Chu Lihua sent a message to Lin Huaming's memorized QQ with the QQ that her classmate had newly applied for, but she didn't reply.
I took my mother's mobile phone number and sent a message to Lin Huaming's previous number.
The call came quickly, and Chu Lihua was too excited to answer it for a long time.
Finally, when the time was almost up, Chu Lihua picked up the phone. A strange voice asked who Chu Lihua was?
It turned out that this was the man's new mobile phone number.
Lin Huaming had bid farewell to the past and ran towards her, but Chu Lihua was still standing there stupidly waiting for him to turn around.
Outside the threshold, the Yangtze River flows by itself, and the years will ruthlessly take you away.
Only at this moment did Chu Lihua know that Chu Lihua had been deleted from his world by Lin Huaming.
The next moment, Chu Lihua decided not to refuse the boy who showed her favor.
In fact, if you think about it carefully, the boys you met in college were all good to Chu Lihua.
Chu Lihua made a phone call, and the weather was more than ten degrees below zero. Yang Mingming put on a thin coat and rushed in front of Chu Lihua. Wang Songtao and Zheng Yulong are always there when Chu Lihua needs it. There is also Xi Deyi, the new senior who has repeatedly shown goodwill.
Thinking back, they were all good to Chu Lihua.
Chu Lihua found that the reason why she couldn't forget Lin Huaming so much was because of the pain that had made her heartbroken.
Could it be that he likes to be abused? No, Chu Lihua is a girl who likes to be cared for. Otherwise, she wouldn't be moved if anyone cared a little about her.
That is unwillingness, the kind of unwillingness to be recognized.
More precisely, it should be because he is afraid of being laughed at and looked down upon by others.
In "A Dream of Red Mansions", Cao Xueqin said: Pay attention to every step, always pay attention, and don't want to say a word easily, take an extra step, lest he will be ridiculed.
The reason why I am so worried about this matter is because it was an unfavorable relationship before, and also because Chu Lihua always felt that this was the happiness that she stole or snatched from Li Hongyang. Originally, I belonged to the winner, but now I have failed. That satisfaction is gone.
Finally, one time, the fight between himself and others ended with his victory. But now, the ending collapsed, and the narcissism in her heart was ruthlessly shattered.
This is how Chu Lihua, who has been inferior to her younger sister since she was a child, can accept it in her heart.
Thinking of this, Chu Lihua was extremely dissatisfied with her parents who allowed her to grow up under such unfair treatment.
The peace that has been maintained for a semester is broken again at this moment.
Chu Lihua is no longer the good girl in college who would call home every week to greet her and only report the good news, but a caregiver full of resentment.
Chu Lihua's inner indignation is that if she hadn't become a left-behind child and lived under someone else's fence, she would not have been almost molested and ridiculed by her classmates as an unwanted child. Then he won't become a transfer student who transfers several times and is squeezed out by his classmates. As a result, since I was a child, I didn't have a good friend who talked about everything. Not to mention what hair is small. Why is it always yourself who is abandoned? ? !
It turned out that what Chu Lihua was most afraid of was being alone. She finally found this out.
Many people say that home is a warm haven, but Chu Lihua feels that home is a suffocating place. The biggest storm comes from home.
Chu Lihua missed the days in school very much, she just wanted to hurry up to the day when school started, and then leave this suffocating place.
For others, the Chinese New Year is a day of reunion, but for Chu Lihua, it is a day of watching her parents and sister show affection.
How much she longed for a warm home, her own home.
Just after the new year, Chu Lihua left home early on the grounds that there were too many people in the school season.
Unexpectedly, just after the new year, the train is still so crowded, many people are returning to Beijing to work. Of course, there are also some students who have to leave home for various reasons, and also have various reasons for concern.
It was still a ticket, but this time, Chu Lihua was seated by the window.
As the familiar scenery outside the window receded quickly, Chu Lihua felt that the barrier that was holding her down slowly disappeared again.
The sky has become blue and lovely, and the clouds are also lively and naughty.
It is said that life is like a train, but Chu Lihua feels like a passenger whose seat has been taken away, and there is no flight attendant to maintain order.
As she got closer to Beijing and the temperature got lower and lower, Chu Lihua's heart became more and more excited.
Beijing, I'm back.
I don¡¯t know where I heard a sentence-how to describe you have been to Beijing? I got lost at West Station.
Normal people can get lost in the West Station, how could they let Chu Lihua go.
After wandering around for almost two hours, Chu Lihua finally found the entrance of the subway station.
After entering the subway station, Chu Lihua had better luck. Asking the way An aunt in yellow overalls not only sent Chu Lihua to the bus she was going to take, but also told Chu Lihua the transfer direction at the transfer station in detail.
After leaving the subway station, after asking many people, Chu Lihua found the sign of the bus stop she was going to take.
Beijing deserves to be the capital city. The buses came and went, and Chu Lihua discovered that the buses in Beijing were all similar in appearance, and they were not as brightly colored as those in Yunnan.
In her memory, it should be the green bus, but it seems that most of them are green buses.
Finally, Chu Lihua saw small white boxes on the ground, which seemed to have numbers written in them.
But there were people standing on it, and Chu Lihua couldn't see clearly.
"Girl, which bus do you take?" an enthusiastic aunt asked Chu Lihua.
"I want to take bus **, may I ask where can I line up, Auntie?"
Chu Lihua said politely.
"It's right here, you just need to line up in front of the back."
"Thank you, Auntie."
After Chu Lihua thanked her, she walked towards the end of the line.
Another bus came, and the people in line started to move. Chu Lihua knew that this was the bus she wanted to take.
After getting on the bus, Chu Lihua sighed. The down payment is different. There are many buses at the bus station, and the queues are divided into areas. This is a very good benefit for me. As long as I find the big characters on the bus road on the ground and get on the bus with the people in line, I will definitely not get on the wrong bus.
In the past, when I went out to work part-time by myself, I always went with my classmates, so they were the ones who were in charge of watching the car. I want to be independent in the future, and finally found a perfect way.
After all, except for the first year when someone will pick up new students, you have to rely on yourself when you go back to school.
Along the way, Chu Lihua listened carefully to the conductor's announcement, just in case she got off the wrong bus.
Although the urban planning of Beijing is good, the bus is really running at a slow speed. It took more than two hours for Chu Lihua to return to school. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com