The pressure of life makes Wei'an breathless, but Jiang An never understands.
Wei An remembered that during the two weeks she first arrived in Los Angeles, Jiang An would call her friends to their rented hut for dinner every day. Wei'an has no objection to getting to know people around him, but whenever Jiang An is joking with his friends in the room, Wei'an just stands alone in the kitchen and no one comes back to help her. Wei'an still remembers that feeling until now, she is like a chef in a restaurant, watching the guests smile and greet them, and when they are full, she will clean up the mess. Jiang An has never been in charge.
If it continues like this, anyone will be angry. So on the second weekend, Jiang An said that friends from his club were coming to eat hot pot at home. Wei An bought vegetables, cut them up, and was too tired to go back to the house to take a rest. shouted. His words are so obvious:
"They will be here in a while, you sweep and mop the floor."
Wei An was furious in an instant, why did she clean up so obediently, while Jiang An only needed to move his lips and still sit on the bed and play his games?
"If you want to clean it up, I'm not your nanny." Wei An said coldly, without even raising her head.
After that, Jiang An went to sweep and mop the floor by himself. But that meal was really uncomfortable, both of them were emotional and pretended to be fine. When all his friends left at night, Jiang An reasoned with Wei An with a dark face.
"Since we are together, this hut is our home. As the hostess of this home, don't you think it's your duty to tidy up?" She spoke convincingly, and immediately felt how ignorant Wei An was.
"As the host, is it your duty to make garbage takeaways and be a hands-off shopkeeper?" Wei An asked back, the contempt in the words probably couldn't be understood by Jiang An back then, so let it go.
It was like this for a long time afterwards, and Wei An had lost the motivation to criticize. In a moment of ecstasy, what Wei'an even found herself was not a husband who could spend her whole life with her and whom she could rely on, but a son who needed her to worry about everything. Such a thought makes Wei An feel mocked, but the fact seems to be the case.
Wei'an is a very planning person, and she also has arrangements for her own things. But Jiang An seems to exist just to let Wei An break her rules. She always throws things away, never remembers if she has dirty clothes that haven't been washed, and then complains when she has nothing to wear.
Every day like this is really tiring.
The anger at the beginning was gradually worn down to numbness by time, Wei'an even sometimes wondered why she was so unwilling to come to him from thousands of miles away, was it for the long-term love with Jiang An, or just to be his Personal nanny? Wei An didn't know it, but she numbed herself again and again under Su Qiao's authority. Jiang An hadn't graduated yet, and when he graduated, he would get better when he was under pressure.
But it turns out that this is not the case.
When Jiang An finally started his internship, Wei An happened to resign from his original unit, just before the Lunar New Year, so he was not in a hurry to find a job, so he helped some websites to write copywriting and do planning to pass the time.
Jiang An gets off work at 6:30 p.m. every day, and the salary of the interns is pitifully low. Wei'an also has her own job. After all, the monthly rent and food and clothing still need financial support. Whenever Wei An was nervous about living expenses, Jiang An would play the game while answering brazenly: "It will be fine in the future."
However, where will it be in the future?
The reality is destroying Wei'an's persistence little by little. She has to be busy with many things every day, and Jiang An doesn't seem to care about these. What he cares about is whether Wei'an has prepared a meal and is waiting for him after he goes home and enters the house.
That afternoon, Wei An was working on a plan and didn't cook. Jiang An immediately turned dark when he came back and found out, with accusations in his voice:
"Didn't I tell you to prepare the meal before I come back!" Wei'an's eyes turned cold in an instant, and she said coldly:
"You really think of me as a housewife." Jiang An was suddenly furious and aggressive, picked up the clothes he had just taken off and was about to rush out the door. Wei An looked at him coldly and did not stop him. Since he started his internship, it seems that only his temper has grown. Wei An pulled out a sneer, and returned to the computer, her work was not finished yet.
Who said it, love without substance is like a loose sand, it doesn't need the wind to blow, and it will fall apart after two steps.
For more than a month after that, there was no problem, and there was no quarrel again. Years ago, when Jiang An was on vacation, Wei An went home with him, and then, after returning to Los Angeles after the Chinese New Year, Jiang An went to work at the company.?, after returning home, Wei An was never seen again.
Without any warning, it happened so suddenly, even Wei'an was still joking with Jiang An the night before, lying in his arms and acting like a baby, everything was so sudden that Jiang An was caught off guard. Wei An didn't take all her things away, only a suitcase, and the rest of the things were in the original place in the house intact.
It's not that I didn't think about saying goodbye, but at the end, Wei'an felt tired, disappointed, oh no, it should be said that despair filled Wei'an's thinking, and she was stingy with even saying "break up". Just leave without saying goodbye.
Did not leave any clues or tell anyone where she was going. Wei An's cell phone number suddenly became empty.
Wei An wants to move forward. She doesn't want to be trapped in the reality of poverty all the time, the pressure of work and life has made her breathless, and she no longer has the strength to maintain a relationship with no future. all physical fatigue. She has been defeated, and she can no longer fall into the quagmire.
So, it's better to change places and make a comeback.
In the first year or two after arriving in Beijing, Wei An was not taken seriously in the company, because in the eyes of everyone, this girl was too indifferent, and even gave people an illusion of arrogance. But she is the hardest worker, with a promotion and salary increase, and a clear goal. If she can't do her job well, she will only find her own problems, and work overtime every night, as if she wants to make up for all the time she missed.
"You know the rest." Wei An looked indifferently at the sad Yu Fan in front of her, pursed her lips and smiled, and drank a glass of red wine, and let out a deep breath, feeling relieved. She thought she would never recall these past events again, but now
Suddenly he let out a cold snort, with self-deprecating meaning, and said to himself: "How could there be no warning? At that time, he could see me frowning at him every morning when he woke up. The eyes that looked at him were all It¡¯s cold and strange. I won¡¯t pester him again. How could these not be omens!¡± After speaking, she began to laugh to herself, leaned forward, and looked at Yu Fan, ¡°The craziest thing I¡¯ve ever done in my life is But those three years. When I think about it when I get old, I shouldn¡¯t regret it.¡±
Yu Fan opened his mouth and remained silent for a long time, but his pity was so obvious on his face. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com