Looking at the baby who was still smiling, I suddenly felt that her smile was very evil, like a curse, cursing my parents, like the evil smile of the succubus.
Nightmare? Yes, she is a devil, she is a broom star, there are thousands of voices in my mind repeating to me.
"It's you, it's all because of you. If it wasn't for your birth, my parents wouldn't have died. Yes, it's all because of you" I frantically shouted at an innocent newborn baby, frightened It made her cry again.
"Why are you crying, you are so noisy, don't cry, I tell you not to cry anymore, do you hear me" I ignored the pain of the wound in my abdomen, lay on the crib, and screamed viciously at the baby.
"Wow" The baby seemed to be frightened by me, and cried even harder. Her crying made me upset and my head hurt.
"Mom and Dad, it's all because of my daughter's unfilial piety. It's my daughter who harmed you I'm here to atone, so let one life for another!" I stared at the baby with guilt-filled eyes, completely losing my mind at this moment , A terrible evil thought sprouted in my heart.
I suddenly changed to another way, gently stroking the baby's red and tender face with both hands, coaxing softly.
"Be good, baby don't cry, can mom take you to grandpa and grandma? They are here to see you, and mom will follow after a while, so our family can be reunited." I smirked frustratedly, hands slowly Slowly slide down until it touches the baby's tiny tender neck.
Suddenly, a force came from nowhere, and the trembling hands seemed to have inexplicably added a kind of magic power, grabbed the baby's small and tender neck, and said in a leisurely voice: "Don't be afraid, baby, mom is just taking you to see grandpa and grandma "
The grief of losing my parents and the desire to die have completely buried my conscience. In order to atone for my sins and to truly reunite my family, I have stepped up my efforts.
The baby's body reacted, her hands kept swinging, as if she was resisting, and her frightened eyes made me feel pain and hatred.
I turned my head away in pain, and couldn't bear to watch the baby's pitiful appearance struggling to death.
I know she is not reconciled, she has just come to this world, she has not seen the colorful world outside, and she will soon be deprived of the right to live by the god of death.
The only blame is that she was unlucky and cast the wrong baby, so she shouldn't be my Ji Meng's daughter.
Until the baby's crying became quieter and quieter, I turned around and saw the baby's face turned purple, and he didn't even move his hands or feet.
I was so scared that I didn't even dare to breathe, so I slowly relaxed my hands.
"Ji Meng, what are you doing" Ye Mian flew in at this moment, hurriedly pushed me away, and then came in Uncle Lin.
Seeing that the baby was no longer crying, Ye Mian gave me a disappointed look, and immediately rushed out holding the baby, shouting anxiously all the way: "Doctor, help, doctor"
"Women are poisonous, you actually want to strangle your own newborn daughter? I can't imagineyou are such a vicious person, hum" Uncle Lin dropped these words, angrily He walked out on his crutches.
I looked at my trembling hands stupidly, as if I saw the blood on my hands, and it was difficult to accept what I had done for a while.
"I really strangled my own flesh and blood with my own hands. Uncle Lin was right. 'A tiger's poison does not eat its child'. I was so cruel that I killed an innocent little life. In order to keep her, I ignored My parents objected to choosing to run away from home, and now that the baby is finally born, I ended her life with my own hands. I am so insane and cruel. God, why do you torture me like this?"
I was so excited that I pushed down the iron frame hanging the medicine bottle by the bed, "bang bang", two bottles of medicine bottles shattered and fell to the ground.
Seeing this, I pushed away the needle on my wrist and rolled down to the floor with a "plop". Eyes dim with tears, he picked up a piece of broken glass, and cut through the main artery on his wrist without hesitation, and bright red blood poured out immediately. It turns out that if the heart is dead, it will no longer feel the pain of the body.
"Baby, don't be afraid, I'm here to accompany you, mother will not abandon you" In order to make the blood flow faster, I climbed back to the bed and sat down with difficulty, and dropped my hands on the edge of the bed, bleeding from the height flow faster.
I watched as the blood dripped onto the floor and soon formed a pool of blood. Slowly, I felt that the blood in my whole body was about to be drained, and finally collapsed and fell on the bed weakly, and finally lost consciousness.
