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Chapter Twenty

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    Chapter 20

    The car stopped downstairs.  Wei An took off Jiang An's coat and returned it to him.

    "Thank you." Wei An whispered.  Get ready to get out of the car.  Jiang An's eyes fell on the windshield, his hands were on the steering wheel, and he didn't answer.  How much he wanted to call Wei'an to stop, and wanted her to stay by his side for a while, as long as it was a while.  But he didn't say anything after all, turned his head to look at Wei An's back, and walked forward a little bit staggeringly.  An unknown emotion surged into his brain at this moment, controlling his thoughts.

    Jiang An got out of the car immediately, took two steps to catch up with Wei'an, and supported her.  He obviously felt Wei'an's instinctive resistance to him, but he didn't let go, he just whispered:

    "I'll take you up."

    Stopped at the door of Wei'an's house, Wei'an broke free from his control, looked straight into his eyes, and said in a cold, emotionless voice:

    "I'm here. Hurry up and go back too." There was a pause in the voice, and a sneer: "Don't make her wait too long." Jiang An's expression froze for a moment, he could hear the sarcasm in Wei An's words, subconsciously  justification:

    "Weian, she and I are not what you imagined, she and I"

    "I'm not interested in hearing stories about you and your wife. Mr. Jiang, you have already sent me to the door. I won't invite you in." Jiang An's face turned pale, and he had nothing to say under embarrassment  .  Wei'an was standing in front of him, her expressionless expression made him feel mixed feelings, the familiar one was aggressive, and the more familiar one was emotionless, Jiang An would rather she be angry than see her doing nothing like this  appearance.

    Wei An glanced sideways at Jiang An, then turned around and took the key to open the door.  The moment she was about to enter the door, Jiang An suddenly grabbed her arm.

    "etc."

    Wei'an turned to look at him, her eyes were cold and angry, she broke free from his hand, and turned to look at him.  Jiang An closed his eyes, trying to control his emotions, and looked up at Wei An, "I'm sorry. The past is my fault. I never thought of asking you to forgive me. But I don't want to go on like this anymore, I don't want to see  I want you to be trapped in memories, and I don't want to be trapped in missing you. This feeling is really worse than death." Jiang An's voice softened, with a fragility that could not be hidden.

    Is he crying?  Wei An froze for a moment.

    "Wei An, you won." Jiang An's voice seemed to come from far away, beating Wei An's heart.  He took a step forward so that he could get closer to her, and her breath was within easy reach.  "Wei'an, I can't get rid of your shadow in this life. You won." A self-deprecating smile rose from the corner of his mouth, and Wei'an could see the tears in his eyes, so hard to hold back, not to let it flow  come out.

    "Forget it. Torturing each other like this is meaningless." Wei An's tone was dejected and helpless.  Jiang An looked down at her, his whole body was sunk in darkness, and he collapsed powerlessly.

    "Why didn't I wait for you any longer." Jiang An smiled sadly, "If I waited for you" In the end, he didn't say any more, because it would be useless to say anything now.  Wei An understands that if she is as decisive as her, Jiang An naturally thinks that if she leaves, she will never come back, but unexpectedlyunexpectedly.

    "Can I still hug you?" Jiang An's eyes were filled with sadness surging like a tide, and his voice was a little trembling, and he whispered.

    Wei An looked at him, the effect of alcohol made her dizzy.  Her sanity was fading little by little, and the feeling that she couldn't control it was driving her crazy.  However, that faint expectation kept popping up from the bottom of my heart.  Forget it, crazy is crazy.

    Taking a step forward, wrapping her hands around his waist, she leaned her head against his chest, the nostalgic touch accompanied by his smell overwhelmed her, her eyes were lowered, just like many years ago.  Jiang An couldn't bear it any longer, he hugged her tightly with his arms, buried his head deeply in the crest of her neck, the tip of his nose was the smell of his countless memories, which made his heart tighten unconsciously,  There were bursts of stinging pain.  Lips pressed against the skin of her neck, with a hint of coolness, he felt her body trembling obviously, but he didn't refuse.  Gentle kisses fell on her earlobe, cheeks and corners of her lips, without continuing.  Wei An looked up at him, his tears finally fell uncontrollably, he bit his lips tightly, but his voice was so low that even he couldn't hear himself:

    "Weian, we" But he couldn't say anything.

    "I can't go back." Wei An received it in a low voice, she knew what he was going to say.  Meeting his sad gaze, he struggled to smile.  After pausing for a while, he finally reached out to help him wipe away the tears on his face, and sighed deeply: "That's the end of the conversation. We really don't owe each other any more." Taking a step back, he broke free from his embrace, his eyes were as calm as  The moonlight shining on the lake said, "Jiang An, you want to be happy."

    After speaking, open the door and go in.

    "click"With that sound, Jiang An seemed to hear the sound of the door of his heart being locked, so he had no choice but to leave.

    That night, Wei'an vomited until the sky was dark, and her tears could not be stopped like a flood. She had endured it for so many years, and finally broke out one night. The tears shed wantonly wet her carefully packed hard shell.  In this way, defeated.

    I heard that time can heal everything, but the wound that has not healed for six years, how can it be scabbed overnight, not to mention, in the past six years, Wei An has torn it up again from time to time, exposing it to the sun and letting it go.  Ulceration, inflammation, suppuration.  That piercing pain is more real to her, and it also makes her more motivated.

    The only meaning of the past is to make her not want to go back to the past.  From that day on, she had no hatred for Jiang An at all. He could be her friend or her work partner, but most of the time, he was just a stranger.  significance.  Perhaps the real sudden enlightenment is nothing better than this, but she also understands very clearly that she will never remind herself of the wounds of the past, some people have been there, he will be there, if he leaves, the memories will be there  There.  It's just a corner of my heart, after time, it will always return to dust.

    After that, there will be more intensive overtime work and business trips. Apart from work, Wei'an has no leisure time in her life.

    "Wei, Wei'an?" Zaizai looked at the person walking towards the office in surprise, "Wei'an, shouldn't you be in Shanghai?"

    "I came back last night." Wei An passed by him without looking sideways, "You will send in the report of last month in a while." After finishing speaking, she entered her office.

    Is she crazy!  Zaizai looked at Wei'an's back and muttered to himself, but more caring, Zaizai was really a little scared when she worked so hard like her.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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