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- Those people looked happy, carefree, and happy.
But why is there no him?
The brain is a little dizzy, the vision is getting blurred, and for the first time in my life, I feel world-weary. If I just leave this world like this, I won't have to suffer such a big crime.
Suddenly, the words Mo Yu once said about committing suicide sounded in his mind again, leaving only deep regret.
If he takes the initiative to communicate with Mo Yu, learn more about Mo Yu, don't have an affair, don't get divorced, change to a more stable job, play with the children after work, and live an ordinary married life with Mo Yu, wouldn't it be okay? Will it end like today?
He regretted so much, so regretful that he would pay any price to go back to the past, just to be able to do it all over again.
But he is not deep, just a person, where will time and space take him back.
He lowered his head and lay down on the table, tears dripping from the corners of his eyes uncontrollably. He should be thankful: the corner he chose was the darkest and there were not many people.
Only in this seemingly unsuitable place in this world can he release his cowardice.
The parents are gone, the wife is gone, and the children don't recognize him as a father, so why is he still alive.
He held the red wine glass in one hand, looked at the hand holding the wine glass, stared at it, and kept silent.
With a "clang" sound, he was about to be broken. That voice was covered by a violent sound, and everyone was cheering, pouring, fleeing, and releasing the ultimate joy in their hearts. No one would notice that there was a struggling soul in the corner.
He held the broken wine glass, pointed it at his wrist, and stabbed it hard with a slap in the face.
He hissed in pain, and the transparent cup rim was instantly stained with bright red, and the bright red liquid looked so dazzling under the colorful light.
The liquid dripped on the look carpet of later generations and dissipated instantly.
He suddenly felt that the world passed by very slowly, so slow that he seemed to have passed through centuries.
He seemed to have seen himself being pushed into the morgue without mercy after his death, and finally sent to the crematorium to be burned to ashes. He became a lonely ghost who could not enter hell, wandering in this world that gave him despair for thousands of years.
He looked at the suffering and happiness of the world, looked at the proud faces of those competitors, looked at Xiaotian and Xiaonuan's expectations of each going to the world when he grew up, and saw Mo Yu holding Wang Yi's arm, that happy smiling face.
And these have nothing to do with him, because everyone has forgotten that there used to be a man named Xiangyang in this world. ¡®Even the mother Xiang who treated him like her life had to go out to find a buddy after crying for a few days, and then forgot about him in her busy life.
No one burns paper money for him, no one misses him, no one!
Occasionally, he seemed to see Xiang Xiaotian holding his photo with a serious face, as if he was struggling with something, and finally put the photo in the innermost position of the safe.
He woke up with a start.
He has kids too!
In this life, he made many mistakes. One of the biggest mistakes is the neglect of children.
In the past, with Mo Yu around, Ji Hu didn't need him to worry about the children. But now, Mo Yu is still there, but he doesn't want to be an absent father anymore.
He wants to make up for the kids.
The loss of blood hastened the passing of life. His mind was still spinning. He had an intuition that he couldn't just sit here and wait for death, so his father had to stand up strong and head towards the door.
His wrist was still bleeding.
The way the man stumbled made everyone think that this was some drunk guy. When they saw the bright red liquid, they became terrified and moved out of the aisle one after another, for fear that they would somehow be related to the murder case.
The road ahead has been cleared, but Xiangyang is getting more and more difficult.
His mind was blank, and later, he didn't know why he became what he is now.
A voice in my heart screamed: I can't die!
It's a pity that I have more than enough heart but not enough energy.
He finally fell down, the people around took a breath, and retreated further away, but no one reached out to help.
The piercing and enthusiastic music scene around him continued, covering up everyone's exclamations. He lay powerlessly on the ground, his eyes were moist, and only red, green and green remained in his sight.
He is dying?
It seems so.
I'm sorry, children, Dad has not let you feel what father's love is, and he is leaving you! In this life, I owe you all. If there is an afterlife, if you are still willing to be my children, can you give me a??I seem to be dreaming. She held his hand tightly, her eyes were deep, and she looked at the man with a doting smile on her face, "Sometimes I worry that all this is just a dream. You here, everything here is fake, I can't stand it. "
"Xiaoyu, I'm very happy to hear you say that. Because" He kissed the back of her right hand, "I thought the same as you. I was worried that all this was a dream. So now I dare not sleep, for fear of waking up After coming, it¡¯s all empty.¡±
His eyes were filled with a hurt look, and his eyes were quite complaining.
