When it comes to this, Shang Yun seems to be immersed in memories. The tone is sweet.
But she suddenly changed her mind.
¡ª¡ª"It's just that that kind of kindness always makes me feel unreal, as if something is weird, but I can't always put it into words
I told him about this feeling, but he said that I was thinking too much.
He told me that he had no concept of money since he was a child, and he didn't care what kind of family I came from. He had dated a few girlfriends before, but none of them were wealthy daughters. Besides, he himself is an ordinary person, he has been mixed with boys since he was a child, so he doesn't care much
All in all, after all his persuasion, I fully accepted this relationship.
It just so happened that I needed to move when I changed jobs, and the new company was very close to where he worked, so he suggested that we rent an apartment together and move in together.
The sweetness of passionate love dazzled all my minds, and I agreed to him almost without thinking much about it.
In the first two months, we had a great time.
Usually at noon, they eat at the place where they work, and order takeaway at night. On weekends, we will go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables together. I will cook and he will help. Two dishes and one soup will taste like home.
We watch movies together, listen to music together, and plan to go to a friend to adopt a puppy after two months
However, before the dog was brought back, there was a quarrel between us.
Initially it was because of working overtime.
The new school I went to was a key noble high school. To put it bluntly, it was for the children of the rich to study. They don't pay attention to teachers and schools at all. However, the school wants them to graduate and go abroad smoothly, so we are forced to become teachers.
At that time, the midterm exam was about to take place, and I had to work overtime until late at night at least three days a week. In addition to correcting homework, what is more important is to think about how to make those dudes study hard.
In the first two months, Jiang Bei would patiently wait for me at home, and would come to school to pick me up from get off work.
Later, he gradually became impatient, and he began to complain that I was too busy with work and didn't have time to accompany him.
In terms of love, he is just a simple little boy who wants to be coaxed, teased, and accompanied. He doesn't seem to understand why I work so hard. After all, in the eyes of a rich second generation like him who is not a playboy, those playboys are hopeless.
In his view, if you can¡¯t get up, you can simply ask for leave. If the leader wants to work overtime, it¡¯s fine to refuse.
What else can I say besides wry smile?
For this matter, we quarreled many times. He said that he would go abroad to play every year, but this year's plan was delayed because of me. He said that he was almost bored to death when he was stuck at home every day, and complained why I had to stick to this job.
At first, I thought that I was a teacher, and I would have a lot of winter and summer vacation time to be with him. He asked me to change schools and even said he could help me find a relationship. However, I don't want to. It is my loss to leave such a school. Whether it's money or growth.
I can only tell him that I don't have parents who run a factory, and without this job, I would starve to death.
Jiangbei explained me naively again: "Why don't you resign, anyway, I have money, so I can support you!"
This kind of remark made me dumbfounded, and I didn't know how to refute it
I have gradually verified that differences in family background really affect people's living habits and ways of thinking.
Something broke at home, and my first thought was to ask the master to fix it. Jiang Bei always finds it troublesome: "It's just an air conditioner, wouldn't it be enough to ask the landlord to replace it with a new one"
It turns out that his hobbies are not limited to comics and swimming.
He studies all kinds of expensive watches, collects limited edition sneakers, and goes to friends to taste all kinds of fine wines.
These invisibly gave me a lot of pressure.
I gradually realized that we are really not from the same world.
Perhaps, Jiangbei also felt the same way. Therefore, he became more and more absent-minded. We used to be tired of being together when we had time, but now he always finds excuses to hang out with friends.
They went to the bar together, played for a long time, and came back drunk, I was tired like a dog after overtime work, and I had to take care of him. This made me quite annoyed, and I lost my temper with him after several failed communications.
Jiang Bei doesn't quarrel with me, but he is very good at cold violence. Whenever the communication fails, he takes the car keys and goes out by himself.
Once, I didn¡¯t get off work until after ten o¡¯clock. When I came back, I saw him lying on the sofa alone, with snack bags and potato chip crumbs everywhere. I couldn¡¯t help arguing with him.Then I let out a long sigh and ran away from home again.
That time he didn't come back for several days.
Later, he posted a circle of friends lying on the sofa in the villa, with the picture and text: It is still comfortable at home.
At that moment, I suddenly understood what the strange feeling was when I saw his mother¡ª¡ªshe had the mentality of watching a play! She knew a long time ago that it is impossible for her spoiled child to live a rough life! So she never interfered with him, because she knew that he would go back sooner or later!
In this way, we stumbled, and another few months passed.
The last breakup was because of a dinner. You heard me right, because of a dinner.
It was this summer. He said he wanted to eat white shellfish and shrimp, so I bought white shellfish and shrimp specially. After working in the kitchen for a long time, I was so hot that I was sweating profusely before I served a table of good dishes.
I happily asked him to eat.
To be honest, after several months of getting along, I got deeper and deeper.
Probably this is the difference between women and men. A man's love always changes from strong to weak, becoming impatient and half-hearted. Women, however, love more and more, love until they lose themselves, love so much that they cannot extricate themselves
I have always wanted to mend my relationship with Jiangbei. Although his childishness often makes me tired and annoyed, I know in my heart that what caused him to leave again and again is the oppressive feeling that I want to grasp more and more¡ªI Terrified of losing him.
Moreover, my relationship with the students has gradually improved. I think I should be able to handle Jiangbei, who is also a rich second generation.
I made a few dishes that he likes to eat, and I want to take advantage of that weekend to mend our relationship.
But Jiang Bei only glanced at the dishes on the table, and immediately shook his head in disappointment.
He still had that innocent tone, casually said: "Oh, that's not the case, it's different from what I eat at home"
Immediately, he averted his eyes, and said nonchalantly: "Why don't we go out to eat, I don't want these"
I collapsed in that instant.
The kind of breakdown only a cook understands.
? When you have worked hard all morning, and you are so tired and sweating profusely that the dishes you bring out, others don't even bother to look at them, and even casually say that you want to go out to eat
The anger of being let down can ignite everything in an instant. "(Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com