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Chapter Thirty-Nine: A Tiger in My Heart, Sniffing the Rose

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    Sitting on the edge of the dim South Lake, I thought of a poem by the English poet Siegfried Sassoon.

    For me, past, present and future,

    Discussing, each sticking to their own words, disturbing one another.

    All kinds of desires plunder my present,

    Kill reason on its throne.

    My love has crossed the barriers of the future,

    The dream liberates the feet and dances.

    To me, the troglodyte has seized the prophet,

    Apollo wreathed,

    Sing to Abraham's deaf ear.

    In my heart there is a tiger sniffing the roses,

    Look into my heart, dear friend, and tremble!

    Because that's where you really are.

    Silently recollecting this poem in my heart, I think I should clean up my mood and go on the road again to find my original face.

    I can't drift away from Li Xin in infinite sorrow, and I can't run counter to my dream in blind escape.

    Back in Qujiang Chunxiao Garden, there is gentle light music in the living room, which is "Willow" by Fan Zongpei.

    When Li Xin saw me coming in, she looked up at me, then lowered her head and said, "Are you coming back to pack your luggage?"

    I walked over and sat next to Li Xin, and said, "I'm sorry, forgive me for being narrow-minded!"

    "What's the use of saying this, I only do what I should do, as for your thoughts, it has nothing to do with me!"

    "You definitely don't want me to be homeless. Besides, I haven't finished what I should do. I am a person who starts well and ends well!"

    Li Xin looked up at me again, her eyes were clear but her face was expressionless.

    "Reflect on yourself and comprehend carefully!"

    After Li Xin finished speaking like an elder, she didn't give me any chance to speak, turned around and entered the bedroom, and closed the door with a bang.

    Will there be a gentle curve at the corner of her mouth behind the door?

    I took out a blank sheet of paper from the drawer under the coffee table, trying to sort out my messy life recently.

    However, after I picked up the pen, I didn't know what I should say. I don't need to express my feelings in life anymore, and dreams don't become reality just by writing it once or twice.  I started to draw circles on the white paper, and finally wrote the sentence in the empty space of the whole paper - "If you have a tiger in your heart, smell the rose carefully!".

    I folded a piece of paper and put it in my pocket. When I got up and went to the balcony to light a cigarette, I received a call from He Peng.

    "Feng Tang, come to work tomorrow!" He Peng's tone was relaxed, presumably such a result was what he hoped for most.

    "Okay!" I knew it was the effect of Li Xin's kiss, so I wasn't surprised.

    Li Xin's fragrant kiss touched someone else's cheek, but Feng Tang was listed in the beneficiary list, which is more or less ironic.

    "What do you think?" He Peng asked with a smile.

    "Work hard and make progress every day!" I replied.

    "Hehe, see you at the company tomorrow, let's rest early!" He Peng hung up the phone after finishing speaking.  For topics that are difficult to carry on, He Peng likes to use the word "hehe" to end the topic. It is very comfortable to get along with smart people.

    After returning from the balcony, I knocked on the door of Li Xin's room, and Li Xin said, "I'm not asleep yet, come in!"

    When he opened the door and entered, Li Xin was sitting on the bed with an old "Flying Bird Collection" watching intently.  I walked up to Li Xin and said, "He Peng just called, I can continue to work tomorrow, thank you!"

    "That's good, sit down!" Li Xin pointed to the embroidered pier beside the bed and asked me to sit down, and she also put the collection of poems on the bedside table.

    To get Li Xin's forgiveness, I was in a good mood at this time, so I sat down with a big horse, and then said: "I know you have done a lot today, but I still made you sad, now I solemnly express my gratitude to you."  You apologize!"

    "Is an apology useful? What do the police do if an apology is useful?" Li Xin said.

    "Then how do you want to punish me, I am willing to be punished. Or you can use a whip and light candles to abuse me!"

    After saying this, I instantly felt so great that I could think of such a cruel punishment, and I instantly felt cute.

    The innocent Li Xin obviously didn't understand the evil in my words, she said: "Feng Tang, tell me, why are you angry, just because of my kiss to Guo Dong?"

    "Is that just a simple kiss? You are the rhythm that destroys all the otaku in the world. As a goddess, as an otaku??People, you must have a sense of social responsibility, and you can't just be caught up in the trivial things of small people, and do things that violate principles and subvert your image. When you achieve others, you don't care about your own safety. This makes me very angry!  "

    Saying this sentence without blinking an eye, I instantly felt that my future was limitless.  Why did God put me next to Li Xin? Why didn't God let me be the spokesperson of the State Council?  The earth can't accommodate me, you can let me go to outer space, staying in the Milky Way is simply a talent!

    "I asked you if you like me?"

    Li Xin's words brought me back to my original form, which was full of pride. This is indeed a problem that needs to be dealt with carefully.

    Deep down, the answer to this question is undoubtedly yes.  I don't like girls like Li Xin, but thinking about the current appearance, can I tell Li Xin that I like her with peace of mind?

    Three or five years ago, I thought that love could overcome everything, and love could overcome all difficulties and obstacles in the world.

    However, when Tang Xiaoyun left me, when love lost to reality, today I no longer have the courage to say that love is supreme. Of course, this is not because I don't believe in love.

    "Are you kidding, how could you like me?"

    I threw out the question that I was most worried about in my heart, and felt that I was so duplicity and insincere.

    "I asked you if you like me?"

    Li Xin still asked me stubbornly, her eyes were extremely sincere, I knew she needed an answer, but what ability could I give him?

    "It's getting late, I'm sleepy, you should go to bed early too!"

    As I spoke, I stood up from the embroidered pier, yawned and stretched, and left Li Xin's bedroom as if fleeing.

    Closing the door, I leaned against the door, and finally said those two words with difficulty - I like it!

    It's fine to like it secretly, it's really too risky to like it blatantly.

    Throwing himself on his own bed, his body was cold, the boss is not young, it is time to find someone to warm the bed.

    Just like this, I lay quietly on the bed, closed my eyes and listened to the sound of my own heartbeat, and I didn't feel the saliva flowing on the bed, so I slowly fell asleep amidst the faint excitement and the gentle heartbeat.

    In my dream, a beautiful peach blossom grove appeared again. The woman gently twirling the peach blossoms and smiling at me was Li Xin. She was so beautiful, and she stood so quietly at the nearest place to me.  She smiled at me, smiling so innocently, like the ponytail I had a crush on many years ago, as shy as the morning dew.

    But through the fragrant peach blossom grove, I can still see my bent mother and my father with loose teeth, walking uneasy and alone in the vast and boundless wasteland behind the peach blossom grove.  They have no one to accompany them, no one to comfort them when they are tired and hurt, no one to care about them when they are sick and old, they are staggering towards the cemetery deep in the wilderness, and I can only helplessly watch them leave thousands of miles away.  I'm getting farther and farther away

    In my sad dream, I straightened my spine, and the drunk and beautiful Li Xin by the peach blossom forest walked towards me gently. She gently embraced me in her arms, and slowly melted my resisting body.

    In a beautiful and sad dream, suddenly a sharp cry shattered my dream and tore the tranquility of the night.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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