"After all, I've waited too long to catch you, so long that I'm about to give up."
"Sorry!" Mo Yu lowered his head, not daring to look at him.
"But it's okay, no matter what the process is, fortunately, the result is what I expected, and that's enough!" He hugged her tightly.
Mo Yu originally wanted to say a few nice words according to the situation, but suddenly saw Xiang Xiaonuan running from behind Wang Yi, Jing Jingjing's eyes rolled slowly, and she left Wang Yi's embrace in an instant.
Wang Yi felt aggrieved, Mo Yu gave him an angry look, he wiped his nose, and planned in his mind when elementary schools and kindergartens would stop activities like summer camps and winter camps.
"Mom, Wang Yi's father, when are you going to hold the wedding?"
This question stumped the two of them instantly. Wang Yi looked at Mo Yu, "Actually, you don't have to worry. With me here, you don't have to worry about what others say?"
Apparently his persuasion had no effect, Mo Yu shook his head, knelt down, brushed the little girl's shattered hair from her temples behind her ears with one hand, and said softly, "Do you want your mother to hold a wedding?"
"I want it!" The little girl blinked, not knowing why there was a flash of resistance in her mother's eyes.
But the cute little girl didn't know what her mother was thinking, so she asked directly: "Mom, don't you think you don't want to give yourself a grand wedding? The students in our class always show off how beautiful their mothers are when they get married."
While talking, Xiang Xiaonuan closed his voice, lowered his head, Nuonuo said: "Since Mom doesn't like it, then forget it! I don't have to compare with those hateful classmates, so, Mom, you just need to follow the rules." Just do what you want in your heart.¡±
"Okay, Xiaonuan, mom knows. Mom will hold a wedding, and when the time comes, she will definitely dress you up as the most beautiful princess in the audience, okay?"
The little girl jumped up excitedly and yelled. Immediately afterwards, excitedly ran back into the clouds and mist, and continued to hide and seek.
"Xiaoyu, have you really made up your mind?"
"Isn't this the result you want?" Mo Yu turned his head and looked at the other party with fixed eyes, "I am willing to give myself a chance, and I will give you a chance to realize the children's dream of happiness. Isn't it good?"
"Okay!" Qin Mo hugged Mo Yu tightly, buried his head on the other's neck, and tried to breathe in the fragrance of the other's body.
Not far away, the little girl Xiang Xiaonuan looked innocently at the big brother Xiang Xiaotian, and said coquettishly: "Brother, I have done as you said, don't forget your promise to buy me a doll."
"No!" Xiang Xiaotian rubbed Xiang Xiaonuan's soft hand lightly with one hand, okay, let's go to Grandma Wang, she must be very anxious if we can't find us in the world for so long. "
The garden that was once only for viewing is no longer silent, and it is a little more lively.
Mo Yu hugged Wang Yi tightly, as if she had been infused with strength. As long as she persisted, she would not be afraid no matter what would happen tomorrow.
Recently, she seems to have returned to the rainy season when she was sixteen, crying every now and then.
Such a scene is occasionally seen by Wang Yi, who would tease her as a "crybaby". But she didn't intend to hide this characteristic of herself, because it was Wang Yi, so she was willing to confess the truest self.
Because she is someone who wants to go hand in hand, she doesn't want to fully arm herself.
Because it is the destination of her life, she is willing to borrow his shoulders, hoping to be serious for a lifetime.
"Thank you!" she said softly.
Wang Yi was taken aback, and replied: "Silly girl!"
For Wang Yi, no matter how old each other is, no matter whether the other party's appearance is old or not, no matter whether the future will become boring due to the life of daily necessities, he will remember his initial heartbeat.
In the most beautiful garden in the memory that disappeared, the girls were singing and dancing. Such a wonderful picture was what he pursued with all his life. He wanted her to be the only one she could rely on in her life.
And he, only she can rely on.
Fortunately, in this life, we met.
Fortunately, my waiting has won your favor.
Fortunately, everything is still in time.
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