? Yu Tang (shang) pondered how to make money every day after his family ran out of food, and since then he has lived a life of purchasing agent under the care of his wife.
? Hot on the outside and cold on the inside, gentle attack x self-abased idiot**shou
Yu Tang x He Xun
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Gong and Shou are all overseas students. Because of a falling out with his family, Gong started to support himself, pick up the airport and buy for him. Shou was the customer he picked up once, because of his looks, Shou fell in love with Gong at first sight, and when he learned that he was a purchasing agent, he opened a small account to join the attacking purchasing agent group. Shou was generous and silently supported his purchasing agent business. After learning that he was recruiting roommates, he even directly abandoned the current apartment and moved there.
In Gongyan's eyes, Shou is a quiet roommate with a cold personality. The two barely meet, but Shou has been silently paying attention to Gong, and will secretly write down the time for Gong's morning class, and make breakfast just to have fifteen minutes of time with him. Hot on the outside and cold on the inside, he shows enthusiasm and generosity to the outside world, but there are very few acquaintances who can actually enter his circle. After he came into contact with Shou by chance, he found that Shou was not as cold as he wanted to appear, but was docile and lovely to him. Shou is not good at interacting with people, and has always felt inferior to his naked body. He even received treatment for depression in high school. Only in front of Gong does he show his emotions and smile. He is even less expressive. He obviously hates durians, but he will try hard to make himself happy. It was Gong who said to him, "If you want or don't want something, just say it." It was only then that Shou began to open up. The two started chatting before going to bed, going to and from school together, and hanging out together, and became closer and closer. Shou is very satisfied with this kind of life, knowing Gong little by little, from the first meeting to gradually becoming familiar, as if he is constantly trying to unlock every area of ??his life.
In the eyes of outsiders, the atmosphere between the two of them is obviously sweet. Gongshen couldn't feel it, but he clearly understood that his heart was already moving. In order to test him, Gong's friend watched the film with Gong in front of Shou. When he woke up suddenly, he recalled that Gong is a normal person who only likes women. Even if he likes men, he won't like a monster like himself. He was sad and at a loss, afraid of being disliked by Gong after learning his true situation, and decided to keep a distance from Gong from now on. Even if you like him silently, liking him is also a happy thing. Overnight, Shou became cold, distant, cautious, and Gong didn't know what he did wrong to make Shou so resistant to him. He was annoyed by Shou's silence, and he also threw a child's tantrum, skipped his breakfast, and didn't talk to him. Shou saw a psychiatrist again, and tried to enlighten himself, as long as he was happy because he liked him, it was enough until Gong said to his face that he was different and not colluding, which made Shou even more sad. He woke up in a nightmare, Gong couldn't bear to see him sad again, and reconciled with him. He confirmed that Shou likes him, no longer entangled in such messy things as coming out and novelty, and took the initiative to take the last step, and be together with Shou after confessing.
The two started a sweet love life, but Shou had his own troubles, he didn't know how to confess his wife's identity. Although other people's suggestions are honest and honest, people who love you will not mind, but Gong is too important to him, he dare not imagine Gong's reaction, so he can only try his best to procrastinate. In order not to be discovered by Gong, he covered Gong's eyes on the bed and did their first time. Gong made no secret of their relationship, told relatives and friends frankly, and even began to imagine their future. But Shou has no confidence in this relationship, specifically in himself. He understands his specialness and dare not make promises to Gong. Gong understands that Shou has his own secret, and he tries hard to tolerate it, waiting for the day when he will tell it himself.
However, this kind of conflict slowly fermented with misunderstandings. During the holidays, Shou refused to let Gong go to him to play, for fear that he would know that he was the money owner who bought in his purchasing agent group every day, but Gong misunderstood him. I don't want to entangle too much and it's not easy to deal with after breaking up. Seeing it in his eyes, he knew that it was time for him to tell him the truth, and the hurt he had suffered made him ashamed to speak. He tried his best to get in touch with a psychiatrist, trying to overcome this hurdle, but Gong also made a mistake. After seeing the investigation data of Shou, he thought of Shou's various behaviors, and guessed that Shou was an adulterer. In addition to being shocked, he only felt distressed. He recalled their past and understood Shou's struggle. He couldn't imagine how humiliating and ridiculing he was living in such a society. He even hated his ignorance in the past. As for liking:
"No matter what he is, I like it"
On Gong's birthday, Gong took Shou to see a photo exhibition about intersex people, and Shou confessed under Gong's question. Gong's gentle response made him dizzy, the two of them connected with each other and had no secrets, trusted and cherished each other even more.
???As opposed to being pampered all the way, from being cowardly to becoming coquettish and jealous. The daily life of the two foreign students is not particularly turbulent, but it is also warm and sweet, which makes people not feel bored. This is a very realistic but heartwarming essay about women, not for stewing meat, but more about the hardships of life as a woman, the humbleness of love, and the struggle and hardship when facing true love. But fortunately, he has parents and elder brother who love him, and a person who truly loves him, who takes him out of the shadow and cowardice of the past. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com