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Chapter 41 Don't dare to love again

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    "Yuan, what are you up to lately? This is the tenth time I've left a message for you. In the past half a month, you haven't replied to me once. I don't know how you are doing? A lot of things happened around me recently  , makes me very unhappy." I was sitting in front of the computer, seeing that Qingyuan was not online, so I could only leave a message for him.

    After thinking about it, he continued typing on the keyboard.  "I fell in love with a person, he is my boss, but he is always hot and cold to me, so I don't know what he thinks in his heart. Sometimes he is very nervous and cares about me, and I feel that he treats me very well.  I am affectionate, but every time I want to take a step closer, he becomes so indifferent. It is also possible that this is my illusion, and it is my own sentimental thoughts! Thinking about this unclear relationship, I choose  In addition to shrinking, it is actually because of another reason.¡±

    It was the first time I confessed my feelings to Qingyuan, and I still felt a dull pain when I thought about it.

    "I'm sick, very sick. I may leave this world at any time, or I may forget some things in my life. No matter what the outcome is, my heart is full of fear, so I dare not go  I love it. I¡¯m afraid that if I can¡¯t spend this life happily with the person I love, it will bring him pain in the end.¡± Inadvertently, my tears have already dripped down.

    "Yuan, I'm really scared. I can only tell you what's on my mind. I've never felt so helpless and lonely. I miss you as an old friend at this moment. I used to worry about everything.  You have solved my problems for me, but where have you been recently, and what happened? If one day, I don¡¯t look for you or reply to your messages, maybe I have already" I wrote here, I  The fingers typing on the keyboard suddenly trembled, unable to continue typing, and broke down in tears.

    After I sent a message to Qingyuan online, I sadly closed the screen and cried on the laptop.

    "Bang bang bang" suddenly knocked on the door, I raised my head suddenly in fright, and wiped away the tears on my face in a panic.

    ?It must be my mother looking for me. Since I came back from Hangzhou, I have been talking less with my family.

    "Meng, open the door." Fengfeng's sharp voice came from outside the door.

    It turned out to be Fengfeng.

    I walked slowly and opened the door, Fengfeng suddenly came in quickly like the wind.

    Fengfeng casually threw the handbag on my shoulder to my computer desk, pulled the chair away by herself, sat back, hugged the back of the chair, and asked solemnly: "I didn't go to work today, why are you so dazed at home?  "

    "I worked overtime last Saturday and Sunday, and it's normal to rest now. Why are you free?" I wondered.

    "If Teacher Shen didn't ask me to come and accompany you, I wouldn't know that you are resting at home today!"

    It turned out that it was my mother who asked her to come here. Fengfeng stared at me with strange eyes and examined me carefully.

    Suddenly pointed at me in surprise and asked: "You must have something on your mind, right? Mr. Shen said that you didn't talk much after you came back from Hangzhou, and locked yourself in the room all day. What's the matter with you? If you don't  It¡¯s convenient to tell your family, you can tell me, a good sister, if you are really wronged, I, Wang Fengfeng, will definitely help you vent your anger.¡±

    "It's okay, it's just that my mother saw that I was bored at home, so she wanted you to come and accompany me!" I deliberately avoided Fengfeng's shrewd eyes, for fear that she would see through my thoughts.

    "Are you a good sister, don't tell me what's on your mind, and don't look for me again in the future. You and I draw a clear line today, you know? For you, I even turned down an event. I am loyal enough."  , but you don't regard me as a bosom friend at all." Fengfeng spoke plausibly, and there was really nothing she could do about it.

    In desperation, I had no choice but to tell Fengfeng some things that happened recently.  The only thing I hid was my serious head injury, because I knew that if I told her, I would never be able to hide it from my parents.  I don't want my family to worry, I can treat it by myself, and I would rather face the pain alone.

    "According to what you said, I'm sure that Director Lin of yours also likes you, but he is afraid to face the relationship between you." Fengfeng pondered for a while, and finally expressed her personal opinion freely.

    "Why don't you dare to face our feelings?" I couldn't figure it out.

    "Based on my many years of rich emotional experience, he loves you but dare not reveal it, and even deliberately conceals it. There are only a few reasons"

    "You know? Which ones are they?" I immediately leaned closer and asked curiously.

    "First, because he is your boss, and he has just arrived in Shanghai not long ago, and his job is not stable yet. I am afraid that the company will say that he is messing with men and women, so even if he is interested in you, he dare not express it right away."

    "What you said seems to make sense, why didn't I think of this problem? ThenWhat about the second?  "I asked again.

    "Secondly, he may already have a wife or girlfriend, so even if he loves you, he doesn't dare to approach you. He can only bury this feeling deep in his heart." Fengfeng said, stroking her hands  chest, with a hurt expression.

    Hearing Fengfeng say this, I suddenly felt a tingling pain in my heart.  , Although I have decided not to love anymore, there is still a thorn deeply inserted in my heart.

