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Chapter Eight: Separation 3--Things of the Heart

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    "Hui Wazi, I resigned today." Xia Xue said calmly, looking at the smiling faces in the crowd of people who were welcoming and sending them off outside the window.

    "Ahwhy" Although Li Shaohui had been prepared for a long time, when Xia Xue said it, his heart was still twitching involuntarily at the moment when the dust settled.  , tearing him apart.  She still resigned after all, she still has to leave after all, where is she going?  Could it be that there is really no nostalgia between Shanghai and her?  Li Shaohui's hand trembled, and the lighter also took the opportunity to wither, and a bang sounded in his and Xia Xue's hearts.

    Li Shaohui looked at Xia Xue's thin cheeks, trembling his lips, and wanted to speak, but after a long time, he still gave up. He had neither courage nor reason, and the cowardly man instantly blurred under Xia Xue's soft wry smile.  With his eyes, he followed Xia Xue's line of sight and looked out of the window. The glass on the window condensed many drops of water, which slid down drop by drop, leaving impromptu graffiti works; someone set off fireworks outside the window, and the fireworks  After blooming gorgeously in the air, only a short brilliance remains, and then disappears in an instant, like a flash in the pan.

    "These fireworks are probably the fate between me and Sister Xue!" Li Shaohui smiled wryly in his heart, life will eventually come and go, if we knew today, why did we bother to meet each other in the first place?  Why did I wave goodbye when I just understood my mind.

    I don't know when, it was already late at night, and the customers in the shop dispersed one after another. Li Shaohui and Xia Xue also calmed down and walked out silently.  The weather outside was still bitingly cold, and through Li Shaohui's clothes, the cold reached his heart.

    "Let's walk around casually!" Xia Xue suggested, and Li Shaohui nodded silently.

    The two walked side by side, one in front and the other behind. Looking at Xia Xue's back, Li Shaohui took a few steps faster and walked side by side.  When I used to walk with Xia Xue, I always liked to follow behind her, which seemed neither very close nor very distant, but tonight, Li Shaohui was very reluctant, and just wanted to walk down side by side with her, down

    Neither of them spoke, as if they were afraid of disturbing the tranquility and warmth of the night.  At this time, the moon was sparsely stared, and the bright moonlight gently shone down on the two of them, emitting a faint soft light, which was hazy and somewhat poignant and blurred.

    Li Shaohui suddenly thought of the story of Chang'e flying to the moon. Since the separation of Chang'e and Houyi is a foregone conclusion, why can't Chang'e and Wu Gang be together?  Since both Hou Yi and Chang'e are lovers, they love each other deeply, but they can't give each other happiness, why can't they let each other accept other people's care?  Didn't it mean that love is giving and fulfillment?  Why do you have to cruelly deprive each other of the right to pursue happiness in the name of true love?  Why do you have to use the guise of pure love, but deeply imprison the other party?

    Maybe the thousand years of true love and pure obsession have already become a poison and a tool to torture each other.

    Li Shaohui looked at the bright moon in the sky, and inexplicably felt such a feeling. He looked down at the shadows of the two of them. The shadows were long and short, bright and dark, unpredictable, but they would intertwine from time to time, regardless of the difference between them.  each other.  However, as time slowly passed and the bright moon moved westward, the figures of the two gradually drifted away, and they could no longer blend with each other.

    "Could it be that after this farewell, I will never see her again." Li Shaohui sighed, his eyes were slightly wet, as if sand had gotten into them.

    Soon, the two came to a small bridge, Xia Xue stopped, stopped, she slowly turned around, looked at Li Shaohui, stared at Li Shaohui for a moment, she was sexy  The plump red lips parted slightly, and said: "Hui Wazi, my sister is leaving. I am leaving this time. I am afraid I will never come back again. There is nothing in Shanghai worth my sister's nostalgia. I have been drifting here for so many years. My sister  I have been working hard, I have been struggling, but I can't find the feeling of home no matter what, so" Xia Xue said, as if recalling the past, her eyes began to dim, and there were crystal tears brewing, she fixedly looked at Li Shaohui  , let the tears flow down slowly, let the sadness rage, but at the same time a blush flew across her cheeks, she spoke slowly, her voice was ethereal and coquettish, she said: "My sister has been in Shanghai for so many years.  You are such a close friend, and this is the only thing that my sister can't let go of before she leaves, I wonder if you would like to —— would you —— go with my sister? "

    Li Shaohui's body trembled for a while, his lips trembled, and the tears in his eyes flowed silently, wet his whole heart.