I think our beloved family can finally be reunited. Yuan, we can meet again.
"You don't care about your body so much" A familiar voice came from above in the hazy white smoke.
"?Rescue, now you are out of danger, but fortunately you are safe and well, otherwise, how would you ask Mr. Lin to bear such repeated blows. Ji Meng You are already a mother, why can't you think about the living and insist on creating so many tragedies? "It's rare for Ye Mian to blame me like this, it seems that I really let him down.
"I'm sorry, it's my fault. I promise I won't do stupid things again." I apologized to Uncle Lin, and finally asked sincerely, "Then can I see the baby now?"
Ye Mian's face darkened, and he looked back at Uncle Lin. I think they took the child away, and they were worried that I would harm her again after waking up.
"Don't worry, I swear that I will never hurt the baby's hair again. At that time, I was only too sad to lose my mind, so I would do stupid things. I am fully awake now, please, let me see her "I sincerely repent and hope that Uncle Lin will forgive me, for fear that he will separate our mother and daughter because of this.
After a while, Uncle Lin nodded slightly in agreement.
Seeing this, Ye Mian said happily: "Ji Meng, wait a minute, I'll hug you right away." Then he rushed out quickly.
After Ye Mian left, I still faced Uncle Lin with a guilty face and apologized to him again.
"Uncle Lin, I'm sorry to make you worry! I promise Yuan that I will raise the baby well, and I will never worry you again. In addition, I have one more thing to ask you. When I send the ashes of my parents After returning to Shanghai for burial, I would like to ask Uncle Lin to help me apply for a long-term residence in Hong Kong, so that I can come to Daiyuan to take good care of you in the future ok?"
Uncle Lin looked at me strangely, froze for a moment, thought for a moment before saying, "You are still so young, don't you plan to"
"No, I want to keep this love with Yuan forever. I only want to love one person in my life. My heartis completely filled by him, and I can't accommodate anyone anymore." I know what Uncle Lin wants to say , So I rushed to speak my heart first.
"I don't know whether I should be happy or sad for Ah Yuan. Anyway, it's God's will, girl, I've made things difficult for you" Uncle Lin held my hands tightly, with gratitude in his eyes, and it was the first time that he really accepted it completely. me.
"Ye Mian?" I turned my gaze and saw Ye Mian holding the baby in the doorway, daring not to come in. I thought he might have heard my conversation with Uncle Lin just now.
Seeing that we had already seen him, Ye Mian had no choice but to carry the baby in.
I took the weak and pitiful baby in the swaddling womb, hugged it tightly in my arms, and burst into tears with excitement, "I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry mother"
"Okay, Ji Meng Hurry up and give the baby a name?" Ye Mian suggested.
I thought about it, the love between me and Yuan is all related to Meng Yuan, "Why don't we call it Meng Yuan."
"Lin Mengyuan? Is it a combination of your and Lin Yuan's names?" Ye Mian asked in surprise.
"Yes, Lin Mengyuan, but it is not the source of Lin Yuan, but the fate of fate." I corrected Ye Mian.
"Yes! Mengyuan is good." Uncle Lin nodded with satisfaction, and he and I looked at each other knowingly. Now only Uncle Lin and I know the story of Meng Yuan, and he should understand the purpose of my name best.
After I was discharged from the hospital, I went back to Shanghai with Ye Mian to arrange my parents' funeral, and then sold the house at home. Maybe I will never come back to Shanghai again in my lifetime.
Shanghai used to be my favorite place and the hometown where I grew up. This bustling and beautiful metropolis has many happy memories for me. But it also left me with too much pain and unpleasant memories, so I had no choice but to leave, hoping to start a new life after arriving in Hong Kong.
I don't know what Ye Mian said to Uncle Lin, but Uncle Lin actually recognized him as his adopted son, and went through the procedures of applying to live in Hong Kong together with him.
Maybe because of Aunt Lan, I didn't ask too much. I only hope that Ye Mian came to Hong Kong not because of me, because I have already decided that I will only be the daughter-in-law of the Lin family in this life, and stay with the Lin family all my life for Lin Yuan. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com