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    Chapter 64

    Time always flies by, and before I knew it, I was in the third year of junior high school. I couldn't buy a plane ticket back to Los Angeles, and finally decided to take the high-speed rail.

    The six-hour drive was really a torment for Wei An.

    The scenery outside the car window flashed by, and it started to rain lightly somewhere along the way, and the little raindrops hit the glass, blurring the vision.

    Yu Fan was watching an American TV series on his tablet, when he accidentally turned his head and saw Wei An staring out of the window expressionlessly, not knowing what he was watching.  Suddenly remembered that when he was still at his grandma's house, his sister-in-law asked him about the situation of Wei'an's family, but he seemed to have never heard Wei'an talk about her family members, and she didn't go home after the Chinese New Year, so he couldn't help being curious.

    "Wei An." Called her softly, her eyes moved without turning her head.  Yu Fan stretched out his hand and turned her head to lean on his shoulder, "If you are tired, you can lean against me to sleep for a while. If you are not sleepy, can you tell me your story?"

    "Huh? My story?" Frowning slightly, Wei An didn't know what else he didn't know.

    "You never told me about your family." Yu Fan's voice was softer.

    Is it her family?  Wei An's body froze slightly.

    The word "home" is actually very vague in Wei An's concept.  Her parents had a bad relationship, something Wei An knew from a very young age.  In memory, they are always quarreling endlessly, it seems that that is the only meaning of their life together.

    Wei'an's mother stopped working very early, and the family's financial expenses depended on her father.  Her father doesn't talk much, but he is a man of style. He is very busy and doesn't have much time to care about the family, nor does he have time to communicate with Wei'an's mother, and he doesn't have time to help Wei'an's mother share trivial matters.  chores.

    The long time of not interacting with people and the long-term boredom of life made Wei'an's mother have a weird temper. She would suddenly lose her temper, and then quarrel with people inexplicably.  Wei'an's father didn't want to waste time arguing with her mother, so the mother who couldn't vent her anger would often find trouble with Wei'an.  It seems that he spent his childhood in such an environment.

    In fact, a deformed marriage like her parents, in Wei An's concept, it is best for them to divorce, and then live their own lives, maybe it will be better, but they did not divorce, the reason is very simple, they want Wei An to have a complete  family.

    Until now, Wei An still remembers that since she was in junior high school, she was very afraid of going home every day, because she had no idea what would greet her when she got home.  Individuals are arguing.  Anxiety and fear filled her adolescence, and it was not until a long time later, when Wei An went to college and left home, that she began to wonder whether her strange personality was due to her childhood experience.

    Therefore, she is not home-loving at all.  Except for the years when she went home every vacation, she rarely went back after work, and every time she went back, she couldn't stay for a week, because, more than a week, there would always be one person who would ruin the whole vacation.

    Wei'an vaguely remembers the first few years when she was working, the double pressure of life and work made her almost overwhelmed, and her friends all advised her to go home if she couldn't hold on.  But she knew very clearly that only going back was the beginning of despair.  There is no sense of belonging at all, no sense of security let alone protection.  Because the person who hurts you is always the closest person.

    People who know how to make you laugh know how to make you cry.

    ? Profound words of wisdom.

    Wei'an never mentioned her parents to anyone, let alone her family relationship that normal people would not understand, but sometimes she is very grateful to have a pair of parents like that. If it weren't for them, maybe Wei'an's  Character will not be as indestructible as it is now.

    It's just that I don't want to mention it, let alone recall it.  I always feel that when I think about things when I was a child, it's like being strangled three inches by the throat. Just a little bit of force can kill her.

    "My family is very ordinary." Wei An frowned and concluded.  She couldn't think of any words to describe it, and she didn't want to use any language to describe it, because every time she recalled it, she felt like she had experienced a long delay.

    "My parents love me very much." It's just that the way of love is wrong.  Others, she didn't want to say.

    "Aren't you going back to be with them during the Chinese New Year?" Yu Fan had no idea of ??Wei An's current mood, but only faintly felt her guard.

    "No need. I called them yesterday, and I will see them later." Wei'an pulled out a wry smile and let out a long sigh.

    In fact, when she didn't go back, they lived a little better.  At least not endless quarrels, will not let her be caught in the middle of a dilemma.

    Everyone wants to prove that they have paid too much for this family, everyone wants to prove that they have sacrificed a lot for this family, and everyone wants to prove that the other party does not love their common family so much.  I have been weighing and comparing all the time, and I don't want to pay a little more. I live a shrewd and calculating life. Marriage has become a transaction, which is a little more fair.

    Wei An felt tired. When she went back, all she could hear was her mother nagging endlessly, telling her unhappiness, her grievances, and then making comparisons, so-and-so's husband  ¡¤¡¤¡¤¡¤I don't understand the meaning of such a comparison at all. Is it to prove that you have a miserable life than others, or to prove how bad your life is. You just see the brilliance of others but never understand the bitterness behind others.

    This seems to be a common problem for everyone.  Greed is human nature.

    So, gradually, she didn't want to be that listener anymore. Wei An didn't want to become that kind of person, and she didn't want to lose her desire for life early. It's just about marriage, she no longer desires like a girl, so there are many  There are so many ideas that are puzzled or even cast aside.

    All she wanted was someone to accompany her.  What she wants is love, not a cruel marriage that can destroy all imaginations.

    However, there seems to be no necessary connection between them.

    Wei An admitted that she was very afraid of becoming like her parents in the end, so she didn't want to try, and she didn't want her children to experience a childhood like her own.

    "I'm so tired." Wei'an closed her eyes and leaned against Yufan's heart, listening to his heartbeat close to her ears, felt inexplicably at ease.

    "Then let's sleep for a while." Yu Fan patted her head, sat up straight so that she wouldn't feel bad, "I'll call you when we arrive."

    Wei'an felt tears rolling in her eyes, if she hadn't closed her eyes, they might have already fallen down.  This kind of happiness is so peaceful, this is what she has always expected, and she hopes that it will not be taken away by everyone.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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