Yi Sisi felt dizzy for a while, and her originally cold body froze like a bucket of ice water.
"Mom, you lied to me" Her voice became smaller and smaller until she swallowed the last word.
"Baby, don't be sad. Your grandpa in heaven must hope that you will be well" Yi's mother's voice was choked with pity.
Turning off the video, Yi Sisi stood up with difficulty, knelt down facing the direction of the motherland, and kowtowed three times.
Yi Sisi didn't tell her friends what was on her mind, she knew that even if she cried hoarsely, all she got in return were a few words of innocuous comfort. They are just friends, and the deepest pain can only be relieved by sharing it with their closest other half.
She wants a shoulder. She misses that thin but warm embrace, but he is gone, and he is in the sky like grandpa.
She also misses the strong and broad arms, but they have cut off contact.
In the next two days, the feeling of being watched gradually dissipated, and occasionally felt it, and Yi Sisi laughed it off, thinking of Grandpa's kindness in her heart.
Xu Xiangyang came here frequently recently, and he never forgot to bring some fruits for the three of them, and privately stuffed her with a few large bags of chocolates, saying that Qiao Shan wanted to lose weight and didn't like to eat, so he used it to reward Yi Sisi for her generous support over the past few months Professor, thank her for teaching him to finally embrace the beauty.
"Hurry up and take it away. I only take things that people don't want to perfuse me. Do you have my sister in your eyes?"
Xu Xiangyang sighed a little embarrassedly, with a look of ghosts in his heart, and said:
"Sister Sisi, my brother actually misses you very much, don't you want to refuse to travel thousands of miles away? In fact, Qiao Shan's family conditions are also average. I didn't dare to tell my mother about my love, so I secretly got together with her." I was self-defeating before, I'm really sorry for you two."
Yi Sisi smiled bitterly, shook his head and said, "This has nothing to do with you. You are you, and he is him."
Yi Sisi knew in her heart that this had nothing to do with Xu Xiangyang, and it didn't even have much to do with Xu's mother. The problem was that her pride would never allow her to throw herself into her arms, and his shyness and cowardice made him lose opportunities time and time again.
? On weekends, Tian Yuan invited fellow villagers and domestic university alumni to come to his home for dinner. Yi Sisi took a closer look, she was a little girl, Tian Yuan, an infatuated man with a long-distance relationship, has changed his sex, and wants to "the red flag will not fall outside, and the colorful flags will flutter inside"?
During the meal, the little girl's twittering completely shattered Yi Sisi's ulterior guesses. The little girl quickly wiped out the history of Tian Yuan's affair with his girlfriend, and Tian Yuan ignored her whenever he stared at her.
Not only that, but she kept gossip about people and things when she first came to the United States.
"Our department has a great theology senior who is very handsome, but everyone says he has a withdrawn and weird personality. It is said that he is a killer teaching assistant in the department. As long as he is a teaching assistant in a course, the students' homework will be criticized beyond recognition, and the exam will be graded. He was also very strict. I bumped into him once and spilled hot coffee all over his body. Unexpectedly, he walked past me without raising his eyelids or saying a word. Alas, the computer department was originally handsome. Just a few, the only one is gay, really depressing"
The little girl seemed to be quite confident in her appearance, Yi Sisi smiled, thinking that this little girl is not only a gossip but also a nymphomaniac, so young!
Yi Sisi suddenly remembered that her computer had been having constant problems recently, with frequent blue screens. Knowing that the little girl was studying computers, she asked her to take a look.
The little girl paused for a long time, then suddenly opened her mouth wide in surprise.
"Sister, there is a problem with your computer!"
"Is there really a problem? Then can you help solve it?"
The little girl looked embarrassed, and said timidly: "Senior sister, your computeris planted with a Trojan horse"
"Oh, is it a virus? Can it be killed with anti-virus software? Which anti-virus software should I buy?"
