However, when Chu Lihua hopefully told her family about her ancient building resort, the family said that such projects can only be done by rich people. We don't have money, so don't even think about such things, just be an ordinary person with peace of mind.
"You don't have that life, so don't have such unrealistic ideas."
Chu Lihua's mother was more excited than her father.
"You don't have that fate!" This sentence is the most hurtful, and Chu Lihua feels that people's fate should not be predestined by heaven. Isn't there a saying that says so? My life is up to me, but if the sky wants to destroy me, I will destroy the sky. The heroic words are Chu Lihua's motto,
Fortunately, after this incident, my mother temporarily forgot about the embarrassment that Chu Lihua left school for her.
However, she expressly forbade Chu Lihua to go out, for fear of being seen by outsiders and making fun of her family as worthless.
Chu Lihua. . . .
Isn't this just for her so-called face, planning to "imprison" herself at home until the stipulated graduation time? What's the difference between that and going to jail?
Chu Lihua felt goose bumps all over her body when she thought about it. What's more, there are still more than three years left! Is my great youth about to perish in such an environment?
Chu Lihua felt that she was too impulsive at the time. Perhaps, if you stay in Beijing, even if you live in an underground passage first, you may be able to look like a human being. At least it doesn't have to be "locked up" like it is now.
Tired of staying at home, Chu Lihua could only take advantage of her mother's going out and sneak into the deep forest in the park behind her house to find a place for a stroll and take a breath of fresh air. Along the way, she was very worried. She was really afraid that if someone saw her, then the consequences would be unimaginable.
Chu Lihua felt that she was more uncomfortable than drowning.
Drowning, there is still a chance of being rescued, but now I can only rely on myself.
Chu Lihua clearly remembered that when she was a child, she squatted for too long when she went to the river to wash diapers for her sister. When she stood up, she became dizzy and fell into the river all at once.
At this time, everyone in the village was working in the fields, and no one passed by. However, little Chu Lihua still thumped hard and shouted for help. For the first time, she felt that she was too small, and the river was still a little anxious. Chu Lihua didn't know where she would be washed away?
With a splash, someone jumped into the river to save Chu Lihua. After that person rescued little Chu Lihua, Chu Lihua, who was tense, finally relaxed and passed out.
Fortunately, everyone in the village basically knew who the child belonged to.
It is also considered that Chu Lihua's life is good, that person came back from the market by bicycle. Just when she heard Chu Lihua's cry for help, she jumped into the water to save her.
Unfortunately, the sister's diaper was washed away by the water. Chu Lihua was severely criticized, "A useless child, he can't do well in helping the family, and he even owes others a favor."
Little Chu Lihua endured the pain in her arms and did not dare to say a word.
Perhaps because she was too young to understand, Chu Lihua's arm might have been dislocated. But she didn't dare to say it, endured the pain, and gradually the pain stopped. When she grew up, she discovered that her arms were bent, and when it rained or the weather turned cold, her joints would ache faintly.
However, she said pain is useless
"How can you have arm pain at such a young age? It's not that you have rheumatism when you are old. I think you are just lazy."
Mother's words echoed in the room.
Chu Lihua really doesn't know whether her parents love her or not? Mother always said that she was doing it for Chu Lihua's good, but why did Chu Lihua feel disregard and restriction?
Sometimes, Chu Lihua wondered if she was their child, and if she was wrongly hugged by the hospital.
Sometimes Chu Lihua would ask this question when she was very sad.
The mother scolded Chu Lihua, "I have no conscience, raised you with shit and piss, how can you say such a thing! You don't know how much you cried when you were born? Your father held you all night You didn¡¯t sleep, and you cried as soon as you left the lamp. Just hugged you and watched the lamp all night.¡±
Every time Chu Lihua thought of these things, she felt a twinge of pain in her heart. Why are your children always so different?
The more Chu Lihua thought about it, the sadder she became. Generally, at such times, people's desire to confide is stronger. However, Chu Lihua couldn't tell anyone, she could only suppress her heart a little bit. I look forward to one day being strong enough to leave this "home".
Then, find a way out for yourself, a way out that can save face for the family. At that time, I can feel proud.
Chu Lihua thought of Duan Shengping, maybe she could ask him about how to start a business.
"Brother Duan, how is the situation on your side?"
"I just found a warehouse. Xie Shuiniao is still looking for goods in Shenzhen."
"Shenzhen? What kind of place is that? Are there many opportunities there? I want to go there and see."
Chu Lihua has some interest in Shenzhen, which can wholesale mobile phones.
"Shenzhen is a very developed place, and it is full of electronic products. Why do you suddenly want to go to Shenzhen?"
"I want to see if I can find something to do."
"Forget it, the law and order over there is actually not very good. It's too dangerous for a little girl like you."