It was already afternoon after hanging the water with Wei An. After pulling out the needle, Wei An impatiently rushed to the toilet, Yu Fan stood there in a daze, not understanding what Wei An was awkward about. While packing up and thinking about it, she couldn't help laughing, she was embarrassed.
The nurse on duty brought over a bag of medicine bottles, stood in front of Yu Fan, and blushed the next moment. Yu Fan kept reminding with a smile, and the nurse stammered and said, "Are these medicines kept here, or do you take them back and infuse them at a hospital near your home?" It was only after she said that that she felt regretful. I never had the chance to meet this handsome guy.
"Let's take it back." Yu Fan took the plastic bag from the nurse and smiled politely. He had a panoramic view of the nurse's thoughts, and besides, he knew Wei'an very well, such a troublesome person made her travel so far every day to get the infusion, Yu Fan didn't believe that she had that patience at all.
When she came out of the infusion room, Wei An moved closer to Yu Fan, with a sly smile on her face:
"Hey, that nurse sister seems to like you." Yu Fan narrowed his eyes and didn't want to talk to her, Wei An was a little embarrassed, and said to himself: "Isn't it all men's fantasy to marry a nurse back home?"
A casual smile appeared on the corner of Yu Fan's mouth. He didn't want any nurses, all he wanted was Wei An.
Wei An can't eat spicy food, so she made some porridge. Yu Fan put two pieces of crispy meat into Wei'an's bowl, he remembered that she always liked to eat this. When he looked up and saw Wei'an sitting opposite him, he couldn't help feeling a little lost. Such a situation seems to be life after marriage.
"Weian, how about this. When you are thirty years old and you haven't married yet, and I haven't found a wife yet, we can make do with each other." Yu Fan said seemingly casually. Wei An was choked by a mouthful of porridge, coughing unceasingly, while staring at him with a frightened expression. Yu Fan was stunned for a moment, and quickly reached out to help her pat her back. Wei An knocked off Yu Fan's hand, took a deep breath:
"Lu Yufan, don't call me a robbery, okay! Thirty years old? Do you know how old I am this year! According to you, if I don't get married next year, I can only commit myself to you?" After finishing speaking, she gave a blank look. Yu Fan, "You're dreaming!" Then he started coughing violently again.
Looking at Wei'an who was about to jump in front of him, Yu Fan suddenly felt funny. He had never seen her so anxious, but he was also a little unwilling. After pondering for a while, he looked at Wei'an with infinite seriousness:
"Why can't it be me?" This is what he wanted to ask a long time ago, and he finally asked it today. "Am I really that bad?" Wei An was taken aback, seeing Yu Fan's expression turned cold, and there was a slight tingling in her throat, but she didn't want to cough anymore. Biting her lip unconsciously, did what she just said hurt him?
"No." Wei An lowered her eyes, as if she had taken a lot of courage. Some things are better said today. "You're fine. You're really fine. So don't waste your time on me, Yu Fan." Wei An raised her head to look at him, his brows were tightly frowned, his lips were tightly pursed, his expression seemed to be waiting trial. Wei'an took a deep breath, "You deserve someone better to love you. And that person is not me." Subconsciously closing her eyes, Wei'an was surrounded by despair for no reason.
"Why?" Yu Fan asked coldly, his expression seemed to be frozen.
"There is no reason. If you insist on a reason, do I think I am bigger than you?" Wei An's expression has already started to turn cold, and Yu Fan knows that her expression is like a cat's body arched when it is fighting for territory, full of vigilance and defense. Normally, Yu Fan would definitely choose to stop here, but today, he doesn't want to do that.
"If one year older is also called older, what will you do if you ask Wangnianjiao." The voice became weak, and the corner of Yufan's mouth curled into a wry smile. Such a reason is really ridiculous. He lowered his head and finished the porridge in his own bowl, got up and put the bowl back in the kitchen, then came back and passed Wei An, and said coldly: "Put the bowl in the kitchen after eating, you can't touch cold water, I'll wash it."
Wei'an stirred the white porridge in her bowl, and suddenly she couldn't taste it. Is she, too much? But she did this for the good of Yu Fan, he deserves someone better to possess, and she, who gave her best years to her memories by mistake, has long been deserted.
Back in the bedroom, Wei An lazily leaned on the bed. Yu Fan was still in the living room, just in a stalemate with her.
Looking at the already dark sky outside the window, the building opposite was lit up with dots of lights, and sighed deeply. Wei An took out her mobile phone from under the pillow and called Zaizai. Zaizai complained to Wei An on the phone that he had to work overtime until very late every day, and he didn't have time to sleep and refresh himself. Wei An chuckled, and promised that she would go to work two days after the injection, treat Zaizai to dinner, and he would choose the place he wanted, so it would be an apology.
When I hang up the phone, I feel more lost??. I remember Wei An once read a sentence a long time ago: loneliness is the norm. Even if there are occasional companions on the road of life, you need to remember that you are still alone at the end.
A soft sigh will also appear abrupt in a quiet night. Wei'an curled up and plunged herself into the darkness. This silence made her feel safe, and it also made her infinitely wronged. She is not hard-hearted, but after many years, the fear of many unknowns has made it difficult for her to move forward. After all, she is no longer a 21-year-old girl who can travel thousands of kilometers to another city with enthusiasm, just because there is her lover in that city. At that time, she was so sure that she could spend this life with her people.
Reality is always cruel.
Waiting for your bruised and swollen face in reality to finally show weakness to him, it will use another way to coerce and lure you, and in the end you can only be played by it between applause, and then look at him with bruises all over your body. A triumphant smile shows you victory. From the start, you were a loser.
Wei'an closed her eyes, letting her thoughts erode her, she didn't resist, and she was powerless to resist. Just looking at myself soberly, sinking.
"Wei An, wash up first if you want to sleep." Yu Fan's voice sounded from behind, calm and without any emotion. Wei An opened her eyes, the light in the bedroom had been turned on, and the light covered her whole body. Yu Fan stood by the door with his usual expression, without the slightest unnatural expression.
Could it be that their conversation just now was just Wei An's wishful thinking.
Wei'an's nose was a little sore, and her mood became awkward. She sat cross-legged on the bed, looked up at Yufan:
"Can I not wash it?" With a pitiful look of grievance, like a little girl begging her father to reward her with lollipops, Yu Fan lost his temper in an instant, his heart softened suddenly, and he shook his head helplessly. Really lost to her. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com