"No, this Trojan horse can monitor you through video, and I checked, and it seems to be connected to the audio, and it is very rigorous. Sister, I can't kill this, but I think my great god senior can definitely do it. Listen It is said that he is the best hacker in the department, and he is often invited to wipe out other hackers."
Yi Sisi's pupils shrank, and her hands hanging by her sides trembled involuntarily.
"May I ask what is the name of your great theological senior? I want to ask him to help."
"Well, his name is Xu Xiangxuan, nicknamed x, not the ex of his predecessor, but the letter x, and there is a legend about this nickname"
The little girl was still making noise, Yi Sisi could no longer hear any sound, and her whole mind was occupied by a crazy emotion.
Finally, Yi Sisi with a strong face and a smile?After the guests left, she sat down at the computer desk, raised her right hand, pointed her index finger at the camera, raised her eyebrows, and growled through gritted teeth: "Xu Xiangxuan, just stay here and don't move"
After finishing speaking, he raised the computer high, slammed it down on the ground, and smashed it to pieces.
As soon as Xu Xiangxuan opened the door, he heard a "pop", and felt a burning sensation on his cheeks.
Seeing the red and swollen palm prints on his face, Yi Sisi felt pleasure in her heart, but she didn't think it was enough, so she raised her arms and wanted to swing them over again, Xu Xiangxuan quickly grasped her palms that were about to fall.
"Yi Sisi, listen to my explanation" Xu Xiangxuan's face showed a twist, as if in extreme pain.
Yi Sisi broke free from his hands, was useless, and stared at him fiercely with bloodshot eyes:
"Explain? Xu Xiangxuan, you wretched man. Do you know that you are breaking the law? If you are not Xu Xiangyang's brother, I will immediately investigate your criminal responsibility. Do you want to go to jail? Do you want to lose your reputation? I can do everything Satisfy you"
Xu Xiangxuan let go of his hand, letting Yi Sisi's hand hang down weakly. His face was ashen, and he said in a desperate tone:
"You can do whatever you want, as long as you feel comfortable and happy. Yi Sisi, I'm sorry."
Yi Sisi seemed to have heard the funniest joke in the world, and her body twitched into laughter. In an instant, the pressure of studies, the death of a loved one, physical discomfort, shock, shame, anger, all kinds of emotions pent up in his heart surged instantly, and all turned into resentment towards Xu Xiangxuan.
Chest tightness, a fishy sweet taste in her throat, Yi Sisi vomited, a mouthful of fresh|blood spattered on Xu Xiangxuan's white shirt.
"Yi Sisi!"
Xu Xiangxuan was shocked, his face was ashen, and he hurriedly supported her weakened body.
That mouthful of blood, the bright red gushing from her pale body, splashed on his collar, and even splashed into his heart. Xu Xiangxuan held her in his arms at a loss, and could only keep repeating in her ear: "I'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorry"
Yi Sisi didn't faint, and she was still conscious. She wanted to break free from his embrace, but she was exhausted, so she had to say to him in the most disgusting tone:
"Xu Xiangxuan, do you think the mistake you made is the same as the Trojan horse you planted, and you can undo it by pressing ctrl+z?"
Xu Xiangxuan felt her alienation and hatred. He finally couldn't think so much. He no longer has the ability to endure the words that are pressed in his heart, and he no longer has the ability to wait for a suitable time.
"Yi Sisi, I love you"
I just don't know how to love you, always have, always have been.
There was a sneer at the corner of Yi Sisi's mouth, even the blood on her lips seemed extremely cold, her voice was weak and trembling:
"I know."
But why didn't you tell me earlier? Why don't you tell me when I create a little ambiguity? Why didn't you tell me when I was wronged by your mother? Why did you tell me when I loathe you and hate you? Xu Xiangxuan, you are a wimp. It's useless, what you say now is useless
Yi Sisi relaxed her stiff body and leaned into his arms softly. She wanted to experience the body temperature of this man who had given her throbbing for the last time, just a second. Then, she reminded him word by word in her most unfamiliar vicious tone:
"But this can't change the fact that you are a wretched man." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com