It's been so long that Yan Yufan thought he had turned into a fossil. The sky outside the window was completely dark, and the lights of the residential building opposite were lit up here and there.
"Are you hungry?" Wei'an's voice seemed to come from a distant place, pinching Yu Fan's heart, making a shallow nest.
"I'm not hungry, what do you want to eat? I'll go buy it." Yu Fan stood up, feeling his legs were a little stiff.
In the darkness, Wei An shook her head lightly, knowing that he couldn't see, she said, "I'm not hungry, so there's no need to go down." Seeing Yu Fan's tall body standing in front of the window forming a huge shadow, Wei An gradually felt that his nose A little sour, the voice softened: "Yufan, can you give me a hug."
Suddenly Yu Fan felt his heart was tightly held by a pair of big hands, kneading wantonly, the faint cramping pain made it difficult for him to breathe.
He walked slowly, but his feet seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and it was extremely difficult to walk.
Knelt down beside Wei An, hugging her thin body in his arms. Even though it was summer, her body was inexplicably cold. A burst of heartache struck, Yu Fan couldn't help feeling his nose sour, his arms tightened, and he tightly wrapped her around his chest.
Finding her lips in the dark, kissing her lightly, feeling the softness of her lips, my mood gradually became calm. Carefully sucking and kissing her lips, her earlobes, her neck, and touching her back, her shoulders, and her hair with her palms, such gentle movements seemed to be caring for a treasure.
She could clearly smell his body in her breath, that familiar smell that reassured her, entered her nasal cavity and reached her heart. Wei An opened her eyes, everything was invisible in the darkness, but his body beside him was real.
Letting his kiss spread on her body, the hot and humid touch warmed her somewhat cold skin. The consciousness is extremely clear, but the emotion is sinking, slowly closing the eyes, allowing him to rekindle the hope in her heart, what she wants is his truth at this moment.
"do you love me?"
Yu Fan suppressed his increasingly heavy breathing, controlled his strong desire to possess the person in his arms, and clearly heard her whispering in his ear.
A strong pain strangled his neck, and he felt his throat tightened, but he couldn't make any sound. He closed his eyes to prevent the tears that were about to fill his eyes from flowing out. He suppressed his emotions, nodded vigorously, and tried to squeeze out a word:
"like."
He loves her like never before, and he can do anything for her. But he hurt her again and again. He didn't mean it, but he couldn't change it. Like her, he does not reveal all the things in his heart. His strong suppression and control is because he is a man, and he cannot show his weakness and helplessness. As for her, her forbearance and restraint made him feel extremely distressed. Although she was sometimes unreasonable and unreasonable, he still couldn't convince himself not to love him.
She is rational, calm and sometimes indifferent, but facing him, she cannot demand herself with her consistent principles.
There are accidents everywhere in life, and when there is a fetter in your life, your life will be different from then on. It's so unreasonable, without even saying hello, it will turn your original life upside down.
"I love you." Yu Fan was finally able to utter a complete sentence, his voice was tense and hoarse, "I love you, Wei An." It was like an oath, repeated over and over again.
Wei An slowly opened her eyes, his head was buried in the crest of her neck, she could even see the fluff on his ears. She wanted just his answers, his choices. And he was by her side right now, and she was powerless to push him away. Reaching out to break his head in front of her, seeing her face reflected in his eyes, there was a strong desire to possess him and swallow her up.
She suddenly started laughing, and took the initiative to kiss his lips, "Since you love me, then show me." The smile on the corner of her mouth gradually became evil.
He was stunned for a moment, and froze in place as if he had misheard. Feeling her tongue brushing his lips softly, her legs wrapped around his waist, and her whole body pressed against his body, the man's anger was completely aroused. Forcibly pushed her down on the sofa, her hair spread out like seaweed, she looked at him provocatively with a pair of winking eyes, and smiled.
When he lowered his head, he found that her hand was already unbuttoning his shirt. The big hand grabbed her restless hand and firmly controlled it in the palm of his hand. He bent down to explore her beauty, not gentle, with a hint of aggression ¡¤¡¤
Enduring obsession with death.
It was almost noon when I woke up the next day.
Wei An leaned on the head of the bed, recalling the madness of last night, suddenly?Understand what it is for. She felt sad, that she would lose her mind sometimes, and she was so crazy when she lost her mind.
Just like she left Los Angeles seven years ago, leaving the Jiang'an that disappointed her, so resolute, regardless of all consequences. It's a pity that time does not turn back, and no one has ever seen such a thing as regret medicine. There doesn't seem to be a second solution other than accepting it.
Looking sideways, Yu Fan was sleeping peacefully beside her. Jun frowned slightly, not knowing what dream he was having. Maybe in his dream, there are people or things that make it difficult for him to choose.
He is too gentle a person, he is polite to every girl around him, he occasionally makes a few jokes, and says a few harmless jokes, but he is very good at pleasing the girls. Maybe he just regards those girls as ordinary friends, but the girls don't think so, and it's not uncommon for them to take the initiative to show affection. Wei An never took it to heart, but now
She clearly felt that something was being disconnected between her and Yu Fan, that tiny cracking sound, so clear, echoed in her mind. She didn't know what it was, and the unknown feeling made her panic, as if she was sinking into a piece of sea water, reaching out to grab it, there was only the ups and downs of the sea water, and the despair that could not be grasped.
He doesn't know how to say no. Too obvious or flat refusal will hurt other people's self-esteem, especially girls, who have always been a group of preferential treatment, how can they endure the indifference and alienation of others.
There is no answer.
There is always a trade-off. But Wei An didn't know when he would understand this truth. No one can own an entire forest, this is the rule of the game set from the beginning.
"Are you awake?" The man just woke up with a low and hoarse voice, "What are you thinking?" His hand stroked her brow, and she realized that she had been frowning for a long time.
"It's nothing." A light sentence perfunctory, took the pajamas aside, got up, "get up quickly, go out to eat at noon."
Yu Fan looked at Wei An's back when she went out, and she was a little lost. Why did she only spend one night, and her enthusiasm disappeared. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com