My life is black and white upside down, full of paradoxes, all kinds of nonsensical thoughts haunt me and I can't breathe.
Like a lunatic running forward for no reason, the figure in the beige gown got into an orange r8 and disappeared in a hurry at the corner of the street.
Standing on the side of the street, I am like a child who has lost his favorite toy, looking melancholy at the distance, there is no end in the distance, and there is no end to life.
After a long time, I gradually retracted my gaze. I turned around and walked towards the Changfengyuan community where Li Xin was renting. I knew that Li Xin had left Xi'an, so she must not be in the room, but I wanted to get close for no reason, close to an uncontrollable thought.
After going upstairs, I took out the key chain and opened the fire door of the duct next to Li Xin's door. I took the fire door key common to most real estate in Xi'an, and went into the duct to find the fire door left by Li Xin. house key.
When Li Xin first moved into this house, she said that she would leave a key in the plumbing room. If she accidentally lost the key one day, it would be a spare. I happened to be smart and overheard it.
When leaving the plumbing room, a bald head poked out from the door opposite the door. He looked at me suspiciously, as if he was about to question me, but when he saw my cold eyes and strong body, he shut up wisely, and the bald head turned his head Withdrew into the room and gently closed the doors.
I opened the door of Li Xin's room under the watchful eyes of a cat eye behind me. The room was very deserted, a kind of depression that no one had lived in for a long time. The coffee table was covered with a thick layer of dust, and there was a book on the sofa. In Carnegie's "Flaws in Human Nature", there is an unfinished cup of coffee on the TV platform. The surface of the coffee has solidified, and there is a thick layer of dust on it.
Walking towards the bedroom, the windows inside are tightly closed, so I feel very clean after I go in.
There is a beige desk lamp on the bedside table. Under the desk lamp is a photo taken by Li Xin at the gate of Harvard. In the photo frame, Li Xin is smiling sweetly. She may have been happy at that time.
Sitting casually by the bed, this house is simpler than I imagined. In addition to a small single bed in the bedroom, there is an old wardrobe in the corner. I took a look at the mottled paint. The door of the cabinet, knowing that the cabinet may fall down as long as the door is moved.
Light a cigarette for myself and sit by the bed. I don't know how Li Xin's weak shoulders endured after the great changes in her life. Li Xin, who has always had a good material life, recently accepted the pain of falling from a high place. She was able to accept everything without saying a word, and there must be too much unspeakable sadness in it.
I started to blame myself for my carelessness. Until now, I realized that I had neglected Li Xin's feelings. I didn't bravely help her share some when he needed it. At this moment, thinking about it, Li Xin left, maybe it was really with me His indifference is related to the indifference of this world.
The old clock hanging on the wall is ticking, thinking, the second hand passes the minute hand, the minute hand passes the hour hand, all encounters are short-lived, and all gatherings are separated without a smile.
The beginning of the story is always like this, just in time, caught off guard. The ending of the story is always like this, two flowers bloom, each side of the sky. Using this sentence to describe my current feelings seems to be very appropriate to the theme.
After staying in Li Xin's bedroom for a long time, I returned to the living room with my empty and numb body, and sat down on the sofa indiscriminately. I didn't care what the dusty sofa would do to me, picked up the phone, with a hint of longing, Sent a WeChat message to Li Xin.
"Where are you?"
To my surprise, Li Xin quickly replied to WeChat.
"I'm in Lijiang, listening to "Tick Tock"!"
"That's good, when will you be back?"
"Where are you?"
I took a photo of the living room and sent it.
Not long after, Li Xin returned a smiling face. She sent a picture of a Labrador basking in the sun on the old street. At the entrance of the bar in the depths of the alley, the red lanterns hanging were a little faded. Through the roof of the bar, in the distance in the background is a snow mountain.
"When it's time to come back, I must come back!"
"I'm waiting for you!"
Li Xin returned with a warm smile, and WeChat became silent after that.
She acquiesced to me staying in her room without even asking how I got in.
After receiving the news from Li Xin, my mood suddenly improved a lot.
I know that Chen Wei's matter needs time to accumulate. As for Zhu Mei's pregnancy, I don't have to worry about it, because I feel that it is an unwarranted crime. Chen Wei and Zhu Mei have lived together for so long and have not been pregnant. Zhu Mei and I made a big joke, I think.
It was getting dark slowly, and I was dripping all day long.?I haven¡¯t entered yet, but at this moment I don¡¯t feel hungry at all. I opened my eyes in the completely dark room, and it seems that Li Xin will appear in front of me in the next second.
It was very late at night, and I started to feel drowsy. On a night when no one disturbed me, I was alone, and it was time for me to rest in peace.
Dragging his tired body down on Li Xin's bed, he fell into a deep sleep in less than a minute.
This night, the pillow was wet, not tears, but halazi flooding like a tide.
In the dead of night, that old dream reappeared. In the peach blossom forest in full bloom, the woman in the red dress dancing lightly twisted the peach blossoms and smiled faintly. Her smile was sweet, like a goddess who could not eat fireworks.
She is Li Xin, I think.
I woke up from a sweet dream, the sun just shone through the window and sprinkled on me, I got up from the bed, and there was a crisp sound on my neck.
I took a deep breath habitually, Li Xin was not there, and the restaurant did not smell the aroma of breakfast, maybe I got used to Li Xin's presence at a certain moment.
I wobbled to the bathroom to wash up, and then smiled sweetly in the mirror.
?Life doesn't need too many sad faces. Although Li Xin is not here, I still need to face life with courage, don't I?
Go back to the living room and call Zhang Tao. He said that Zhang Li has sent him the list of auxiliary materials needed, and now he can go to the building materials market.
I thought about the most convenient building materials market from Qujiang, but it seemed that I had to wait for Jiapo.
Lift the tension and hand over the tool bag for me to save. The heavy thing is very heavy. I think it will be stored in the card as soon as possible, or it will be somewhat high-profile.
When I went out, I saw Li Xin's car key hanging behind them, and there was a post-it note next to the key, which said that the car was parked in the a102 parking space of the underground garage.
It seems that Li Xin knows that I will come here.
Smiling happily, I picked up the car keys and went out. I felt like I had money, a car and a house, and I sneezed so damn happy.
Driving out of the garage, Zhang Tao had already arrived at the TV tower by car, I honked the horn, Zhang Tao saw that there was a free car available, and blew me a high-profile kiss.
I drove the car to the entrance of the nearby CCB. In order to prevent the urban management officer from falling from the sky, I asked Zhang Tao to stay in the car, and went into the bank with my fancy tool bag.
"Brother, it doesn't cost much, you don't need to withdraw a bag of money!"
I smiled at Zhang Tao, kicked the accelerator, Li Xin's golf rushed up the third ring road, and waited for the Jiapo building materials market to wave to me. I don't understand Zhang Tao's children's shoes for the time being.
ps: I wish everyone a happy holiday. If you are single, please take off your clothes. This world is very powerful, and all stories have an end. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com