I don¡¯t know why, maybe it¡¯s my ability to imagine. It makes me feel like I want to put more effort into my whole body and all those places. I even start to get a little confused. I¡¯m constantly imagining So, what kind of things did I do to cause me to suffer so many emotional and spiritual blows? In my opinion, this has really made me go crazy up.
I don't know whether I should stop at this moment, or just fall to the ground. I don't know why, I even suspect that there are some on my whole body and my clothes. I don't even think I've been touched by those painstaking efforts that I don't know what happened to, but now I'm really on the verge of going crazy.
Because of my reluctance, because my body has been moving backwards, because I have been rubbing the floor, and I have been torturing my pair of small leather shoes, so Mr. Zhao took it off very well. strenuous.
He stared at me very scared, even with a little pleading look, looking at me very impatiently, and kept dragging me on the side.
The look on his face made me tremble, but I kept procrastinating, because I didn't know what I should do at this moment.
I am now carrying a kind of kind that is similar to pleading, and I have a kind of feeling that I am a little bit overwhelmed. I completely feel that all this has really started, which makes me feel that it is simply unbearable to say that the crime is heinous. The kind of eyes staring at him.
"Ms. Zhao, please, please don't pull me, please? I know I will face it, but can you give me some time? I really can't stand it, I really don't want to watch it."
I kept babbling these words, and now I feel that the whole world is spinning, and I feel as if all this is telling me that if I don't face it now, I may lose a person to face any The ability to do things and affect my life, but it is also telling me.
If I don't accept this matter now, and don't observe what happened, maybe I will lose, Mr. Zhao, this friend who can let me change conditions in my mother .
Then there are many, many things, including a lot of things that this incident may cause, including some that may affect my mental state, or a lot of things, I think It is said that it may make my whole body start to feel a little disgusted, and those things that start to feel a little disgusting are in it.
I might even wake up in the middle of the night, I might even be haunted by nightmares.
I think of course it is possible that after facing that picture, everything in that picture, such as glass and all the messy things, will accompany some shadows of my life, and even make me feel that in many times and occasions breaks me down.
I might see some chain reaction happening.
I might think about what kind of nightmares I have experienced before.
Therefore, I really dare not.
However, the teacher didn't have any intention to stop and kept dragging me. I even felt that he was about to start. He seemed to be aiming at my waist, maybe he wanted to carry me over. , and not necessarily what I know.
If there is no one to share it for him now, and he is just a few emotions of his own, he may really collapse all at once.
You may feel that all this has really started to happen, a little bit is within his unbearable range, or within the range that he shouldn't help us share the burden together.
So all of this makes me feel like a scourge, suddenly like a storm swept into the already peaceful life, generally or in other words.
Maybe it's because of the accumulation of various mental things recently, which made me feel overwhelmed, except for the mental numbness.
Except for the ones brought about by mental numbness, I may become more dull and sluggish, I can't seem to find any, I can withdraw from this matter and embrace this matter well Solve those reasons well in the body, because like the whole world, I feel that I am the only one who is forced to feel, it seems that I am the only one standing and pulling me crazily , one person is covered with blood, one person is lying on the ground with eyes closed, it seems that I am the only one.
Because to be honest, I really struggleBut the strength of a boy, so on the premise of training him, I closed my eyes and let him pull. During this time, in the time and space when I closed my eyes, what I thought was I have never dared to go to a darker and more terrifying place to imagine the appearance and scene of Blossoming, but one thing is worth affirming.
That is, I think Mr. Zhao may have disposed of some things that would be more scary in my opinion.
Suddenly my body was stopped.
When I stood here, when I felt as if I had already stood at the source of the blood, I was really terribly scared, and I even kept biting my own tongue .
I try to make myself feel a little bit more, similar to some in my life, or some information that can feel the sense of existence due to the sense of powerlessness that I have been too numb recently , but I don¡¯t know why, I just can¡¯t feel this kind of feeling that is not too fast. As a result, I feel as if I¡¯m about to pick out my own eyeballs when I take time out, because I can feel it, it seems that there may be a pool of stagnant water in front of me .
However, Mr. Zhao is very extreme, he is very scary, in my opinion, he has lost all his sanity, his whole person is like a beast in clothes, half of him has a better skin, but In his heart and bones, or emanating from it, he has become a particularly bad and messy person.
He was pawing at my eyes all the time, as if he was going to block me from my eyes all the time, that hand was removed straight away.
I really don't know how I should go at this moment.
Make a confrontation with him.
Because in my opinion, this confrontation has no effect.