    "Now you are single, and my sister is also single. We have no ties to each other. We can go far away together, leave this sad place, and start over." Xia Xue stood on tiptoe and wiped away Li Shaohui's tears, with a smile on her face  .

    "Let's go together? Let's go together!" Li Shaohui thought silently in his heart, feeling very confused. In fact, Xia Xue's suggestion??A very pragmatic choice. Now he and she are both sad people, and it happens to be able to warm each other up and spend the rest of their lives together.

    I have known Xia Xue for four years. During these four years, promise Xiao Bei, Lin Yue'er, these women broke into my heart without my consent. After staying for a while, I hurt myself severely.  After the tormented life was worse than death, he waved his hand gracefully, without any nostalgia, he abandoned himself in the same place and let go, and he and them were just passing by. Maybe a few years later, when they remembered  When they are themselves, there is only a vague shadow, which will neither make them feel joy nor pain.

    But now at the end of the song, there is still such a sad woman who cares about him and wants to go far away with him. Li Shaohui looked at Xia Xue fixedly, and thought of her usual care for his mother and sister  , I thought of the gentle and kind heart under her bold and unrestrained appearance, I thought of the innocent and ambiguous years I walked with her, I also thought of the first meeting in the bar where I promised to compete with her, I also thought of  The four of them gathered at the bar, Lin Yueer's heartbroken face

    Thought wandering to this moment, Li Shaohui's fiery heart calmed down a little, and he thought of the scar between himself and Xia Xue——He Yonghui, so he paused, and asked very slowly and seriously  Said: "Sister Xue, I have a question, can you tell me the truth?"

    Xia Xue said softly: "You ask, my sister said that she will not lie to you in the future."

    "Sister Xue, if I leave with you, can you let go of your husband——ex-husband? Can you forget him forever? Can you forget the beautiful past of the two of you forever? Can you love me wholeheartedly? No  Think of me as his shadow again?" Li Shaohui asked in a hoarse voice, looking extremely expectant, as long as Xia Xue can decisively answer "yes", he will decide to accompany her to wander the world together, and now Li Shaohui is tortured by love.  I also understand that compared to an earth-shattering love, a home that knows the cold and the hot is the most important.

    "Of course it is possible." Hearing Xia Xue's words, Li Shaohui breathed a sigh of relief, and wanted to hold Xia Xue's hand and walk with her, but Xia Xue's next words made him fall into an abyss, "Two  When a person gets married and forms a family, he not only has moral constraints, but also has responsibilities and obligations. As a wife, he should naturally live in peace and order, care and love his husband."

    "Haha, haha!" Inexplicably, Li Shaohui suddenly burst out laughing. After laughing for a long time, he said bitterly: "Aren't you talking about living with a partner? Isn't it just the same bed and different dreams?"

    Xia Xue smiled wryly and said: "Isn't life like this? When we pick it up, it's vigorous, and of course it takes a while to put it down. Those who can turn around calmly, either struggled for a long time in pain, or  Didn't try hard at all.

    Who ever thought to put it down when we picked it up?  Who doesn't try their best to fight for what they want, but when you really have to let it go, those moments of picking it up have been engraved in your life and become an inseparable part, and it is no longer what we can do  left and right.  "

    Li Shaohui smiled wryly and said: "If two people are together, if they don't even have a smooth love, how can there be any happiness at all? Then won't they torture each other in the future?"

    Xia Xue looked at Li Shaohui, suddenly smiled again, and said angrily: "Fool, say you are a child, you really won't grow up, love is a gift that children ask for extravagantly, we are all adults, in the world of adults  Only talk about fit, nothing else."

    Hearing this, Li Shaohui felt a sense of sadness in his heart, don't adults need love?  Is that true?  Does life really only need to be suitable, not love?

    It's suitable, suitable, suitable, isn't it good?  Isn't that how the older generation came here?  They also seem to be very happy. They often say that life is very short, and it can end in a short moment of opening and closing eyes, so the secret of two people being together is to be confused.  This is the end.

    So what else can I do better?  But I understand the truth, why can't I just let it go?  Why do I always care about what my lover thinks?  "Li Shaohui smiled despondently. He looked at Xia Xue and said resentfully: "Sister Xue, you are so cruel and cruel. You should understand my intentions. I just want to find a high-sounding reason for my escape, but  Why do you have to expose it?  "

    Xia Xue smiled bitterly and said: "Hui Wazi, it's not that my sister is cruel. Lying is very simple, just a few words, but don't you realize that we are very similar? We are too serious about our relationship and love it too seriously, that's why we are so serious.  Feeling tired and hurt, you blame your sister for not being able to forget him, but how can you forget your sister Lin?" (Remember this website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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