The Yuan that makes me miss day and night: Letter 11 in 2006
How is it, are you okay? Before I knew it, I missed you again, so this letter has the following content:
Another name for Jinan should be Quancheng. In the second half of high school, I lived in Jinan for a while. To be honest, I was very critical at that time, so my impression of Jinan was not good. Very good, because Yanjiu thinks that although Jinan is the provincial capital of Shandong, if it is not for the needs of strategic development, Qingdao would really be the provincial capital of Shandong. According to reliable sources, Shandong University originally decided to be located in our Qingdao If It's really located in Qingdao, so you can go home and visit often, and you may see you a few more times, but that's really selfish, it's for the benefit of the country and the people, so the country is right, Jinan deservedly became the provincial capital of Shandong, shouldering an extremely important responsibility, and the people of Yuanhai can also develop better, so you can't go home often, and you will be far away from you. At that time, Jinan had a lot of unsatisfactory things in his eyes. First of all, the environment was very bad. At least he thought so at the time. The impression I have studied is very good. Although I can¡¯t say it¡¯s kind, they are very virtuous. This virtue can be seen everywhere on the bus, so I won¡¯t go into details after all. How about you? What kind of feeling, now I think Jinan is very good, but I have some prejudice against Jinan, I really made a mistake, I have to correct it! Jinan is beautiful because it is beautiful: Jinan is beautiful because you are beautiful
Yanzhu turned out to be a very confident person, so confident that he was arrogant, arrogant, and unreasonable. Do you believe it? I believe that the time we spend together is only a handful, and you are a girl, so you shouldn't understand it very deeply. When I was in my hometown in Jilin, I didn¡¯t think I was like that. Until I arrived in Shandong, my second hometown, many people with discerning eyes resonated with my evaluation of myself now, except maybe the teacher, because the authorities are obsessed. for sake! When I was in elementary school, I was frequently aggressive and competitive, and I "did my best" in many places that were not very useful until the beginning of this year. It's really hard to imagine how such an arrogant life of mine came to be. Maybe this is also a miracle, a freak miracle! I remember one time when Zhang Jialiang and his friends came to play with me on a weekend around the fifth grade of primary school. At that time, my arrogant words were shameless to repeat to you. I was really afraid of dirtying your ears. Father At that time, I was quite angry, because his son was so impolite, uncultivated, and tasteless. After my playmate left, he severely criticized me: "If you want others to respect yourself, you must first respect yourself. ". The words are quite resolute, I have never seen my father get so angry with me after arriving in Pingdu, this is the first time, there have only been two times so far, and that is the first time. Thinking about it now, they also respected me very much at that time. I think it was innocent. So although I restrained a little, the situation is not very optimistic. Maybe this is the natural temperament of some people. I have it, but unfortunately, it is used in the opposite direction, so now I am very regretful, although it did not bring me give me the woe of the world. Many boys are very honest in front of the original me. Although I am very arrogant, I have no evil intentions, so if I want to come to heaven, I will not punish me too much with the suffering of the world, but if I want to repent, Maybe it's another lesson. Kindness + righteousness, so another old saying "when the water is clear, there will be no fish, and when people check, there will be no disciples", so I don't have many friends, although in the eyes of most people, my social skills Very strong, can make friends with anyone. I know what state I am in! Those who respect you are because of your kindness and righteousness, and those who hate you are also because of your kindness and righteousness. Boys feel pressured in front of me, girls feel a minimum sense of security in front of me, so my male friends are much less than female friends I was very confused just now, actually, I want to tell you something today If you want to study the real stories around you, let's get back to business!
We really haven't been in touch for a long time, and it can be said that we don't know each other at all. Our elementary school is very simple. Although we know some things vaguely, it can't be defined as "counting", and there is nothing to say about middle school. Stupid, what can I say? Let alone in high school, we had no contact at all, so we can say that we didn't know each other at all. You are right! People say, "It's fate to meet thousands of miles away, but we don't know each other face to face." We are also destined, but they also say "One hundred years of cultivation can cross the same boat, and one thousand years of cultivation can make us sleep together", so whether we are destined for thousands of years or not? It's another matter. These real stories are some memories of Yan Qiu's high school, and I hope they can be of some help to you. Wait, let me tell you something else first, that is, when we just graduated from junior high school, one day there was a boy who somehow took me to make a special gift for you.It¡¯s still naturally curly (although I hate girls with curly hair, but there are too many fans other than me), as I said just now, it may be because of this reason, she is like Qu Ying, a gamer in the world I couldn¡¯t find my own position, and I had to transfer classes twice, so I don¡¯t know much about her situation, but after graduation, I heard that she couldn¡¯t bear it when she was in the third year of high school. Living in a lonely baptism, I lived with the guard of our school, and I borrowed a lot of money from teachers and classmates and never repaid it. After I heard about it, I thought about how we were friends, so I planned to have a good talk with her, but , never found her again, even her family lost contact with her, the price she paid was too great, what else can I say? I can only hope that she is still alive and can go home one day, just like those who love her and wait for her relatives
The high school student did not fall in love, maybe because of his status, maybemaybe, yes, because of you
High school, after all, is a successful full stop. University, Yan Yan can only draw an ellipsis for the time being.
I have a lot of problems, and they are not minor, so I am taking a rest; I don't know if I am a "normal" man, I don't smoke, drink, or eat meat. You said, am I a normal and qualified man? Have you seen "New Shanghai Beach"? "Shanghai Bund" is also good. Yu Zhenhai finally found what he really wanted. Although he took a big detour, he found it after all. Although Xu Wenqiang knew what he should do, he still had no time to do it, so he was It turned out that Professor Cheng was right, and Zhuangzi was also right. Heroes look back like gods! I'm not a hero, so I don't need to look back, I already know what I want A peaceful life, but, I must have you What about you?
After all, as mentioned earlier, the ancients said, "If you cultivate for a hundred years, you can cross the same boat, and if you cultivate for a thousand years, you can sleep together in the same bed." If you are destined, you will be together sooner or later. If we don't have the chance to "sleep together" in this life, then I will practice for hundreds, thousands, thousands of years until the end. Because I want, I can, I can, I will. I don't care if I don't have a home in this life, and I don't care that this life is incomplete You have your fate I wrote ten things to be your qualified husband on the train back, but I can't find it now, but I know, there is Three things are fundamental, and I hope you will have the other half in the future: 1. Be kind-hearted¡ªdo not do bad things to you, to your uncles and aunts, to future generations, etc. 2. Have a sense of responsibility¡ªwill not abandon, forsake, or abandon you and your family, and take on the responsibility of being a husband very responsibly. 3. Self-motivated - you will become more and more "icing on the cake". (for reference only). I hope you will find the right man, and everything will be as you wish - just hint if I have any hope, but I am stupid
? Recently, I was reading "Buddha Says Mahayana Infinite Life ** Pure and Equal Enlightenment Sutra", which was very inspiring. It turns out that "using the thoughts of being out of this world to complete the things of entering the world" is very wonderful. I will work hard, study hard, and comprehend.
I hope today's content is helpful to you, remember, you still have me!
Wish: Healthy and safe, happy every day!
The researcher who loves you, the afternoon of February 23, 2006 - noon of the 26th
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