The next night, Lin Ziyao brought another bag of snacks to "visit" Li Yike. She and Li Yike sat opposite each other and ate up the whole bag of snacks. Li Yike didn't say more than ten words to Lin Ziyao.
The third day, the fourth day, the fifth day More than half a month passed like this. From Li Yike's hospitalization to Li Yike's discharge, Li Yike still kept his mouth shut, but Lin Ziyao's bank card balance was in jeopardy.
Lin Ziyao felt that it would be impossible to break through Li Yike if she did not magnify her moves, so she decided to go all out and treat Li Yike to a drink!
In fact, Lin Ziyao's behavior gradually made Li Yike change her opinion, but he did not fully trust her. Li Yike is also very contradictory. In fact, he has a personality that is cold on the outside and hot on the inside. He wanted to talk to Lin Ziyao about his troubles several times, but he swallowed the words again. On the one hand, he feels that Lin Ziyao has no way to understand and solve his troubles. On the other hand, he has been used to digesting and solving problems by himself due to his long-term self-isolation.
? Tonight, Lin Ziyao is going to invite Li Yike to make a skewer! I wanted to invite you to eat hot pot, but Lin Ziyao really ran out of money!
"What do you want?" Lin Ziyao stood in front of the barbecue stall and asked Li Yike.
Li Yike has never had skewers, he has only seen them, but he upholds the spirit of "I have seen pigs run without eating pork", and ordered a few things in a decent manner! .
"Boss, here are ten bottles of Suntory! Ice!" Lin Ziyao shouted.
"Drink?" Li Yike asked.
"Otherwise?" Lin Ziyao asked back.
"But don't tell anyone when you go back. The counselor takes the students to drink and let Director Ma know, then I will die! I am a guilty person now, and I can't afford to make another mistake." Lin Ziyao said .
With that said, the boss brought up the beer and skewers.
"Are you used to drinking it? This wine has a lighter taste, and I like it better." Lin Ziyao said.
"I'm used to drinking." Li Yike picked up his glass and took a big sip.
"Hahaha, what a refreshing person!" Lin Ziyao said.
In fact, this is the first time in Li Yike's life to drink alcohol. He has imagined countless times that he can have a drink with a few close friends, but he has lived to be 21 years old, but he has not had this opportunity, and he has no friends who can have a drink with him.
Lin Ziyao inherited his father Lin Jianguo's drinking capacity, which is still good, but Li Yike's is not good. After a few drinks, his face turned as red as a boiled crab.
"Yike, I take the liberty to ask you, what school and major did you apply for in the previous two college entrance examinations?" Lin Ziyao asked.
"Tsinghua majors in nuclear power and physics." Li Yike drank another glass of wine.
"Ah? Then why did you come to our school this time? Law and nuclear power are really irrelevant majors." Lin Ziyao said in surprise.
"Yeah, I didn't expect it either. I was transferred here, it's really inexplicable." Li Yike smiled wryly.
"You don't like law?" Lin Ziyao asked.
"Of course I don't like it." Li Yike asked.
"Then do you like nuclear power and physics?" Lin Ziyao asked.
Li Yike's mind is already a little dull. He has no time to think about what to say and what to say to Lin Ziyao's question. He just tells the truth: "I don't like any majors, but I think these two majors can contribute to society. Make contributions, I want to be a useful person to society, I want to be a valuable person.¡±
"Then law study can't make you a valuable person, so it's useless to society?" Lin Ziyao asked.
Li Yike thinks of his parents. Both of them are liberal arts students, and they are both well versed in office politics. In Li Yike's eyes, those who major in science and engineering are down-to-earth, and those who major in liberal arts are all conspiratorial.
"Heh, what are you doing after studying liberal arts? Are you playing tricks?" Li Yike asked.
"Besides, as the old saying goes, a scholar who is useless is a scholar, and I don't want to be the most useless scholar." Li Yike said.
"So, this is one of the reasons why you committed suicide?" Lin Ziyao asked.
"My life is going to be mediocre, so it's better to end it soon and come back in the next life." Li Yike said, with the gloom and loss in his eyes that couldn't be hidden.
"Is success guaranteed in the next life?" Lin Ziyao asked.
"I'm a complete failure." Li Yike said bitterly, "You know what? My parents both graduated from Peking University. Since I was a child, I couldn't reach the heights they expected. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get them. Now, I can neither get the approval of my parents, nor the approval of the society, nor even myself.Self, you say, what is the meaning of such a life? "
"Okay, okay, stop drinking." Lin Ziyao held down Li Yike's wine glass. If Li Yike was drunk, he couldn't carry him back to the dormitory.
Alcohol released Li Yike's emotions, he pointed at Lin Ziyao, and said slightly mockingly: "You don't have to pretend to be kind, I won't hurt you, even if I die, I will stay behind The suicide note, stating that it has nothing to do with you."
"As I said, I'm not a saint. Of course I have the most secular and utilitarian ideas. My parents are both working class. It's not easy for me to go to college. I'm still working and studying. If you die, you will really become A major stain on my life history." Lin Ziyao said.
"You are honest." Li Yike did not expect Lin Ziyao to be so honest, he thought Lin Ziyao would try to deny it.
"Besides, you and I are both only children. To tell you the truth, after graduating from graduate school, I want to stay and work in Huaihai. "My parents are here, so I won't travel far." Now I don't know how to talk to my parents and tell them My thoughts. If you really go, what do you ask your parents to do?" Lin Ziyao said.
"They don't care." Li Yike said, with tears in his eyes, but he blinked hard, and continued: "They only have work in their eyes, and they only have disappointment in me. I am the son who can't add glory to them. They are all the same with me or without me." Li Yike's tone contained disappointment and desolation that could not be concealed.
"That's not the case." Lin Ziyao said.
"When your parents first arrived at the hospital, they really gave people the feeling of domineering. To be honest, I was slapped indiscriminately by your mother. I really didn't like her. But in just a few days, I feel They are getting old all of a sudden, really, it is a kind of weakness and exhaustion in momentum." Lin Ziyao said.
Li Yike was stunned. Ever since the big conflict broke out in the ward, he never wanted to see Li Mintao and his wife again.
"If you are free tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I will take you to a place." Lin Ziyao blinked and said.
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