    Fengfeng saw that my face darkened immediately, so she immediately changed her mind and said, "Don't be like this in Mengmeng, maybe there are other reasons. It may also be because he is suffering from some incurable disease, so he dare not  I love you, I am afraid that if I give you hope, then it will make you despair"

    "Look at what you've said. The more you say it, the more outrageous it becomes. He looks so tall and strong, and he looks alive and well. He doesn't look like you said he was terminally ill!" I slapped her hard angrily.

    "Hey! Meng, don't blame me for talking nonsense, isn't it often shown on TV like this? By the way, there is another possibility that the plots that often appear on TV are because of the wrong family. Maybe your boss has  Qian's family, so his family objects to you being together"

    "On TV, on TV, you watch too much TV, right! Don't tell me, there is still such a possibility, 'Lin Yuan and I may be brothers and sisters, that's why we can't be together'!  "I saw that Fengfeng was getting more and more exaggerated, so I added a little bit for her.

    "Yes, yes, this is very possible, why didn't I think of it. So Meng, don't be sad, there is no grass anywhere in the world, you must love this grass alone. And you are so outstanding and capable, people  And pretty, on your terms"

    "I said, Wang Fengfeng, did my mother invite you to be a matchmaker? I really don't see that you are more wordy than my mother." I couldn't stand Fengfeng, so I shook my head helplessly, got up and walked out.

    When she said this, she felt even more upset, and just wanted to go out quietly for a while by herself.

    Maybe Fengfeng is right, but no matter what the reason is, I don't think about it anymore.  I also don't want to guess whether Lin Yuan loves me or not. It doesn't matter to me now. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Before this relationship has sprouted, let it be deeply buried in my heart.  At least until I'm not sure whether I can fully recover, I won't think about feelings anymore.

    After resting for two days, I finally have to go back to work again.

    "Director Ji, you're back to work. This is the 'Sweet Bathing Beauty' shower gel sent by Boss Zhu. I heard that the advertisement effect is very good. The sales volume in the first stage exceeded their budget, so I specially sent it to everyone in our company.  Two bottles of their products." Ye Mian came into my office with a paper bag, and put it lightly on my desk, the dazzling cover on the paper bag was Ai Qi herself, and she was looking at me with a smile.

    "When did Manager Ye also serve as a courier?" I stretched out my hand and lifted the bag to put it on the floor: "Why is it so heavy, isn't there only two bottles?"  of.

    "Originally there are two bottles, but this product is only suitable for girls. You also know me. I am a bachelor and a widow in my family. I don't need these things at all. I will give you two more bottles. Anyway, there are two women in your family.  "Ye Mian smiled.

    "Director Ji, oh Manager Ye, you are here too. By the way, Ai Qi will come to Shanghai for a concert at the end of this month. Our company can get a 20% discount on booking tickets, and you can get a very front seat. Do you want to book?  If you want, I want to count the votes now." At this time, Lin Biyun knocked on the door and walked in, holding a form in his hand as if he was making a reservation record.

    "Book two for me, Director Ji may not have time." Unexpectedly, Ye Mian made a decision for me casually.

    "Oh, yes!" Lin Biyun responded and went out.

    After Lin Biyun left, I pretended to be angry and asked Ye Mian: "Why did you expect that I would not go? How can I say that Ai Qi was also my idol, although after what happened last time, she is still in our hearts.  The image is discounted, but I still like listening to her songs after all."

    It's time for this self-righteous Ye Mian to show off his vigor.

    "Because based on what I know about you, I don't think you will go. However, I have various preparations. If you want to go, just ask me for a ticket. I can accompany you. If you really don't want to go, I will  You can transfer the ticket to others, and there is no loss!" Ye Mian's lips curled up slightly, and she stared at me with a half-smile.

    It seems that Ye Mian did this on purpose. He wanted me to take the initiative to ask him for a ticket, and to go to the show with him. His wishful thinking was really clever.

    "Director Ji is back at work. This is the CD that I recorded for Team Leader Xiaolian's birthday in Dujia Village when I went to Hangzhou that day. I specially sent it to you." At this time, a male colleague from the creative department held a  A CD, knocked on the door and walked in.

    "It was done so quickly, thank you very much." I got up and took the CD.

    "I heard that you went to Hangzhou last week and it was very lively. Wu Feng and Xiaolian actually became a couple. It's a pity that I didn't go. If I did, maybe there would be another enviable couple." Ye  Mian said regretfully, then shook his head blindly and sighed.

    Of course I knew the meaning of Ye Mian's words, so I didn't continue to talk nonsense with him, and put the CD into the computer on my own.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com), holding a CD in his hand, knocked on the door and walked in.

    "It was done so quickly, thank you very much." I got up and took the CD.

    "I heard that you went to Hangzhou last week and it was very lively. Wu Feng and Xiaolian actually became a couple. It's a pity that I didn't go. If I did, maybe there would be another enviable couple." Ye  Mian said regretfully, then shook his head blindly and sighed.

    Of course I knew the meaning of Ye Mian's words, so I didn't continue to talk nonsense with him, and put the CD into the computer on my own.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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