbed her of her dream, but she was already shattered to the ground, and she couldn't even put it together.

    After finishing the work, Wei'an sat down by the window, feeling at ease in this comfortable life, freeing her head to think about nothing.

    "You said that in the end, we were all alone." On a sunny afternoon, Chu Xuan made a cup of tea for Wei'an, who had no idea where her mind was wandering.

    Seeing Chu Xuan, Wei An was surprised, "Don't you have class this afternoon?" Seeing Si Yu smiling at her behind the bar, a layer of warmth rose in her heart.

    "The afternoon class is cancelled." Chu Xuan replied simply, and sat down opposite Wei An, "Do you want to chat?"

    Wei An's eyes froze, and she shook her head lightly, "Actually, I already knew it, why bother to go through the scar again."

    What's more, the scar this time has not had time to heal and scab.

    And some decisions, even if they are wrong, have no ability to correct them.

    Wei An recalled that after returning from the hospital

    She slept for a long time and woke up in the early morning of the third day.  She got off the bed, went to the kitchen to get something to eat, and then sat on the sofa in a daze.

    In the next few days, she has been in a state of confusion.  No emotion, no expression, like a walking dead, wandering in and out of her home.  During the period, except for calling the headquarters for a long vacation, she cut off all contact with the outside world.

    ** A quiet state is suitable for thinking and introspection.

    Then she suddenly figured out a lot of things.  About her and Yufan, the bond between them.  There is no right or wrong at all, it's just that they are at different angles, and they haven't found a common point with each other.  There is no doubt that they love each other deeply, but they both forget to consider the problem from the other's standpoint.

    So, on the fourth day, she called Yu Fan, they needed to talk.

    The meeting this time was quite awkward.  Yu Fan sat on the sofa without saying a word after entering the door, his eyes were fixed on Wei An.  She was thinner than before, her face was still pale, but her expression was not as cold as the last time I saw her.  There was an air of peace and calm about her.

    This made Yufan very uncomfortable.

    Wei An poured him a glass of water and sat down on the sofa opposite him. This was the first time they had sat down to communicate since they had a quarrel more than a month ago.

    "Are you feeling better?" He spoke after a long silence, but it was a word without weight.

    Wei'an nodded and smiled: "Thanks to you, I'm not dead yet."

    Just this one sentence put all of Yu Fan's next words back into his stomach. He looked at Wei'an who was calm and breezy opposite him with confidence, and felt??The turbulent undercurrent under the calm appearance was so intense that it wanted to overwhelm him.

    "I'm sorry." Yu Fan lowered his head, his tone was heavy, he knew that all the excuses are powerless and nothing can be changed.

    "It's not important anymore, is it?" Wei An's voice was faint, as if it came from a long distance, "At that time, I just wanted you to give me a reason. A reason to keep it. But you didn't.  I can only think that you have given up on me. I can only force myself to do things I don't want to do."

    "Vianne!" He called her name in vain, he could feel the despair she said.  He stretched out his hand to hold her hand in his own, the cold touch felt bone-piercing.

    As if in a century-long silence, Wei An slowly pulled out the hand tightly held by Yu Fan, a helpless smile rose from the corner of her mouth, and her voice trembled uncontrollably:

    "Yufan, let's let each other go, okay?" The tone was like a begging.

    Wei An picked up the teacup and took a sip, the bitter taste was refreshing.  She shook her head with a helpless smile, looked at Chu Xuan who was sitting opposite, and said in a calm voice, "Then, I will come to you."

    Regret floated on Chu Xuan's face, "So, this is the only way for you and Lu Yufan?"

    Wei An smiled, but did not answer.

    "Things in the world are always wrong, and you can't put all the responsibility on him. I believe he suffers more than you. It's just that he is a man, and the pain he bears is more tormenting." She sighed, "In  When you collapse, he can only pretend to be calm, it¡¯s not that he doesn¡¯t feel it, but that he is trying to resist everything, and he doesn¡¯t want you to bear the pressure.¡±

    Wei An still didn't speak, and looked at her with a smile.

    In the end she said: "Vian, in fact, you can still be together, you love each other deeply, as long as you can let go of the past, you can grow old together."

    The tea in the cup is already a little cold, and after taking a sip, the bitterness is stronger than usual.  Wei An lowered her head to look at the tea leaves that had settled at the bottom of the cup, and the tea next to it was thicker. Her voice was faint, like the tea in the cup.

    "Chu Xuan, we will grow old forever, but we are separated."

    "This is our best ending,"

    Wei An raised her head and smiled at Chu Xuan.  That smile is dazzling, like the bright sunshine outside the window.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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