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The college entrance examination is over, and the two-month vacation is quite long.
If I experience this one-to-two-month vacation and no summer homework on weekdays, then I don't know how happy I will be!
But today is different. Today contains too much parting and sadness.
Coupled with the uncertainty about the future path, the restlessness in my heart does not allow me to let go of my body and mind to play.
Maybe this is also where I am not mature enough!
Everything has been settled on the day of the college entrance examination. Now even if you struggle, you can't change anything. Why do you want to restrain yourself?
Playing happily is what I should do most now.
After a few months of suffering, how long will I have to wait if all the pressure is not released now?
But I don't know, how to explain this achievement to them, how to fulfill everyone's expectations?
I try not to let myself think about it.
Let's have fun these few days.
The high-intensity rhythm, the unstoppable brain, and the tired body are all used to cleanse my soul that has nowhere to rest.
Every day seems to be very happy and relaxed, but in fact it is mentally tortured.
There is no real relief, no real happiness.
Just let myself pass the boring time and let everyone think that I am happy at the moment.
"Grandma, I'm going to school." Today is the day when the grades are out. After packing up, I'm ready to go to school.
No matter good or bad, you have to face it.
"Okay! Be careful on the road." Grandma smiled, her eyes full of expectation.
Looking at grandma's eyes, I feel distressed for a while. If this test is not good, how should I face her and grandpa.
Leaving home, go to Xiang Yong first.
For school, wait a little longer.
Wang Yuguan'er, the younger brother, has already gathered here, even Brother Duck.
Xiang Yong has a computer here that can check the scores of the college entrance examination, without any delay, he turned it on and went online as soon as possible.
With trembling hands and a fiercely struggling heart, after entering the test admission ticket correctly, the moment the Enter key is pressed, the results of each subject are in front of you.
Two days ago, the score line of the second school in Sichuan was announced, 428 points.
And my score is indeed worse. It seems that I can only go to a specialist.
The expected results did not make me feel too disappointed.
? In fact, there is not much difference from my heart. Before I came, I probably calculated my score, and the difference from the actual score was less than 20 points.
But this score seems to be unable to compete with my family
"How did you do in the exam?" I turned off the computer and stood behind my junior.
"Well, it's okay. 470 points, it's still a little short of the first one, and I can only get the second one." The younger brother seems not particularly satisfied with his grades.
But soon he accepted it, and felt that the score seemed a bit beyond his expectation, but also seemed reasonable.
"What about you? How many exams have you taken?"
"I'm still a little short, and I can only go to a specialist."
"Ah? What's the matter, did you play abnormally?"
"Well, yes. Especially Li Zong, it's a little out of order."
My mother can only use this as an excuse now, can't I say that I can only take this test?
"Then what do you do? Repeat?"
"Let me think about it again." After the exam, when I judged my grades, I thought about repeating it, but when it really came to this time, I didn't really want to repeat it. Anyway, I am very tired now.
Some people don't want to continue communicating.
Seeing this, the younger brother didn't say anything. After writing down his grades, he turned off the computer.
Walk to school with me.
The reason why we have to go back to school is because the teacher will give us some guidance today.
Guidance on filling in volunteers.
If you do well in the exam, you also need to fill in the report well. Otherwise, it is very likely to affect the entire study career, and even the entire life.
The teacher analyzed the general situation of each score for us.
It also explained to us some tips and precautions for filling out volunteers in previous years.
Most of the day passed like this. Before we left school, each of us took a thick book back.
? About the introduction of universities across the country, as well as the admission scores of previous years.
For our reference in filling in volunteers.
the50 yuan a copy, I didn't want to buy it.
Because of our grades. There doesn't seem to be much to choose from.
But in order to reassure myself and my family, I still paid for the book.
Returning home again, looking at the expectant eyes of my grandparents, I felt very uncomfortable.
"Ren Tao, how did you do in the exam?" Grandpa asked with a smile.
"Grandpa! I didn't perform well, and I couldn't get into the second grade, and I was only enough to study for a junior college." I said a little frustrated.
Grandpa's smile froze on his face, as if he was a little lost, but he quickly adjusted.
"It's okay, a junior college is fine! Study hard! Grandpa will confess you even if you sell everything! Don't worry!" Grandpa's words hurt my heart even more.
Smiling faintly, he handed the thick book to grandpa.
"This was sent to me by my teacher. It is from universities all over the country. It has an introduction about the school and the admission scores of previous years. I asked us to read it carefully before filling out the application form." I explained.
"Oh, it's so thick! This book is so big!" Grandpa took it, looked at it roughly, and handed the book to me with a smile without flipping through it.
"I sent it to you, your teacher is still right! Such a thick book." Grandma said with a smile.
"It cost money! Fifty yuan!" I said helplessly.
"Hey! Fifty! So expensive!" Grandma seemed taken aback.
The hands that took the book became more solemn.
"It's so heavy, come on, you still hold it." Grandma took it from Grandpa and handed it to me.
"Yeah, if you don't buy it, you can't do it, otherwise why would you fill in the volunteer application!" I explained, holding the book, seeing that my grandparents were not very sad because of my failure, and the guilt in my heart was slightly relieved .
Hundreds of pages of books, A2-sized pages, carry the information of universities all over the country, which is not invaluable.
But it seems that for me, there is nothing to worry about.
Apart from envy, there are no other emotions that should be had.
In the next few days, I really don't want to read this book, especially the first few pages.
Once, I also dreamed and longed that one day, I could be admitted to the top schools in the country.
Tsinghua University, Peking University, and Fudan University are all my longing places.
If you pass the exam, grandparents, parents, how happy should you be?
Holding banquets in the village, how proud are they?
But it seems that the dream has been shattered. After the shattering, where will the soul in the body go?
At this moment, how should I settle it?
How to face the hard-working grandparents?
How to deal with parents who work outside the country all the year round?
Re-reading seems to be a way out, but
What should I do if I still fail to pass the exam after repeating the exam?
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