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Chapter 255 Projection

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    Tang Xue hoped that Chu Lihua could come back, and Chu Lihua thought it over.  Come back when you're really well.  This may be God's will.

    For a person who has no independent opinion, the approval of others is the last word.  When she came back, at least Tang Xue recognized herself.

    This time, he was really free.

    When Chu Lihua went to sleep at night, she deliberately turned off the alarm clock for the next day.

    I want to sleep until I wake up naturally.

    The sun was already high in the sky, but the low and dilapidated eaves blocked the sunlight from entering the room to find out.

    Chu Lihua on the bed was still sleeping soundly.

    Buzz~buzz~

    The phone vibrated, it should be news or something.

    Just at this moment, Chu Lihua woke up and slowly opened her eyes.  He took the phone and glanced at the time on the phone. Suddenly, he put the phone on the bed and sat up.  Get dressed quickly.  Oh my god, it's going to be late.  No, it's already late, or take a leave of absence.

    Open WeChat and see the message from Tang Xue - I will leave everything intact for you.  Your position is reserved for people, but I moved your things to the innermost place of Brother Zhang Bin.  Take good care of your body and hope you recover soon!

    Um?? Didn't you already resign?  What is this exciting?

    Chu Lihua patted her forehead.  Find the culprit who woke you up just now.

    News of a primary school student committing suicide by jumping off a building.  The suicide note hopes that Mom and Dad can go out for a walk, take a train, take a ship, and see the world.  Don't put all your energy on yourself.  He felt that he was sorry for his parents and could not meet their requirements.

    Some of the comments below feel sorry for the children, but they don't say that children are too fragile now, and there are also those who feel sorry for the children.  It is said that parents now have too high expectations of their children, which leads to too much pressure on children.  In short, the comments are really varied and strange.

    However, one of the comments caught Chu Lihua's attention.

    ? If the child forms an external evaluation system too much, there will be problems.

    When young, children care too much about their parents' evaluation.  When he grows up, he tends to care about the evaluations of his classmates, teachers, bosses, colleagues, etc., and lives in the evaluations of others all day long. He does things not for his own inner needs, but to get good evaluations from others.

    Dr. Xu Haoyuan said that a child with an internal evaluation system will enjoy the fun of learning and work itself, which has become the biggest motivation for him to study hard.  However, for children controlled by the external evaluation system, the "natural motivation to learn" is replaced by the "motivation to learn for the sake of their parents". Their learning will be too concerned about the praise of others, too much about test scores, and they are prone to test anxiety.

    "Our culture likes good children," said Hu Shenzhi. "A good child listens to and relies on his parents at home, and listens to and relies on his teachers at school. In this way, the child's independent space will be restricted.  Squeeze, he will feel that he is not living for himself, so he lacks motivation. He may complete the tasks assigned to him by teachers and parents well, but he is relatively numb and lacks desire and pursuit for many things.  A manifestation of depression."

    When a change occurs, the new psychological content ushered in produces good emotions, and the old psychological content resigned produces bad depressed emotions.  If the good mood outweighs the bad depressed mood, the person is generally happy.

    Conversely, if bad depressive moods far outnumber good ones, then the person is likely to be in a more severe depressive state.  This is the core factor of adolescent depression.

    Depression and the collapse of the external evaluation system made the child unable to accept it anymore, and finally chose to leave this world.

    Isn't this talking about yourself?  It's just that my courage is not as strong as this child's, but I once hoped so much to be able to live with my parents.  After really living with my parents, not only did I not feel happy.  Instead, there is a deep sense of restraint.

    My grades are their face, and everything I do is measured by whether or not I give them face.

    Chu Lihua feels that life is not her own, but her parents', and she is living for her parents, and the motivation to study and live comes from the pressure of her parents.

    If she is a "bad child", she will embark on a rebellious path, ignoring the pressure of her parents, and even going against her parents, who tell her to go east, but they don't go west.  This kind of "rebellion" is actually young people fighting for their own independent space and trying to be themselves.

    As if, I am alive.  That's what they achieve their goals.

     At that time, little Chu Lihua felt extremely desperate.  She ran away from home before, but she only traveled 20 kilometers a day, which is considered a relatively long distance.

    Finally, little Chu Lihua sat down at the gas station to rest because she was so hungry.

    I want to wait to find some water to drink, and then wait for the next day to dawn before leaving.

    It's just that, after all, I didn't eat or drink for a day.

    Coupled with long hours of fatigue, little Chu Lihua actually fell asleep.

    "Whose child is this! Why did you fall asleep here?"

    A couple who came to refuel saw little Chu Lihua who was falling asleep.

    After the gas station staff confirmed, another couple onlookers recognized Xiao Chu Lihua.

    "She seems to be the child of the cripple who patched shoes on the street (gai)?"

    The woman's tone was a little uncertain.

    "When I ask someone, I don't have his phone number, so I can only ask other people to see if it's right."

    The man went to make a phone call, and after a few phone calls, it was confirmed that this little girl was probably lost by someone who had been looking for a cobbler for a day.

    The woman woke up the sleeping little Chu Lihua, took her into the car and let her go back with her.

    At that time, little Chu Lihua even imagined whether they would sell themselves to other families without children, so that she would have a pair of parents who loved her and understood her feelings.

    Along the way, although little Chu Lihua didn't speak, she was very happy in her heart.

    Along the way, fantasizing.

    However, no one expected that through the window, the silent little Chu Lihua suddenly found that the road she was walking was getting more and more deviated.

    Could it be that you want to sell yourself to the mountains?

    Little Chu Lihua was a little scared now.

    I heard that the children who were sold into the mountains had a hard life.  It is a trivial matter to be beaten frequently, and you may even be dragged to sell organs.

    The more she thought about it, the more scared little Chu Lihua became.

    I didn't hear a familiar voice on the phone just now.

    Could it be that they never hit anyone related to themselves.  It's just that he called his accomplice and tricked the people at the gas station.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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