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Until later, Chu Lihua left Beijing and went to Chengdu. At that time, he was actually very impulsive and wanted to follow, but he still hesitated at that time. Later, the hesitation was gone, but he refused to pierce the window paper.
I just thought that if she came back, it would prove that they still had a destiny. However, for some reason that day, everything was planned, but in the end it was not planned.
Both of them were tossing and turning in their respective rented houses.
On Monday, Chu Lihua was restless when she went to work, not knowing what Geng Jiangtao would say when he came. In fact, I didn't even think about what to do.
While hesitating, Chu Lihua's phone rang.
It's Geng Jiangtao.
——"I'm here, I can't find 702, come out and pick me up, okay?"——
"good."
Chu Lihua hung up the phone and went out.
She didn't pay any attention to Zhang Fan who was following behind her.
——"Chuchu, come here, I'm here."
As soon as Chu Lihua went out, she heard Geng Jiangtao calling herself from the other side of the corridor.
Chu Lihua followed the sound.
? and Geng Jiangtao met at the corner.
The inside of this office building is hollow, surrounded by a circle of offices.
——"Chuchu, long time no see, how are you?"
——"I'm fine, how about you, how are you doing?"
The two of them didn't know what to say for a while, so they just exchanged greetings like this.
——"Sister Chu, do you come out to meet your lover during working hours?"
Zhang Fan's voice suddenly sounded behind her, startling her.
——"Zhang Fan, you can't talk nonsense."
——"Aren't you?"——
"no."
After Chu Lihua finished speaking, she suddenly felt a little pain in her heart.
——"Hey, it's fine if you don't, then you guys talk first, and I'll go back and help you look after Mr. Dianshi and the others so that I can report to you."
Zhang Fan's tone was a little strange, but Chu Lihua didn't notice it.
Seeing this scene, Geng Jiangtao couldn't help sighing slightly. It seems that after all, he missed it and there will be no more chances.
Geng Jiangtao suddenly didn't know what to say.
——"Chuchu, please send me down. From now on, I wish you happiness."
When hearing Geng Jiangtao's words, Chu Lihua was stunned, and then breathed a sigh of relief. However, immediately after that, my heart was blocked and I panicked.
It's just that Geng Jiangtao, who had been observing her after speaking, was relieved to see Chu Lihua, so he didn't dare to look at Chu Lihua again. Instead, he concealed it and pretended to turn around and walk forward.
Both of them were silent like this, each feeling uncomfortable.
The elevator is still here. The elevator that usually feels very slow seems to be very fast today.
Both of them entered the elevator in silence.
Geng Jiangtao watched the number on the above decrease little by little, and his heart gradually became cold.
Peeking at Chu Lihua, she still had no expression.
It seems that I am thinking too much. That's okay, if Chuchu doesn't care about herself, she might not be happy even if they are together for some other reasons.
After Geng Jiangtao got out of the elevator, he didn't dare to look back at Chu Lihua who was following him.
——"In the future, you must be happy, and you must find someone who suits you. I'm leaving."
Geng Jiangtao didn't look back, after saying this, he strode forward.
Chu Lihua looked at Geng Jiangtao's figure and soon blurred.
She couldn't help feeling upset.
Now, how could it be such a result.
She wanted to call Geng Jiangtao to stop, but he was already far away.
When I was a teenager, I was most afraid of the rush of youth, saying goodbye and never seeing each other again.
When I was in my twenties, I was most afraid of being young and ineffective, sensitive and inferior, and didn't know what is precious.
Now, as the saying goes:
Most afraid of suddenly understanding a song at a certain age; most afraid of suddenly understanding a person at a certain moment.
I didn't even turn around, the cruelest moment.
Quietly watching you go, you don't look like me at all.
It turns out that people will become gentle, it is a thorough understanding.
Love is fluid and cannot be controlled by others.
Why bother to ask for a reason, I believe you are just afraid of hurting me.
Don't lie to me, whoever loves you will be willing to part with it.
Shake my dream awake and announce that happiness will not come.
Forgive with a sad smile, and overcome it.
It is good to have yesterday, but tomorrow is your own.
I started to understand that happiness is a choice.
Lin Qingxuan once said, gentle and half-hearted, calm life.
Just like it says in the lyrics:
It turns out that people will become gentle and I understand it thoroughly
The so-called thorough understanding is only after seeing the world and all living beings, and finally can see oneself.
Having appreciated the vastness of the world and the suffering of all beings, only then can we have an inch of tenderness and sincerity when we see ourselves.
"It is true that most of the time, we are still powerless. When life is so difficult, what we can do is to be gentle when passing by."
When passing through the world, be gentle, because that is a kind of wisdom and also a kind of strength.
When most people choose to fight against the world, there are some people who are gentle and gentle, pretending to reconcile with the world, using softness to overcome rigidity, without a single soldier.
I still remember that in that turbulent era, intellectuals went to the countryside, and Yang Jiang and her husband Qian Zhongshu were also sent to the countryside to receive education.
She was in charge of cleaning the two dirty toilets. If this was done to other girls, she would have been humiliated and complained a lot.
However, Yang Jiang smiled and thought about how to keep the cleaning spotless, build a good relationship with the children who supervised her, so that she could secretly "have a relationship" with her husband through the curtain occasionally.
She prepared her own tools, and in less than ten days, she cleaned two mottled porcelain pits, a heavily soiled porcelain wash basin, and the door and window panels of the toilet.
Someone once said that the toilet that Yang Jiang cleaned up was really clean, not even a speck of dust on the zipper of the water tank.
Gentleness is her sharp weapon against unfair fate, and it is always invincible.
In such dark cloudy years, the "Six Chapters of the Cadre School" she wrote shines with gentle light, full of compassion and tolerance.
Maturity is not to go to complexity, but to reach innocence.
An innocent person does not mean that he has not seen the darkness of the world. It is precisely because he has seen it that he knows that innocence is good, and he becomes affectionate and gentle.
In the second half of life, it is rare to let go.
When young and frivolous, who didn't use the deepest love, and who didn't miss the past?
When you were young, you said you would dedicate your life to love, but when you got old, you died for your youth.
Just like in the lyrics:
? A sad smile forgives and overcomes
Most affairs in the world end in a hurry, no one is wronged, and all love is evil. But time has passed, and when it is mentioned, it is just a smile.
When Hong Kong star Myolie Wu mentioned her two ex-boyfriends, they were both wonderful, one taught me to be a mature adult, and the other taught me to be a gentle girl.
"Historical Records" once said: If you don't get it, you will be happy, and if you don't go, you will hate it.
Probably so.
Mr. Lin Yutang said that the reason why people are sad is because they can't see far enough.
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