Standing at the door of the house, I comforted myself, and then opened the door and went in. My mother, who was watching TV in the living room, saw me coming back and asked, "Why did you come back so early?"
I didn't say anything, went into the kitchen, poured a glass of water, drank a few sips, went back to the living room and sat beside my mother, stretched out my hand to hold her arm, and snuggled up.
"What else do you want to do?" My mother asked me. This is my habitual action, as long as I want to do something, I will be intimate with my mother like this. I opened my mouth to say something but couldn't. I thought, let's wait a while, so I said, "Mom, is Ziqing calling again?"
"No, just said when he was leaving that he would definitely come to see you at night, as if he had something to say to you."
"It probably means that he is going back to Baotou. It will be impossible to see him again this time."
My mother looked at me, paused for a moment, and then said, "Xue'er, I like Ziqing very much. At that time, I only thought that he could marry you, but you married Lin Xiaojun. He, what's the use of thinking about him. Now, your dad and I always feel that it's inappropriate to have such a relationship with Ziqing. No matter what age, a woman's reputation is still very important."
Seeing my mother struggling to say such words, my heart felt like a pinprick. I knew how much my parents liked Luo Ziqing, even though Luo Ziqing had a bad reputation as a playboy. I remember that on the sixth day after Li Wen's wedding, Luo Ziqing came to propose marriage, and my mother agreed immediately, with an expression that wished that my wedding would be held in three days, and my father didn't say any objection, but judging from his approving eyes, it was also true. quite willing. Yes, at that time, apart from having a very famous father, Luo Ziqing had his own talents. He graduated from China University of Political Science and Law. When he graduated, he gave up teaching at the school and returned to Hailin City to work in the Procuratorate. There is probably no one who doesn't like such a young talent, even the title of playboy can't stop his popularity index in people's eyes. So, I didn't marry him, and everyone said I was a fool. I didn't feel it at the time, but now I sometimes ask myself, am I a fool? should i marry him
The phone at home rang, and my mother answered it, said a few words, and hung up.
"My dad is okay. Mom, why don't you go with my dad?" Uncle Liu and his son had a funeral today, and my father went to attend.
"I want to go too, but your father won't let me go because I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it physically."
"Mom, then I'll go pick up my dad."
"No need, your dad said just now that there was a car to take him back. He said mine manager Zhao sent him. There are several cars. Mine manager Zhao is really a good man." Mother said with a smile.
Zhao Changzheng? This Zhao Changzheng always does such unexpected things. My thoughts drifted away for a while, and then I came back to reality, and I said to my mother, "Mom, don't worry about Ziqing's problem. He will return to Baotou in a few days, and we will never meet again. These few days Let him do as he pleases."
Mother sighed.
The quartz clock on the wall was ticking, and I knew it was time to say something, so I took my mother's arm again and said, "Mom, tell you something."
Only then did my mother look up at me, "What's the matter?"
I was thinking about how to tell my mother.
"Do you want to go to Xiaojun?"
"Oh, no. Mom, I'm already going to the dormitory, and I'm going to move in tonight."
My mother looked at me blankly, "Xue'er, what did you say?"
I had no choice but to say it again, "Mom, I'm leaving the dormitory at the mine, and I'm going to move my luggage in later."
The mother stood up, "What's the matter? Why do you suddenly want to move out?"
I also quickly stood up and held my mother's arm, "Mom, I want my sister to move back to live. Didn't we say yesterday that we wanted to open a store? It would be more convenient for my sister to come back and live. Besides, living together, Dong'er and sister You won't be alone."
"What about you? Are you not afraid of being alone?"
I laughed, "Mom, I want to be free. I can do whatever I want when I live outside alone, and I don't have to worry about waiting for me, right?"
Mother cried, "Damn girl, you always think about yourself, you can go wherever you like, and it's up to you whether you live or die."
I hugged my mother, and tears fell quietly.
After bundling the bedding, putting the clothes to be worn and some toiletries in the luggage bag, sitting down, looking at the computer on the table, what should I do with this thing? Looking at it is like meeting Luo Ziqing face to face, how should I live like this.
fatherThe kiss came in, "Dad, you are back."
"I'm back." My father said while sitting on the bed.
"Are you healthy? Do you want to go to the hospital?"
"It's okay. Birth, old age, sickness and death are human processes, and there is nothing to be afraid of. I heard from your mother that you are going to live in a dormitory?"
I nodded and said, "Dad, I'm sorry, I made my own decision without discussing it with you in advance."
My father looked at the bundled luggage and said, "You are already thirty years old. It's time for you to be independent. Dad won't blame you. When you are outside alone, you must pay attention to your health and don't let your mother worry. "
"I know, Dad, you and my mother should pay more attention to your health."
"How do I get it, have you called a car?"
"Li Wen will bring the car over in a while."
"Are you going to live in tonight?"
"Um."
"Buy a mobile phone, it's more convenient."
When I heard my eyes move, tears almost fell down, "I know, I will go buy it in a few days."
Father also glanced at the computer on the table and asked, "Is Ziqing sure you want to go back to Baotou?"
"That's what he said. However, we probably won't leave until Dong'er's birthday is over."
"Is Xiaojun coming after May Day?"
"He's writing a manuscript in another place. I'm afraid he won't be able to come. It's estimated that he won't be able to come until June."
Father stood up, walked a few steps, stood down again, and said, "Go outside, be careful everywhere, you should give in, you should endure, everything will pass, people are alive, not everything will go according to their wishes There is no perfect life in the world.¡±
"Dad, I know, don't worry, I will be fine."
Father turned around, stretched out his hand, groped my head, smiled, "Dad believes in you."
I snuggled into my father's arms without saying a word, and the tears flowed down uncontrollably. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com