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Chapter 43 Wait until you forget who I am
She stood in front of me like this, with her head down, unwilling to meet my gaze.
"It's you!" I said and pointed to the woman opposite, oh, to be more precise, it should be called a woman.
She followed me to the huge and luxurious room near the stairs, and began to undress silently. Her figure is still as plump as before, with uneven bumps, and her skin is pink and tender, like a girl.
I lit a cigarette for myself, leaned on the head of the bed and looked at her quietly.
She took off her clothes and approached me as she did many years ago. With her eyes closed, she stroked my chest very gently, as cautiously as an elk.
"Do you want a cigarette?"
I gently pushed her away, took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and handed her over.
"Let's start, we'll smoke when we're done!"
She said and closed her eyes again.
"Do you still know me?" I asked again.
"I don't know each other very well!" she said.
"How have you been all these years?"
"It's pretty good, how are you doing, are you all right?"
Her eyes flickered all the time, as if she was hiding an ulterior secret, or she was unwilling to face me.
"well!"
I flicked the cigarette ash in my hand to the ground, looked at the woman beside me, and unconsciously remembered those days when I rented in Bali Village.
The woman next to me used to buy cosmetics in Bali Village, and the house she rented was next door to me.
Every night, I can see her dragging her tired body upstairs alone. Every time she passes by my door, she will smile softly.
In the month when Tang Xiaoyun went home, I walked into her room on a drunk night, and she skillfully put me on her bed, and said into my ear: "Actually, she has always liked me!"
During those days, I lived extremely happily. Every day, a woman touched my chest, and every day, a pair of tender little hands pressed my lower body. She has massaged me, cooked for me, even washed my socks and panties off.
Just such a woman, she stayed by my side silently for a month.
The day before Tang Xiaoyun was coming back, I said to her: "My girlfriend is coming back, and I won't be able to see you again!"
"Feng Tang, give me two hundred yuan, I'm pregnant!"
That day she sat in front of me and cried silently, tears flowing down her face and into her mouth. I felt sore at the time, so I borrowed 500 from Lao Wu and handed it to her.
She only accepted 200 yuan, looked at me tearfully when she left, gave me a hug, and never looked back.
In the following years, we never saw each other again.
Sometimes I feel like a beast, not to mention the chaos in my own life, but it drags others down, which is really wrong.
"Feng Tang, come on, I have missed you all these years, and I have always loved you!"
I listened to her words and took a deep puff of the cigarette, feeling like I couldn't say a word.
"Come on, do you want to be above or below, I won't charge you!" She said and moved towards me again.
This scene is exactly the same as it was four years ago. Life has turned around in some smiling and crying expressions, and then returned to the same place. It's like I was just having a dream. After waking up, Huang Liang was already familiar with her beauty, and Sarah Connor's "Justone Lastdance" was still playing in the room.
"Let's go, today we only talk about money, not love!"
As I said that, I stood up, she pulled up her pants reluctantly, and said the moment she went out: "Feng Tang, you have gone to college and are a cultural person, there is nothing wrong with my loving you!" She took care of herself very seriously Nodding freely, he continued: "Before you leave, can I give you a kiss!"
I closed my eyes, and she really kissed me seriously.
"Are you still living alone now?"
"No, I've been married a long time ago. I can't bear hardships, so I came here. I spend my days here. If I can't make it, I'll go back to my hometown!" She seemed to be looking forward to the future, with a look of expectation on her face.
"Doesn't your husband know?" I asked.
"I know, she works part-time at a construction site not far away, earning four to five thousand yuan a month, which is not enough!"
I didn't know what kind of mood I was in at the moment. I took out the envelope He Peng gave me from my pocket and handed it to her. I thought I was serious.
"Oh no, I'm fine now!" she said.
"Stop doing this again!"
After I finished speaking, ISuddenly I felt like I said the stupidest thing in the world, what ability do I have, what qualifications do I have to persuade others to be good?
"Put it away and live a good life in the future. You are not married yet, right?"
I didn't speak any more, and left the house as if fleeing.
After leaving the room, Cai Feidu had already finished his work. He sank deep into the sofa in the middle of the hall, seemingly extremely tired.
?He walked over and handed a Furong Wang to Cai Feidu. He took a glance at me and took it, as if the premature ejaculation just now had a lot to do with me, his expression was cold, bitter and bitter.
After waiting in the hall for a full 30 minutes, I saw Zhang Zhijun walking out holding on to the wall.
It seems that "Viagra" is really good, it can make an old man behave more vigorously than a young man.
Presumably the selfish Zhang Zhijun did not give Cai Feidu the extra Viagra, but ate two by himself. There are two women who are like wolves and tigers serving this guy. If I don't feel happy after tossing around, I really won't have a better solution.
It was already late when we came out from the Golden Emperor, Wang Ba sent us out of the hall, and the moment we left, he said beside me: "Mr. Wei has always wanted you to come, but it seems that your position is still firm!"
I can fully understand the meaning of Wang Ba's words. If I jumped into that swimming pool, it means that I intend to go with Mr. Wei and do something that looks good or not; Zhang Zhijun and Cai Feidu, it proves that my heart is not here. I don't even quite understand why Mr. Wei, with his strength, would favor such a small person like me. The most important thing in this city is talents. Once I grab them, I don't even feel that I am so important.
"I know, it must be fate!"
As I said, I opened the car door, and after getting in the car, I rolled down the glass and waved goodbye to Wang Ba. The night has subconsciously cooled down, and spring may not be far away.
Xi'an in the night looks extremely gentle, with shining lanterns, melodious singing and dancing, and a scene of prosperity. But I remind myself all the time, if I don't have my own career, my own house and women in this shining city, then I will always be doomed to be a passer-by, come gently, walk gently, don't Take away a cloud.
Both Zhang Zhijun and Cai Feidu's homes are on Electronic 2nd Road. I drove them back twice, and watched them get off the car with satisfied expressions after the evil fire was eliminated, and my mood became bad again.
I parked the car on the side of the road, lit a cigarette, and looked at this city that would never sleep and was always full of feasting and feasting, and my heart suddenly became cold. There is nothing in this city that exists because of me, except the sincerity of a woman whose name I forgot and who I owed. She said she still loves me, but I don't know what she loves about me? Is it the filthy soul after many years, or the fresh and beautiful shadow in the eyes of the girl many years ago?
It was getting late, and after smoking a cigarette, I drove towards Qujiang¡¤Chunxiaoyuan. The old trees that were about to sprout buds stood alone on both sides of the road, and the neon lights on the street fell silently. , all stories about love continue to ferment. At this time, Andy Lau's "Wait until you forget who I am" is playing on the radio, the voice keeps trembling, like a child who has nothing to play with
?I can¡¯t finish a sentence/why not be complete and rest assured/how difficult it is in a lifetime/maybe we can¡¯t love each other/is the best arrangement from heaven;
Until you forget who I am and forget my tears/We can only meet each other/Because sad people will inevitably regret/Repeatedly getting deeper and deeper (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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