Because there are still dim yellow street lights shining on the road.
Chu Lihua walked along the road all the way to the county. This road that she and Lin Huaming had walked countless times, now, it seemed that every street light was laughing at herself. This stolen happiness should be returned. The next road is destined to be walked alone.
In fact, Chu Lihua is most afraid of the dark, she always feels that the darkness will swallow everything.
When she was a child, the village was very dark at night, and she missed her mother so much, but when she called her mother and ran out, there was nothing around her but the barking of dogs one after another. The darkness wants to swallow itself like a huge bloody mouth.
However, now, she can only walk forward by the dim street lights. Only by walking constantly can the pain in her heart not be so piercing.
She planned to sing a song to cheer herself up. In order to focus her attention on the song, Chu Lihua also adapted the songs in the song that were different from the current scene.
"Walking home alone along the street lights
I really want to call you
leave me are you okay
Are you as uncomfortable as me and unable to extricate yourself?
? Memories and I don¡¯t like to talk
Seems to have forgotten me
I have some worries in my heart
Some loves have to live in peace
Think of him in the dead of night
once happy
I also said some heart-piercing love words
Gamble on the chips of happiness
Once you said you would marry her in ten years
your little fool
But now will you still remember the oath?
Happiness will collapse without you
Walking home alone along the street lights
want to call a friend
Can she help me get it back?
But I don't think it's possible anymore
? Memories and I don¡¯t like to talk
Occasionally I think of him
I have some worries in my heart
Some loves have to live in peace
Think of him in the dead of night
Will do it in the future
I also said some heart-piercing love words
Gamble on the chips of happiness
Think of him on the street where people come and go
how is he now
But I can't give you the answer you want
But you must be happy
Think of him in the dead of night
sent those flowers
I also said some heart-piercing love words
Gamble on the chips of happiness
Think of him on the street where people come and go
how is he now
But I can't give you the answer you want
But you must be happy."
In the end, Chu Lihua's thoughts were still confused, and she sang the original song naturally.
This is just like people, once you get used to his existence, sudden changes will always be unnatural.
"It's the dead of night now, I can't call my old friend anymore. And I miss you all the time. But, Lin Huaming, goodbye!"
"I heard that you sang in class before, but you never wanted to sing for me, always saying that you sang badly. Do you think I can't appreciate it? Actually, I sing very well , if you don¡¯t believe me, I can sing it to you again.¡±
Chu Lihua murmured softly to herself, and did not wait for the answer she wanted for a long time.
"Lin Huaming, I hope you can live a happy life, then it's worth it!"
The last sentence was yelled out by Chu Lihua, no one would hear it anyway.
In the end, Zhuang Zhou dreamed of a butterfly, you are a gift and a robbery!
Thank you for spending an unforgettable eighteen years with me; thank you for letting me know what it means to be loved. I hope that we will have a chance to meet again in the future, and then, perhaps, we can continue our relationship. Or, you can say good night to each other with a smile!
When Chu Lihua finally reached the county seat, she searched for a long time, but she couldn't find a car to Huashan.
Later, a driver suggested that she take a car to the city. There must be a car in the city to go to Huashan.
At that time, Chu Lihua no longer had the ability to think, and according to the man's instructions, got into his car, and he really gave himself a car back to Huashan in the city.
It can be regarded as meeting a good person, although, he asked for the usual four.? the fare, but everyone else in the car is not surprised.
Sure enough, there is a bus back to Huashan in the city, which is fine.
After Chu Lihua got home, she opened the door lightly, went to bed, but couldn't fall asleep. It was already two or three o'clock at night. Normally, if Chu Lihua came home so late, she would definitely be punished to kneel, but today is so special. Is God taking pity on me?
I don't know how long it took, but at dawn, Chu Lihua got up.
During the period, her mother asked Chu Lihua several times if Lin Huaming had called, but Chu Lihua kept talking vaguely, and she didn't know what to say. She was afraid that once the wound was torn open, the bleeding would not stop.
She left the mobile card she bought for her mother to use, and told her not to log out, in case Fu Rong finds herself.
In fact, only Lin Huaming knew that number, because at the beginning, Chu Lihua had a China Unicom card, while Lin Huaming had a China Mobile card, and Lin Huaming always complained that making calls through the network was expensive. So Chu Lihua bought a mobile card to contact him specifically. I also opened a family account with Lin Huaming, and there is no charge for calling each other. It is enough to pay five yuan for the main card every month, and there are five yuan for 300 text messages, which is very suitable, but it is only two months after buying this card. , Lin Huaming's call time to Chu Lihua dropped rapidly, and even the information was pitifully scarce.
Because Chu Lihua's mobile phone is dual-card dual-standby, it does not delay the use of the other card. The new card will only be used when contacting Lin Huaming.
Chu Lihua is actively preparing the things she needs to go to school. Although the days are like years, the start of school is coming soon.
Mother went with Chu Lihua.
This was the first time for Chu Lihua to take a train, and it took at least half an hour for the people on the train to go to the toilet or get hot water to cross the distance of one carriage.
I got on the train at 10 o'clock at night, and I didn't arrive at Beijing West Railway Station until 12 o'clock at noon on the third day. It is said that it was late.
The 30-40 hour drive made Chu Lihua and her mother's feet swell up.
Fortunately, the school has seniors and sisters to pick up the new students. Otherwise, the huge Beijing West Railway Station will definitely make Chu Lihua lose his way, so why talk about going to school.
After making five or six phone calls, Chu Lihua finally found a spot for her school to pick up freshmen.
It was really inconvenient for the combination of Chu Lihua and her mother to find their way. Chu Lihua couldn't read the road signs clearly, and her mother couldn't read a single word.
Ask for directions, everyone is a hurried traveler, and no one has time to talk to the two mothers and daughters who look extremely embarrassed.
Everyone uses suitcases, and they drag them away, which saves effort.
Look at Chu Lihua's mother and daughter, the big and small woven bags.
My mother said that there are too many people in the car, so that you will not be watched by bad guys when you go out.
In the end, Chu Lihua took the road plate with her mobile phone and held it in front of her eyes.
At that time, the mobile phone was still a straight machine, and it could not automatically focus. It took several times to see what it was. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com