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Chapter 24 You are happy so I am happy

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    The winter night outside the tent is infinitely cold. In this small world that belongs to us, Li Xin and I chatted about childhood stories.

    She dreams of being an ordinary preschool teacher and singing nursery rhymes like "the sun shines in the sky, the flowers smile at me" forever, but she never thought that she would enter the current industry by mistake.

    From Li Xin's words, I heard her helplessness. She is a very caring woman, but she stepped into the intrigue of the workplace for no reason.

    "My childhood dream was to be a poet, free and easy like Li Bai; later I wanted to be a famous writer, like Lu Xun, Shen Congwen, Balzac, and Marquez." Li Xin blinked her big eyes at me in the dark  , I was a little embarrassed, and continued: "The nonsense of life is that I want to be a writer, but in the end I show up on the construction site in disgrace!"

    Li Xin smiled and said: "Isn't that right? The ideal is full of reality and skinny. We have heard too much about the principles of life, but we are still powerless about the current life. The beginning of an ideal life is always like this, and when it happens, it is like a mirage. But the ending is always  Caught off guard, there are two flowers blooming in each sky. There is a song called "The Simpler the Happier", so we should all live in the present moment simply!"

    "I can't believe that you have such a deep understanding of the ideal life. From now on, I will worship you!" Regarding Li Xin's words just now, I feel incisive from the bottom of my heart, only some perceptions and experiences about life may not be appropriated at will.  It may not be useful for another person.

    "Worship me? Don't, everyone understands the truth, but not everyone can do well. Too many people are in the secular barriers, and they are sad and troubled by disputes over large or small interests. You can say that everyone doesn't understand  Does it make sense like this or that? Obviously not, it¡¯s just the pressure of survival or the desire of human nature. Few people are willing to let go, just like me!¡± Li Xin sighed deeply after finishing speaking, and continued:  "Actually, sometimes I admire you quite a lot. It's great to be happy and free, not to be disturbed by the complicated world affairs, to be indifferent and free and easy!"

    "You can also let it go, as long as you have the courage!" I am not a humble and low-key person, so when Li Xin said that he admires me, I can accept it calmly. Multiple fans are not a matter of losing flesh!

    "About my life, what you see is actually just the tip of the iceberg. There are many things that I can't do anything about. Sometimes deep in an intricate web of interests, if you want to escape, you need more than courage.  price!"

    I can completely understand what Li Xin said. Too many people envy the life of the rich, but the troubles of the rich are beyond the imagination of ordinary people.  Just like Li Xin, I only saw that she has a glamorous career and enough money for her to spend. As for her family, the circle she lives in, and the big and small things at work, I can't imagine it!

    I can't guess how much the so-called destructive price in Li Xin's mouth is, but I can feel that there are too many factors that restrict her yearning for a simple life, so at this moment I don't know how to comfort Li Xin.

    "Look at how it looks like a besieged city. The people outside sharpen their heads and want to get in, but the people inside yearn for the simplicity and nature outside the city. But if you want to make it happen, you need to pay too much!"

    "Maybe, I will do my best to make your life easier and more natural!"

    After I finished speaking this sentence very seriously, Li Xin was looking at me with bright eyes in the dark, and I held Li Xin's warm and soft right hand tightly.

    Li Xin seemed a little nervous. This was the first time we held hands in a formal sense. She pulled her hand back unconsciously, but she didn't break free from my grip.  She finally calmed down, and quietly put her right hand in my palm, but she didn't have any extra words.

    In this way, in the cold desert on winter nights, on a night with no moonlight but only stars, in a warm tent, we quietly counted our respective heartbeats and deeply felt each other's temperature.

    If time stops at this moment, I think I will always be immersed in this simple joy of silence;

    If the next moment is the end of the world, I have no hesitation about such an end;

    In such a beautiful situation, the most important thing we should do is to love each other silently, but will we all have no hesitation?

    Time passed extremely quickly in the violent heartbeat, we closed our eyes in silence, but no one was in the mood to fall asleep.  The good things in life are fleeting like time, and they will disappear if you don't pay attention.

    I quietly think about the days when I lived together with Li Xin, those beautiful bits and pieces are now constantly emerging in my mind.  She kindly took her in, cooked breakfast for me, helped me take off my clothes; I trimmed the flowers for her without consent, I helped Li Xin wash the underwear, I played Go with her and ate barbecue.  Ginger juice can be?.

    All the actions appeared in my mind, and I suddenly found that this kind of life is what I want, even what I have been pursuing for many years.

    When I was thinking deeply, Li Xin stretched out a finger and scratched my palm lightly.  For the lonely men and widows living together in the same tent, for a good young man like me who is upright and has a good style of work, I will never think that Li Xin is teasing.

    Although I don't think so, but since Li Xin has done this, as a living Lei Feng who is in a hurry to see injustice and draws his sword to help others, and does good deeds without leaving a name, shouldn't I take the initiative to cooperate!

    Just when I was about to move, Li Xin suddenly said: "Feng Tang, if you can't sleep, let's go watch the stars together!"

    My mood is like a stone rolled down from the top of the mountain in an instant, and it hit me hard on my ready to move. God, why are you so cruel to me? Could it be that you want to send a big responsibility to others?

    "It's rare for you to be so interested. If I don't accompany you, it will appear that I am not a gentleman!"

    As I said, I got up from the tent, got out and looked up, the sky was full of stars, so bright and beautiful!

    "Wow, so beautiful!"

    When Li Xin got out of the tent, there was a slight sound of surprise. She seemed to be afraid that the sound would wake up the sleeping stars.

    "This is the real star that you can't see in the city of Xi'an if you spend money!"

    I am not boasting when I say this. In fact, it is the case. The night sky in Xi¡¯an is gray all year round. It is difficult to see the moon, let alone such a clear starry sky.

    "Isn't that right, the night sky in Massachusetts is beautiful, but it's far less pure than here; the night on the Harvard campus is beautiful, but there are no such crystal stars. To be honest, I should thank you for bringing me here for the New Year!"

    "You are happy, so I am happy!"

    When I said this, there was a bright shooting star in the sky in the east, and Li Xin and I had a panoramic view.

    "Ah, shooting star!" Li Xin whispered, closed her eyes and folded her hands together, and began to make a wish.

    This time I am not asking her wishes, maybe I have already guessed nine out of ten.  Under the icy night sky full of stars, Li Xin and I cuddled together. We watched the sky turn white little by little, watched the fire clouds curling up in the morning, and watched the east turn white.

    Dawn has broken through the shackles of night, and the young heart longs to be on the road again.

    When we slowly stood up with the rising sun, we suddenly found a man with a knife in one hand and scarlet eyes standing at the corner of the sand dunes (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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